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(In da. Video I’m just chatting 😂 talking about how messed up my hair is on my birthday 😂 an I said some other shii but my captain is my state of mind at 40) Happy Birthday Lord Hypo 🦾😍 40’s da new 30 I’m so fly 😏🥃 A Pisces birthed a kid 1986 Marching on da 26 a pirate was born a mother inn da water like Poseidon’s little home a balance from da Gods earths kingdom is his home he purpose rides thru dusk and dawn enlightenment is da source of his throne modern day, Shakespeare I been flipping those roles a man of many hats I conduct for my soul experience explains and I’m working a zone.!! Happy Birthday P 🥳 we made 40 on our feet 🦾😍

And looking rough again I am. We'll start everything off. Birthday was on the 4th of March. But was absolutely disrespected only Birthday wish was from my dad. Which sounded insincere. Mother's in the hospital she couldn't say anything. As if anyone even cares. As usual crying and shattered heart on the inside. Stoic on the outside. Hope everyone else's day and or birthday. Is far better than mine. ❤️ Yay go Pisces me... 💙💔

We makin a come back Brain boo boo can’t keep me down bruh Opening my books to schedule privates & mentees Will be scheduling group ceremony in the coming few weeks (as I typed this a hummingbird flew right up to my face and flashed its red breasts in my face thank you GODDESS #spiritbird) And I’ll be singing this Friday for the Pisces Party!! Celebrating @lukerainmusic & @blissedafunkout ‘s birthdays!! Oh Ps. GOT SOME 🔥🥵🔥 songs cooking I can’t WAIT to release!!

This is how you celebrate… 🤴🏿👊🏿🥂🍾

Another year around the sun 🌞 I’m beyond grateful and excited for this next chapter. I was in the depths of my soul stripping it down to the bones and rebuilding it up to its original and new settings. Between grief, moving, life lessons, and the state of the world, it felt like an impossible tasks but with the love of @esintrik and my chosen family I can see the light at the end of tunnel and it feels like I’m approaching it at a steady pace. Thank you to everyone who has helped contribute to this journey. Here’s a little video of some moments from a peaceful joyful Pisces solar return 💙🧜🏾‍♀️✨🎂🎉 #bluemermaid #pisces #solarreturn #birthday

Another trip around the sun. 🌞 This year feels different. Not because life suddenly became easy… but because I finally understand my strength. I’ve been broken. I’ve been stretched. I’ve been tested in ways I never expected. But somehow… I’m still here. Still soft. Still loving. Still believing in beauty, even after the storms. That’s the Pisces in me. I’m deeply grateful today — for breath, for growth, for healing, for every lesson that shaped me into the woman I’m becoming. Every scar taught me something. Every setback redirected me. Every loss reminded me to love harder and live more intentionally. I’m not the same woman I was a year ago… and honestly, I’m proud of that. Today I celebrate resilience. I celebrate peace. I celebrate the quiet power of starting again. Grateful. Loved. Protected. And still blooming anyway. 🌻✨ Happy Birthday to me. — Amanda LaShay

Pisces Birthday Party THIS FRIDAY featuring our very own DJ @lukerainmusic and Yogini @blissedoutyoga Honorary Pisces of the day sound vocalist @suntaya.song will polish us off with a y@niverse sound transmission and cacao fairy @dorothymorganna will open our hearts 💓 Join us for a memorable evening of community, connection, and celebration 💓🎂 RSVP through the l!nk in @suntaya.song ‘s b!o Bring all your Pisces friends and show them how much you love them! 💜 Fam 💜 let’s transmute the blahhh and dance our prayers for our selves and each other. The world needs your medicine 🌈 See you soon!

