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I’ve been at my lowest these days.

A heavy heart, disappointments, loneliness, and sadness were slowly pulling me down. I almost gave in to those feelings. No motivation. No happiness. Just a feeling of being lost.

I was trying to escape it all by binge eating, having too much sugar, and scrolling and I was only getting further away from myself.

So I decided to put everything aside for a moment and sit with myself.

After a while I started crying.

Not because I was still at my lowest, but because, for the first time in a while, I stopped and looked at how far I had actually come.

I realized…
I have reached somewhere.
I’m not the same person I was when all of this began.

I remembered how hard my life once was.
Those days when I couldn’t even afford a proper meal.

I remembered that 18-year-old kid who had nothing but dreams.

That kid who followed his dreams even when life didn’t make it easy for him.

I remembered those hard days in Qatar, working as a junkyard cleaner at such a young age.

After that

The accident,
The losses.
My legs,
The things I had to let go of.
Eva.
Every phase of my life came with its own challenges.
Different places.
Different struggles.
Different versions of me.
And somehow, I kept going.
I faced all of it with a smile.
And sitting there, remembering everything, I realized something:
I love that younger version of me.
He was brave.
He had every reason to give up, but he didn’t.
And he is still here.
Still standing on those steel legs.
Still fighting for his dreams.
Still trying.
He hasn’t given up yet.
He is not afraid of failure.
And somehow, every single time life knocks him down, he comes back.
From that lowest point, I started to smile.
And I realized…I have everything that that i prayed for.
I have already reached somewhere i wanted to
And for that, I want to thank Allah and myself.
For not giving up on me.
For carrying me through every phase.
For surviving every version of life that came my way.
For still choosing to dream.

Slowly all my pain and disappointments went away…
Because I know, in another few years,
I’m coming back to read this with a smile.
Knowing that I have built everything
that I want right now❤
In sha Allah taken in Beauty Of Life by @_brushhead
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19 days ago
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🐘 taken in Phases by @_brushhead
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2 months ago
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The tragedy of being an artist is having to create beauty from the very pain that's destroying you. The beauty is realizing that the creation often survives long after the pain is gone.

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📷@adnan.haneeff

@dopaminewearable

#art #chasingdreams #dopamine #survival #betterlife taken in DOPAMINE by @_brushhead
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4 months ago
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One-of-one hand-painted denim.

Every brushstroke is done by hand. No prints. No copies. No second piece.

Art you can wear. Stories you can feel.

Artowork @maaltty
Frame  @_brushhead

"Dropping this masterpiece on our website tommorow "
Www.dopaminewearable.com 

#DopamineWearable #HandPaintedDenim #OneOfOne #WearableArt #CustomDenim Streetwear by @_brushhead
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4 months ago
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WE ARE ON 🔥
@dopaminewearable
www.dopaminewearable.com

#clothing #artstudio #brand 
#oneofone #converse by @_brushhead
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4 months ago
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മുന്നോട്ട് മുന്നോട്ട് ✨
#2026 #betterlife by @_brushhead
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4 months ago
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Scenes after 6 months of " dopamine " journey 
Dreams slowly started to become reality 
More and more to go 
Love for everyone who stood by my side along the way 🫂
മുന്നോട്ട് മുന്നോട്ട് 🔥

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Its blank now but will be dropping something cool soon
Stay tuned 🔥

#staytuned #dopaminewearable taken in Valayamkulam by @_brushhead
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6 months ago
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Things that makes me happy
#2 Bob dylan songs 

#art #huion #illustration #keralaart #artporn #mazha #kaapi #peace #artist #betterdays #madblessings #alhamdulillah #malappuram taken in Malappuram by @_brushhead
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a year ago
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things that makes me happy
#1 white converse
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#art #dailyart #converse #artporn 
#illustration #huion #rainydays #peace 
#digitalart #happyness #welltravelledlife 
#travel #life #dirt #illusions by @_brushhead
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a year ago
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Illustrated and Animated these frames for 
Song "Oro thanuvilum" (swipe left)

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#art #animation #kling #runway #aftereffects #huion #photoshop #illustrations #orothanuvilum taken in Malapuram by @_brushhead
56
a year ago
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Oro Thanuvilum ✨

Out now on YouTube and all the streaming platforms!

Vocals: @irfanerooth @hamda.zubair 
Music Production & Composition: @nabeelzubair_ 
Lyrics: Anas Mala
Backing Vocals: @nabeelzubair_ @sibil.chacko @rahilrahmaan 
Mix & Master: @ashbin.paulson 
Atmos Mix: @ashbin.paulson 

Illustration & Animation: @_brushhead 
Creative Director: @iam_pegan 
Creatives: @ramierooth 
Album Art: @nihalerooth 

#orothanuvilum #originals #sufi #sufiyana #indie #independent #music #irfanerooth #nabeelzubair #hamdazubair by @_brushhead
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a year ago
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وَالْفَجْرِ 
#dua #beautifuljourneyoflife #യാത്ര by @_brushhead
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2 years ago
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