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just a cluster of anxiety attacks in a fat suit that likes to draw and paint

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Life right now

#mood #mobilephotography #spookyseason by @_artbypebble_

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a month ago

Some kids just discarded their chalk and I took advantage of it heheheh. Haven't played with chalk since I was a kid,it was fun. Think we should all do more childlike activities

#justplaying #chalkart #lavender #havingfun by @_artbypebble_

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a month ago

Miss you every day

#portraitofmybestfriend #miniatureportrait by @_artbypebble_

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3 months ago

From 2020

#sketchbookart #colouredpencils #Inkpen #mentalhealth #croped by @_artbypebble_

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2 months ago

So I finished a page in my sketchbook. And all would say so what. But this was difficult for me,cause I've been self-punishing by denying myself to do anything that used to bring me joy. By denying myself to relax(not sure if know how anymore or if it's possible lol). I got out of a insane and f*cked up situation that lasted 4 years,that completely broke me. I was barely functioning before and now im just...pieces. I have just started to learn how to regulate my emotions and now i feel as if im not just back to square one but even further down...and I really hoped It will get better once out,but somehow it got worse. Cause its not really over just because im out. I have so much to repair and a couple of things that need to be solved and i don't know how that will...i don't know...My anxiety and panic attacks are again very frequent. And I'm paralysed. I'm not just mentally but physically unable to just be. I'm completely useless and just so angry and ashamed of myself. So angry and ashamed I'm where I am and that it takes all my energy just to get out of bed! But, instead of continuing to be cruel,and to belittle and punish I'm gonna try,emphasis on TRY and be kind and soft towards myself. And this finished page is a first step. I'm gonna do things I used to love,gonna let myself do absolutely nothing and try to not hate myself for that. And just take it one step at a time. Cause right now,I'm not a good friend,daughter,nothing...cause I'm not good to myself and that HAS to change. And if you are someone who can relate,try and be kind to yourself too. Take 15min,30...an hour and do something that makes you feel good,that you love. Do it trough the shame and guilt. Just do it. And if you want,let me know what you did and how you feel about it! Let's be forgiving and kind to ourselves. And if anyone actually reads all of this,just know I appreciate it. Being seen and vulnerable is a difficult thing for me and...yeah. Let's be kind to ourselves and others. Wherever you are,whenever you see this I wish you the strength to heal,cause it does require strength and courage to dig it all up and build it back even better. Thanks for reading and I send you much love! by @_artbypebble_

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4 months ago

Thorny

#new #mixedmedia #malefiguredrawing #Inkpen #colouredpencils #collage #burdockflower #mobilephotography by @_artbypebble_

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a year ago

Old,but sitting unfinished for years. Now finished...yay

#scetchbookart by @_artbypebble_

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8 months ago

pic + mess with it + old doodle

Having a hard time doing anything,being creative...I'm just so tired

#idk by @_artbypebble_

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7 months ago

Rewatching some old comfort shows and it got me in my feels...or maybe it's just my nigty night juice hahahhah. Anyyyyway...I was humiliated and threatened quite a bit in my life,this scene made me wish I had someone stand up for me,defend me at least once of the times I needed it. Now,don't get me wrong,I stood my ground every time...I might have shook like a leaf...and cried every time,but still stood my ground. Yeah,this caption is getting deleted in the morning hahaha. Still,would have been nice to have someone defend me,maybe make me feel like I'm worthy of it...PATHETIC HAHAH...yeah nighty night everyone. I wish you a lovely and peaceful night. Sorry for the ick

#iamcringe #willprobablydeletelater #ihatebeingvulnerable #raeandfinn #finnnelson #nicomirallegro #toooldforthisshit #randomfanart by @_artbypebble_

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a year ago

#olddrawing #sketchbookpage #pigeons #inflight #wings by @_artbypebble_

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a year ago

🎶 send a signal that she's hanging all her hopes on the stars
(What a pleasant dream)🎶
2022
#drawing #art #sketchbook #sketch #moleskine #illustration #painting #Inkpen #inkdrawing #colouredpencils #colouredpencildrawing #myart #artwork #star #rainbow #diamond #hope #figuredrawing #bluestar by @_artbypebble_

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4 years ago

The atrocity I made in 2022

#airdryclay #monstersunflower #acrylicpaints by @_artbypebble_

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10 months ago