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Daniela Ananias

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Posted On: October 6th 2026, 09:39 pm

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Angel with some words after this and-one 😤🔥
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10 years ago today my little brother took his own life. Davis was a kind, smart and gentle person who hid his pain very well. We will never truly know all he was battling. I wish, as his big sister, that I could have taken that pain away from him. That will forever hurt, no matter how many years go by. It’s been a decade of guilt, regret, anger and sadness for our family but it has also been a decade of life, love and happiness. There have been countless joyful moments that I wish he were a part of. We treat the time we have together with more care. We are more empathetic and cling to the happy memories. I know he wouldn’t want us to linger in the sadness. There will always be the Katie I was before my brother’s death…and the Katie I am because of my brother’s death. It changed me in ways I can’t fully express with words. We are all stronger than we realized. It feels like a lifetime since we’ve heard his voice or given him a hug but somehow the pain and trauma of it all lives very close to the surface at all times, so that’s why a full decade doesn’t seem possible. I think about Davis every day and we miss him very much. I wish he could have met all his nephews and I wish he could see how amazing his niece is. The last time I saw my brother was at Ava’s first birthday party. Five days later, he was gone. He’d be 35 now. Would he have a wife? Babies? The what ifs will drown you in sorrow if you let them, but I know he wouldn’t want that for us. Instead we choose to celebrate the life he lived and the time we had with him. Tonight we gathered as a family, we laughed, cried, ate messy wings and drank pitchers of beer…because we know it would make him smile. ❤️
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