#abcence

they’re gone. but the place they touched is still there. 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #heartbreak #lostlove #memory #love

we took different paths yet some part of you walked with me 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #heartbreak #lostlove #connection #breakups

to miss is human. to go back blindly is forgetting the lesson. 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #lostlove #longing #heartbreak #movingon

some love outlives the people who couldn’t hold it. 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #lostlove #heartbreak #heartache #breakups

i’ll forever miss his cooking 😭 #lastmeal #moving #griefjourney #healingjourney #lifeafterloss #partnerloss #curry #frozenmeal

two souls once aligned wander apart with time. 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #love #heartbreak #quietlove #timeheals

Today was supposed to be the day. She was supposed to land at Heathrow this morning. I was supposed to pick her up. We were supposed to start our life together in the UK. I had everything planned. From reservations, to trips out to space in the closet. I even bought her favourite snacks to make her smile. Instead, I’m sitting here alone. In a cafe having breakfast for one, and trying to figure out how to grieve a future that never happened. You’re not just losing the person. You’re losing every plan you made. Every conversation about ‘when we live together…’ or ‘next year we’ll…’ or ‘someday we could….’ You’re losing a version of yourself that existed in that future. The person you were becoming WITH them. And somehow, grieving a future feels harder than grieving a past. Because the past was real. The future was just... hope. And hope is so much more painful to let go of. So today, on the day she was supposed to arrive, I don’t know what else to do so I’m choosing to be present with what IS, not what was supposed to be. I’m having breakfast alone. I’m sitting with the disappointment and sadness. I’m letting myself feel the full weight of this loss. (Not that I really have a choice). And tomorrow? I’ll do it again. And the day after that. Until one day, I’ll have breakfast and it won’t feel like something’s missing. If you’re grieving a future that’s gone, I see you, and I’m sorry. It hurts so so much. And it’s okay to mourn what never was.

heartbreak doesn’t bruise; it scars, and you feel it long after it heals. 🖤 #wenevergetyounger #heartbreak #unrequitedlove #heartbroken #emotionalscars

Grief is strange like that. One minute you’re okay. The next minute you remember the way things used to be…back when the person who made life feel safe was still here. And for a moment the world stops. The silence deafening. The truth is…losing you was the hardest thing I’ve ever lived through. But getting to love you was worth every tear after. And I’d do it again and again and again. I’d live through the loss a thousand times just to have had you once. Every laugh. Every conversation.Every misspelled text on a random Tuesday. Every ordinary moment that didn’t feel important at the time. If I had to go back knowing how the story ends? knowing the day would come when I’d have to learn how to live without you… I would still choose you.Every.single.time. Because some love is so rare, so deep, so life-changing…that even the grief it leaves behind is worth it. Forever blessed to have felt a love that hurts this much to lose. If you’re new here, I say all the dark and uncomfortable things you’ve been thinking outloud…and then I show you how to heal them 🫶🏼 Keep going, you’ve got this. #grief #griefjourney #healingjourney #griefsucks

If you’re grieving… One minute you’re okay. The next minute you remember the way things used to be…back when the person who made life feel safe was still here. And for a moment the world stops. The silence deafening. The truth is…losing you was the hardest thing I’ve ever lived through. But getting to love you was worth every tear after. And I’d do it again and again and again. I’d live through the loss a thousand times just to have had you once. Every laugh. Every conversation.Every misspelled text on a random Tuesday. Every ordinary moment that didn’t feel important at the time. If I had to go back knowing how the story ends? knowing the day would come when I’d have to learn how to live without you… I would still choose you. Every.single.time. Because some love is so rare, so deep, so life-changing…that even the grief it leaves behind is worth it. Forever blessed to have felt a love that hurts this much to lose. If you’re new here…hey. I say all the dark uncomfortable shit you’ve been thinking outloud…and then I teach you how to heal it. Stick around, it just might change your life. Keep going, you’ve got this. 🫶🏼 #griefjourney #grief #griefsucks

One of the harder truths I had to make peace with: I wanted a life with you. There was a time I believed we were building the same future, because you said you wanted it too. I’m not mourning you… I’m mourning the life I thought we were choosing together. And I honor the version of me who trusted that dream. #grievingthoughts #healingseason #closingchapters #writingthroughit #justbeinghuman . . . Credit goes to @wenevergetyounger

If you’re grieving… One minute you’re okay. The next minute you remember the way things used to be…back when the person who made life feel safe was still here. And for a moment the world stops. The silence deafening. The truth is…losing you was the hardest thing I’ve ever lived through. But getting to love you was worth every tear after. And I’d do it again and again and again. I’d live through the loss a thousand times just to have had you once. Every laugh. Every conversation.Every misspelled text on a random Tuesday. Every ordinary moment that didn’t feel important at the time. If I had to go back knowing how the story ends? knowing the day would come when I’d have to learn how to live without you… I would still choose you. Every.single.time. Because some love is so rare, so deep, so life-changing…that even the grief it leaves behind is worth it. Forever blessed to have felt a love that hurts this much to lose. If you’re new here…hey. I say all the dark uncomfortable shit you’ve been thinking outloud…and then I teach you how to heal it. Stick around, it just might change your life. Keep going, you’ve got this. 🫶🏼 #griefjourney #grief #griefsucks