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Her name is Talia 🤍🕊️ and if you have an angel baby you know and love drop their name in the comments and I will remember them with you ✨ It’s raining today like it was the night I lost her. I love the rain but now the rain also holds these deep feelings as well. I could let it destroy me every time it rains. I could let it take away the joy the rain has always brought me. But I won’t. Instead I like to view the rain as something I’ve always loved but now also as a message from my baby girl that no matter the storm she’s always with me, she lives on in me, through me and all around me 🤍 The night I miscarried as I was laying in bed crying and praying so hard to God to not let this be my reality. We had the biggest monsoon of the season, the storm was right on top of our house. The yard turned into a lake in minutes, the thunder cracked so loud it shook our house over and over, the lightening was flashes of white all around us. Roofing panels were ripped off our chicken run and trees were brought down in our neighborhood. That storm became very spiritual for me. I could feel God mourning with me. I could feel he was just as angry that he had to take her so soon as I was that she had to go. I could feel him telling me he was sorry he couldn’t change the way the story was going but that he was right there with me and he wouldn’t leave my side. He was sitting with me, holding me as I cried and mourned this life I had imagined with this baby I so desperately wanted. The moment the rain stopped. I miscarried. My toilet a grave as I stared down at the tissue that was my baby. Completely broken. Yet I still felt Jesus right there with me. We hadn’t found out the gender yet but I felt it in my soul that she was a girl. Call it a mother’s intuition idk but I decided I wanted to name her Talia if the bloodwork came back that she was a girl. The heavens started pouring again as if they were rejoicing in her name and this confirmation from Jesus that she was home safe in his arms and she knows her name. So I could choose to let the rain destroy me. But how can I let it…. Caption continued in comments by @_hiitsmemimi
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4 days ago
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A letter to my baby👼🏼🪽🤍✨ I’ve always loved sunsets but I look at them differently with you up there now. Which before I lost you I never thought I could look at the sky with anymore awe and ache in my heart than I did before. But now I look at the sky and all I see is you. I know Jesus caught you with the most loving and open arms, bringing you straight over to your Uncle John and Papa Woody, with Bentley and Baxter at their feet waiting to give you all the kisses and tell you all about their days with me. I know they are all keeping you safe, warm, and loved 🤍 you will forever be my greatest what if. I will forever grieve the life I imagined with you in my arms. You were supposed to be here. I miss you, Talia. My sweet girl 💗forever my baby you’ll be. Thank you for sending me love notes in the sky 💛 As I move through this season of life, this unimaginable season. I will carry with you with me always. I love you as big as the sky, to the moon and back sweet girl 💗 Grief isn’t linear and man has it hit me like a ton of bricks this past week. I feel like I am drowning and can’t come up for air. I cry everyday. Multiple times a day. I will continue to share, continue to grieve, continue to remember you. If you are a mother who has experienced this tragic type of loss. Please know I see you. I am with you. I am here. You are not alone, even if it feels so isolating. I hope you look up at the sky and know it’s been painted just for you. Because I sure know I do and it helps. Even if it hurts. #pregnancylossawareness #pregnancyloss #miscarriage #lossmom #grief by @_hiitsmemimi
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a month ago
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Incase you’ve been wondering where I’ve been, why I haven’t responded to your messages or why I’ve gone quiet. I’ve been grieving the most unimaginable loss. I would give anything to have her back 💔 a month ago today I lost our sweet baby girl, in moment she was gone. I was left with a grief so heavy and an emptiness inside that I have never felt before. Like there was a hole inside me where she used to be. We had just started telling our family and friends. It broke me. There is still people very close to us I could just not bring myself to tell because saying it over and over was shattering me. It’s devastating that friends and family have to mourn her before they even got to embrace the joy of loving her 💔 I was diagnosed with a #subchorionichematoma Which if you don’t know what that is it’s a blood clot that forms between the uterine lining when the placenta forms. Most pregnancies that get diagnosed with this go on to be healthy pregnancies with no other complications. I wasn’t so lucky. I was put on pelvic rest but it didn’t help the bleeding picked up, the hematoma grew, and it grew to a point it ended up cutting off the placenta from baby. Ultimately leading to my miscarriage. I will never forget the words said to me at that ultrasound “I’m so sorry babies heart beat has drastically dropped and the hematoma has grown quite a bit” then my midwife said to me “it looks and sounds like you’re having a miscarriage I’m so sorry” I went home. Shattered. Praying to God to please not let this be my reality. 