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May 9th 1945 - December 29th 2025

My heart is shattered, and my body aches with a dread so deep it feels as though a piece of my soul has been destroyed. Grandma, I love you more than life itself. If the roles were reversed, I would have gladly given it all up just for you to still be here. Seeing you there unresponsive was devastating: no hugs, no kisses, no jokes, just a silence that broke me. Yet, I thank the Lord for allowing you to pass on peacefully.

You were the true foundation of my drive. You never missed a birthday, you always bragged on me, and you never stopped speaking life into my soul. Before every trip I took, you prayed for me, and even when I didn’t know it, you were praying over me. I am so grateful for this past Christmas. I didn’t know it would be the last time I’d get to hug you and tell you I love you, but I will cherish that memory forever.

What breaks my heart the most is that you won’t physically be here to see the things I promised I’d accomplish. You won’t get to meet my wife, my kids, or see the foundation we talked about. But I realize now that you aren’t just gone; you are the reason I am capable of reaching those milestones. You prayed me into the man I am today.

Losing two close family members in just two months has left me emotionally raw. To those I know and don’t speak to often, I love you. For those I don’t talk to anymore, I still want the best for you. This pain has reminded me how precious every second is.

The weight of this loss is unlike anything I have ever felt. I am not just grieving; I am completely devastated. There is an emptiness in my chest that feels permanent, a physical ache that stays with me every time I realize I can’t call you or hear your voice.

To lose my grandfather and now you, has left me feeling unanchored and lost in a way I cannot put into words. My drive, my motivation, and my sense of home were tied to you. Without you here, I feel as though the world has gone dim. I am struggling to find my footing in a reality where you don’t exist, and the pain of your absence is a burden that feels too heavy to carry. by @6vddah

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