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SHANAKHT Ų“Ł†Ų§Ų®ŲŖ ā€” CREATIVE DIRECTED BY ME This past month I was in India and I went there because I wanted to really connect with my roots and learn more about where my family and ancestors come from. It was a very spiritual and enlightening trip. Ever since I got back to NY, I havenā€™t really felt the same. Iā€™ve been questioning my identity a lot and confused on who I am and what I kinda see myself as. The more I look at these pictures; originally there wasnā€™t something that inspired this. I just wanted to capture the streets of India. Dark character, surrounded by all this colorā€¦but I think now the emotions and thoughts I feel from these photos is a boy whoā€™s lost among all these people. He feels like he belongs but at the same time he feels different from everyone else. Accepted from a distance. Sometimes the inspo for a shoot can come after itā€™s over. Crazy to think that but everything happens for a reason. Lately the main thing on my mind is for my whole life Iā€™ve always been a he/him person but I think itā€™s been something building in me for years but now coming to light is Iā€™ve wanted to change my pronouns to (he/him/they/them). The idea of labels and titles has really turned me off and itā€™s frustrating how we let these titles dictate us and how we live. Iā€™m not trying to make a public announcement about it but more so telling myself that hey you have these thoughts and you should let yourself feel it and go with the motions and see where it takes you. My identity has been shook culturally and personally, but I also know if I donā€™t take a different approach how will I actually learn ? Hasnā€™t been the easiest to make this decision just cause again, I donā€™t know why but i feel very scared but I know itā€™ll also be very freeing. Allow discomfort. Allow change. Allow the unknown. SHANAKHT Ų“Ł†Ų§Ų®ŲŖ MEANING ā€œIDENTITYā€ CREDITS CREATIVE DIRECTED @humzadeys PHOTO @iverunouttanames STYLIST @333030__ MUA @leon_koios #fashion #humzadeys #india #desi #identity #brownboy #fashioneditorial by @333030__
played dressup with @333030__ the entire internship period for sufi studio goa by @333030__
sajh dhaj ke rehna! this shoot was a fruit of pure boredom, a couple sarees and some jewellery from amazon that i was too late to returnā€¦ model - @satyaki____ shot by - @flakee_8 styling, direction and editing by mee by @333030__
rip my beautiful green ombrƩ scarf i sacrificed for this hat by @333030__
early diwali w/ @thediamondcollective šŸ’„ @nidhimihirpr by @333030__
no two coastlines, no two cities, no two diamonds are the same pressure. noise. chaos. heat. regardless of being ground down in the city, the infatuation with mumbai is only natural so why shouldnā€™t your diamonds be? @thediamondcollective Part of #TheDiamondCollective by @333030__
@reina_ttou styled by @333030__ @alittlefly_ @gauravgharu_ by @333030__
make instagram #casual again bring back single image postingšŸ™ by @333030__
Went for the premiere of The Devil Wears Prada as the devilšŸ‘ŗAND my hair behaved thanks to @tresemmeindia šŸ’‹ #ad #Tressmeup #TheDevilWearsPrada2 by @333030__
#šŸŗšŸøšŸ¹šŸ» by @333030__
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from the archives bcz i need a year to decide if i want to post nicely clicked photos of myself by @333030__

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