Some years it feels better to go out quietly, than with a bang. To exist, simply, to breathe; bask in the sun, feel air on your skin. Some years, simply being alive feels like an accomplishment. In this time of history when there is so much death, destruction, chaos and violence, sometimes just being here feels like a win. So I say goodbye to 45 and quietly, ever so subtly, I step over the threshold to 46. Feeling what, I cannot say. But,I am here and today that feels like enough. Happy Pisces Season to all my birthday buddies. Sending you all love and hugs. 🐟♓️ . . . . #Pisces #dread #anxiety #birthday

Pisces Season reflection ♓️ I just celebrated my 46th birthday, and I’m truly overwhelmed with gratitude. Thank you to everyone who called, texted, sent messages, gifts, and showed love. It meant more to me than you know. Life has taught me that every day is a gift. After the health scares, the challenges, and the moments where tomorrow wasn’t promised… I don’t take being alive for granted. 46 years of life. 46 years of lessons. 46 years of purpose still unfolding. Being alive is a blessing. And I’m grateful to still be here walking in it. What’s one thing you’re grateful for today? #PiscesSeason #BirthdayGratitude #BlessedToBeAlive #GratefulHeart #breakingthesilence

𝖳𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 34 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗐𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝖺 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝗐𝖺𝗒 . 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗌𝖺𝗒 𝖨 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗎𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝗒 𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗃𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺 𝖿𝗎𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗉𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗍. 𝖨’𝗆 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝗇𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖿𝖺𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒’𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗎𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖻𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗍𝗒. 𝖭𝖤𝖶 𝖮𝖱𝖫𝖤𝖠𝖭𝖲 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖽𝗌 𝖺 𝗌𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗌 𝖺 𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍. 𝖠 𝖿𝖾𝗐 𝖾𝗑𝗁𝖺𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨’𝗆 𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺 𝖿𝖾𝗐 𝗂𝗇𝗁𝖺𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨’𝗆 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗐𝖺𝗋𝖽 -𝖯𝖾𝗇. #birthday #piscesseason #celebrating #morelife #pisces

Haha today I am 23 and all I can say is wtf was that if you a Pisces turning 23 then yk what I mean 😂 Anyways grateful to be here to experience another year… A lot of changes took place alot of new otw 👄👩🏾‍🎤☆*:.｡. 🛼#beauthentic #happybirthdaytome #pisces #growth #protectyourenergy

A few days before my 40th bday in 2024, my Little Self piped up to quell my existential stress over having "not yet earned the title of 40 years old. " She told me, " Hey! You know who you are, and that's plenty! You show up every day to share that truth. Celebrate how much of life you've managed to live, not how much more you want to do." A friend today happened to mention the weeping willow tree, not knowing it would trigger this memory of the song my other versions of self gave to me that day, 2 years ago. I will be 42 on March 11th, and for my earth entrance day, I invite each of YOU to sit with all your versions of self in REVERENCE over regret or this "not enough-ness" that is pervasive. Visiting with ourselves is so important. Not selfish, not self absorbed- but sacred. We've all had a whole story already, and honoring that story sends waves of compassion throughout our cellular & spiritual system, saying "Hey- we are still here, and that's impressive. I see you. I love all parts of you." We all have ugliness inside; things we know we are "better than." We also all have power, and beauty, and magic. Standing tall in owning our journey doesn't negate places we feel bad about- it acknowledges where we've grown, and what we've survived. I know that little Marisa thinks I'm super cool. I did all the things she had planned for me. And I'm only 42! So here's to tending to our sensitive souls with the attention of a strong garden- because we are, in fact, a garden- and gardens always have surprises that suck...but they survive, anyways. Or- try again, with new seeds. And that's life. I am all these things in the song, but not as singular events. You are all the things in YOUR song, but not as singular events. Sending love to all parts of you, and all parts of me. (Yes I wrote this. It's mine, but also for you.) *This was supposed to be "warm up voice and check sound take" but if you noticed towards the end I looked at the camera? That's cuz my phone was dying🤣🤣 and it officially turned off. Perfection lesson😬🙄🫠* 🕊 XO Marisa & 42 years of song 🎵 #seeds #springcleaning #birthdaygirl #musiclover #selflove