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Hi. My names Eddie McQuade and I'm non-binary.

I have always been non-binary, but only in the last few years, I have fully come to understand and feel comfortable in my identity.

I have been in a constant battle against my own body since puberty started. And for the last 10 years, my dysphoria has progressively gotten worse and worse. Especially my chest dysphoria.

It's taken a few years to muster the courage and several very supportive friends to help along the way, but one of my main goals this year was to finally start a gofundme for top surgery.

Top surgery is a life changing surgery for trans, non-binary and GNC folks to live in their true bodies with ease and comfort.

To everyone who's shared the gofundme. Thank you, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. You've breathed life into something I've been struggling with for so long. You mean so so much to me and, when I can, I want to be able to show you how much it means to me 💚💜

If you could share, I would be extremely grateful 💚💜🖤

The link to the gofundme is in my bio ✨

#nonbinary #topsurgery #enby #gofundme #donate by @_eddiemcquade_

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6 years ago

Only went and got myself a degree...
And in Theatre Arts no less 👨🏻‍🎓

I've truly had the time of my life, surrounded by the most wonderful friends, whilst making some funky theatre (and losing more sleep than I ever thought humanly possible)
I'd do it all again in a heartbeat.
From napping in the common room, to putting on the longest performance Ravensfield has ever seen - making an absolute fool of myself in stand up, to staying in tta2 until midnight working on portfolios. I'm a sentimental old fool, and the memories made in that silly little building will be at the forefront of my brain for the rest of my life. I love you all more than I will ever be able to fully express. Thank you for the best years of my life thus far 💜

Ps. 3 years later and I still don't know how to Harvard reference lmao x by @_eddiemcquade_

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4 years ago

One could argue that dad had the single worst dress sense in the entire family... but who am I to judge, when I use the same 3 jumpers in rotation.
(The beard was not a vibe though dad, glad you got rid of that by the time I arrived 🤣)

14 years on from losing you and it's still just as hard. It's weird to come to terms with the knowledge that I've spent more of my life without you, than with you. Especially when it feels like it was only yesterday.

I've spent the last 8 months looking after my uncle, Roy, whilst he's been undergoing cancer treatment. Roy and Dad were best mates and worked together when I was growing up. Losing dad at such a young age, and this year almost losing Roy (who became my father figure, my biggest supporter and my rock) made me finally realise how important those I love are to me.

Please, wherever you are. Tell your loved ones how much they mean to you. And when you're able to, physically show them as well. Time is so limited and the people that you love most can't be here forever, so make sure they know how much you care.

Dad, I know I was incredibly young when you passed, but wherever you are I hope you know how much I love you. I hope I'm making you proud, and I'm thankful if you've been looking over Roy this year.

Until we meet again, old man 💜🖖 by @_eddiemcquade_

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5 years ago

Here's a photo of my old man making his famous lasagne, which was practically inedible. Layers of grease and meat, a gourmet meal for this huge Yorkshire force. Though my dad wasn't the best cook in the world, what I wouldn't give to have another family dinner with him again.

It's been 13 years now and with each passing day I miss him more and more. 2020 has allowed me to reflect on the time that I got to spend with him. But with reflection, the pain resurfaces. The fact that I'll never get to hug my dad again or hear his voice hurts me like nothing else. He will never get to see me graduate university. With that immense pain, I have to be thankful of all the memories I got to make with him and cherish them all.

I miss you so much dad, I hope you know that ❤ by @_eddiemcquade_

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6 years ago

I see you. I hear you. I respect you. I support you. I love you. #blackouttuesday by @_eddiemcquade_

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6 years ago

It's been just over 2 months in my own personal lockdown.
I can safely say that in this time, what I have missed most from daily life is my best friends. I miss your laughter, your wit and your genuine loveliness. I miss uni and having a space to chill and hug in. I miss your faces and your brilliant ideas and your unfathomable creativity. I look forward to seeing you again soon enough my loves - until then, I look back at our memories together with happy thoughts of us meeting again ❤
I look forward to our first drink back at the Cladd 💕 by @_eddiemcquade_

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6 years ago

Chaotic uni shtuff with gorgeous gorgeous peeps 🥰💜 by @_eddiemcquade_

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7 years ago

I'm so excited for you to see how much love and effort we've put into the lighting for Buckets. I couldn't have wished for a better lighting crew, I love you with all my heart 💕
(Bonus video of me walking under the Linears and Connor hanging from the set having a mild breakdown)

Tickets for the show can be found at Theatreartsmdx.org by @_eddiemcquade_

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7 years ago

Winter ~

Hold me in a tight embrace
As strong as the scent of sweet chocolate in the air
Filled with joyous anticipation.
"Its the most wonderful time of the year"
Not just a silly old festive song, y'know
My cheeks are red
Kissed by the cold crisp air
I am happy
I am truly happy 💙💜❤
📷 - the wonderful @kdoteb by @_eddiemcquade_

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7 years ago

~Disco Pigs~

Playing characters that are best mates with one another was incredibly fun, and actually getting to do it with my best friend made it even better. ~The colour of love is blue~

Wonderful photos taken by the amazing @earthtoeffie (thank you so much) by @_eddiemcquade_

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There isn't a day that goes past where I dont think about you dad. I'm almost 20 now, I'm in university and have the greatest friends. It's been 12 years since you passed away. I hope you're happy wherever you are. I miss you so much. I wish you were here to see Alex, Luke and I grow up, I hope you're proud of the people we've become. I miss you ❤ by @_eddiemcquade_

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7 years ago

Well, the last 3 months have been rather hectic haven't they?
The Resistible Rise of Arturo Ui, what a fantastic play. I never thought that 2 years ago when I saw the original adapted performance at the Donmar Warehouse that my first big production at Uni would be the very same play.
(Also special thanks to destiny)

I'm physically incapable of expressing how proud I am, and how honoured I am to have worked with you all, but here goes:

You are amazing. From our first show to our last, you kicked ass. You're such wonderful actors and designers and it's been a genuine honour to work alongside you all on this project. 🥰

Laters you fucking garbagemen 😘 by @_eddiemcquade_

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