5 hours later baby was gone 💔😭💔 my toilet becoming a grave. For 2 weeks I bled, I was in pain, I was grieving and left feeling like a shell of who I was before my baby died. We did an early genetic test after we lost her and found out baby was a girl. We named her Talia ~ it means “Heavens Dew” in Hebrew. In the Bible “dew” is seen as constant quiet gift. A divine blessing and is always a sign of Gods attentive love and care 🤍👼🏼🪽🕊️ To our friends and family who have held us during this dark time. Thank you doesn’t even cover it 💗 and if I haven’t messaged you back please acce by @_hiitsmemimi
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a month ago
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I’ll love you in every lifetime. Always and forever you are the only one for me 🥹😍🥰🤍✨ Ah can we just take a moment to look at how handsome my husband is?! He’s my all time favorite human and best friend. I feel so honored I get to walk this life with him by my side. I’ll never get over this day or these photos 😍🥰 OBSESSED 🤩 @ashley.stone.photo killed it and exceeded my wildest dreams 🥰🤍 this spot is why we chose this location for our wedding because we really wanted pictures here. The countless hikes we’ve taken along Oak Creek during our relationship and Cathedral Rock in the background is so epic not only because it’s gorgeous but it’s where Austin proposed so having that in the back of our wedding photos just felt even more magical and meaningful 🥹 #wedding #adecadeoflove #brideandgroom #oakcreek #cathedralrock taken in Sedona, Arizona by @_hiitsmemimi
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5 months ago
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One of my favorite walks we’ve ever taken together 🤍✨ Life with you is everything I’ve prayed for and dream of, I thank God everyday for every second I get to spend with you 💛 #wedding #weddingphotos #sedonaarizona #walkwithyou #iloveyou taken in Sedona, Arizona by @_hiitsmemimi
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6 months ago
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How lucky am I that I get to spend this life with you? 🥹💛 Life with you is the best and the most beautiful experience. I couldn’t dream up something better 🥰 It’s you and me against the world baby You and me in a crowded room feeling like we are the only two there It’s you and me on the front porch swing listening to the birds sing You and me watching the dogs run wild and free happy as can be It’s you and me watching our family grow while we grow old For it’s with you that the world goes silent and everything that’s heavy feels light It’s with you that I am home #brideandgroom #couplegoals #lifewithyou #marryyourbestfriend #myperson taken in Crescent Moon Ranch At Red Rock Crossing, by @_hiitsmemimi
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6 months ago
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I’ve have been wanting to organize under this sink for months but it just kept being put on the back burner lol but today I got a surprise random week day off so I decided it was what I was going to tackle among my other list of cleaning tasks I want to do today haha Idk about you but I feel so much more motivated to clean when it’s the morning/middle of the day lol and honestly I know this sounds weird but I am highly motivated to get shit done when my husband isn’t home lmao because when he’s here I just want to sit and yap with him or watch tv or play a game or do something to enjoy each others company rather than clean our house haha idk why it’s so much harder for me to get up and clean when he’s around but it is lol I might be alone in that and it’s a me issue that I need to work on lmao but it is what it is for now 😅 maybe I need to start kicking him out of the house on a random day off together and tell him to go do something fun for himself so I can clean in my hyper fixated state 😂 If you watched this video, thanks lol if not hakuna matata it was purely filmed for my enjoyment but I posted it because I enjoyed it and thought maybe you will too and it’ll motivate you to clean something you’ve been putting off lmao now onto my next hyper fixation project since my husband is still at work and I’m trying to tackle all my cleaning/organizing projects I’ve been putting off. Monday he worked late and I went to town on our kitchen cabinets and deep cleaned the entire kitchen and appliances haha this is just who I am I guess, lmao leave me alone so I can clean 😂😅 #cleaning #timelapse #organizewithme #feelingmotivated #memyselfandi by @_hiitsmemimi
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6 months ago
