Amanuel

I miss my hair so much. Today I’m grieving all I’ve lost in the last 3 years. I was looking through all my old photos and realized how much light there used to be in my eyes. It wasn’t just the black mold, there was so much happening.

I think the worst of it was watching everyone stare at me thinking I was on hard drugs. It hurt more knowing that I was trying my absolute best to take care of my health. Nothing would work but I had to deal with the assumptions and stares everyday. I went through similar trials before but something major I’ve learned for experiencing this is once you beat the struggle and tribulations of life. You will have to let go of all that you’ve gained and what made you comfortable and start over again.

I’ve learned that’s how you grow. Every time I get to where I wanna be, I know there is a restart happening after and I’ve learned to accept it and say “I’m not dying here” and just keep thugging it out