6 days agoI would choose to have a great long chat with my dear father, there were so many things that I never asked him about, so many things that I never learned about him and his life, before he arrived to Colombia, how was his childhood, what was his favorite color, how he became the man that I got to know, I would ask him many questions and at the same time, I would let him know that I understand now how the anxiety reveled in his body, I would let him know that he is loved and that I was sorry for not caring enough back then to be closer to him, I would let him know that I miss him every day, that his existence marked me as it marked me, that for me was very difficult not being able to be in person when he was so ill and passed.. I would have asked him for a last dance and would have hugged him as much as I never did. Knowing what I know today about how energy works and tha we all become that energy that we have always been, I know that he is with me always, I can feel him every day, I dream with him, and in these dreams he still show me every time that I am loved and that even he is not present physically, he is with me energetically. I love you dad! ❤️✨🌈