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I will treasure these moments forever 🥹😍🥰🤍✨ Thank you @_bridyck for helping me get into my dress and being there during this special time 🥹💕 you’re such a dear friend and I’ll before forever grateful you were such a big part of our day! Thanks for getting me into and out of my dress 😂😅 The tan was poppin 🙌🏼🔥 Bri also recommended that and recommended the best @tan.ritual seriously if you need a spray tan she’s amazing! You won’t regret it, such an amazing experience and my tan turned out flawless 🥹😍🥰 #wedding #friends #bride #feelingpretty #tenfinity taken in Sedona, Arizona by @_hiitsmemimi
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7 months ago
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You and me against the world baby 🥹😍🥰🤍✨ Hands down my favorite memory with you 🥹 @lillefty94 I’ll never get over the fact that I’m you’re wife ♥️ I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will never take you for granted and I’ll choose “I do” fiercely everyday in every action forever. You are my biggest blessing and my love for you is unshakable 🥹🥰🤍✨ #wedding #vows #brideandgroom #sedona #lovestory taken in Crescent Moon Ranch At Red Rock Crossing, by @_hiitsmemimi
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7 months ago
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Never felt so pretty in my life 🥹😍🥰🤍✨ Photographer: @ashley.stone.photo Dress: @grace_loves_lace Veil: @grace_loves_lace Flowers: @leslies.crafts Makeup: @photozlahanz Hair: yours truly with the help of my dear friends @_bridyck and @maxymmckay Spray Tan: @tan.ritual Ring: @shanecompany Beyond grateful to everyone who made this day so special! Absolute perfection 😍🥹🥰🤍✨ #bride #wedding #crescentmoonranch #graceloveslace feelingpretty taken in Crescent Moon Ranch At Red Rock Crossing, by @_hiitsmemimi
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7 months ago
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Married the love of my life 😍🥹🤍✨ March 20, 2026 Tenfinity and beyond baby 🤍 You and me against the world 😘 I’ll never get over this day so get ready for me to never stop talking or posting about it! I waited 10 years to be @lillefty94 wife and I’m beyond proud to be his forever partner 🥹😍🤍✨ When I say my jaw hit the floor when I saw these sneak peaks, it did! In absolute awww 🥹🥹🥹😍😍😍 this day was everything I dreamed of and more. @ashley.stone.photo captured our love, our emotions and the moments of our day so perfectly and I’m so grateful!! 🥲🤍🤍🤍🤍✨ More pics to come but we will start here 🥹🥹🥹 #wedding #brideandgroom #loml #husbandandwife #tenfinity taken in Sedona, Arizona by @_hiitsmemimi
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7 months ago
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Extra thankful for this man right now 🥰🤍 Little life update: I fainted in my kitchen while filling my water bottle on Saturday night, smacking my head on the dishwasher (we think) knocking myself out cold. Austin rushed in and found me unconscious and unresponsive on the floor. He thought I was dead at first and tried waking me. He was about to call 911 when I shot up as if nothing had happened saying I’m fine. I didn’t have any memory of falling or why he was so concerned or what was going on. He said my right eye was cross eyed while my left eye was straight, and that I was just looking straight through him not there at all. He took me to the couch started asking me questions. I felt disconnected from my body. The pain of where I hit came on slowly over the next 20 minutes. I injured myself in 3 spots; my shoulder, a spot by my temple and a spot of the back of my head behind my ear. My shoulder and temple are fine, temple has a cut but pain isn’t too bad but the spot behind my ear was really concerning. It was really swollen, hot and stinging. Pain hadn’t let up in 36 hours but it wasn’t getting worse either. So we went to the doctor, got a head CT to make sure there wasn’t any concerning internal damage. GOOD NEWS no concerning internal damage or brain bleed, but doctor thinks there’s a minor skull fracture on my mastoid that will heal itself, waiting to hear back if she wants me to go for a head x ray to confirm but she sounded pretty confident after reading the head CT of what was most likely happening. Also did some bloodwork so that we can check my levels and figure out what caused me to faint or if it was a fluke thing like I stood up too fast. So hopefully more answers to come. I’ve been really slow and off, not feeling like myself at all. Due to the concussion I gave myself from the impact. Feeling extremely thankful to have Austin by my side during all of this. It’s been really scary. He’s been taking really good care of me and surprised me this beautiful rose and some of my favorite snacks. And so much more. He’s been my rock. Idk what I’d do without him♥️ Please send prayers and healing energy my way by @_hiitsmemimi
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8 months ago
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