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TJ - 03.10.12 ♡
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Tekau mā whā ngā tau ki te mutunga kore, e tāku whaiāipo ♡

The memories of us I'll always hold close are our early days of getting to know eachother, when you asked me out after I told you I liked you 🫶🏽 The time you did a haka just for me, with your whole heart and chest ❤️‍🔥 You telling me you Loved me first 🫶🏽 Us evolving together side-by-side, our manyyy laughs together over all these years, our unforgettable spontaneous moments 😏😉 and our plans ahead once our tamariki are all grown and gone off into the world 😔

The convos we had and the journey only We shared 💙 I'll never forget. I'm the Only person who has seen all sides of you, and you said that proudly lol.

Life is so fuccn unfair. One minute, you're standing in front of me, looking deep into my eyes, telling me how much you love me. I told you I love you too, Always. ♾️💙 And the next thing, you're gone. Truthfully, I'm having a hard time accepting that this is my reality. My worst nightmare (aside from losing our babies) has come true, and I'm in disbelief because I don't want to accept it babe 😔

Gone way too soon. You weren't supposed to leave me, leave us. We had planned to go to Australia next year, stay for 5 years, then return home to buy whenua, build our own whare, and live happily knowing we both had achieved owning something that we could one day pass on to our tamariki when our time comes. I will still achieve this for Us, but you've skipped a whole fucn chapter egg, and I'm completely broken ❤️‍🩹

I can tell you right now babe, I vow to remain pure and ready for you for when the afterlife claims me and we are reunited 💙 One cweet day.

14 years until forever babe 💙
Us against the world ♾️
Your smyze eyez and rare breed
Kōtahi Taua
Mo Ake Tonu Atu Xx by @_imche_

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15 days ago

Another hard af post for me to write 😥 I don't even know where to start. I've been thinking of you heavy babe 💔

Returning to Matahiwi for my second time was so surreal because the first time we went down was to clean your Dad's headstone. Our Tāngākiri was only 3 months old, and our Mez and Taks were little as, so none of them remember. And the second time, for you 😭

Since you passed, I'd been waiting for you to give me a tohu. Then on the way down to Matahiwi, you gave me 3 (my fave number) ♡

The first when we stopped in at KFC in Tokoroa. I was washing my hands and "Hello from the other side" by Adele played. I thought Ha ha babe, very funny (as I smiled with tears in my eyes 🥹) 💙

The 2nd one was at the BP in Napier. I was buying a drink with Janice and "We'll be fine" played by Stan Walker 💙

The 3rd was at the marae. This song from LaTasha Lee played, so I knew you were giving me a message 💙

And that is how I knew you were with Us ♡

It was our tamariki first time on a Marae, and all of our first time at a Tangihanga, unfortunately, for you. The sadness this brings me, there are indefinitely no words 😔 But your marae is our marae, and you'd be proud of our babies for how they handled an unexpected situation. You would have laughed in amusement at your Kōhatu boy running all over the place as if he'd been there before lol, and you'd definitely have egged him on to keep going, no doubt lol. Our Shadow was there too 🐾

Got a pic of you and your 3 Son's. Their last moe with/next to you right up until we dropped you off 💔

I feel that by taking your tinana back down to your marae, you were reconnected with your Dad. I felt it was the right thing to do, and so considered returning you, for this reason only. Leaving half of you with your Dad.. once everyone left the urupā, I dropped to my knees and sat there for a good half hour, crying and found it hard to leave you. Then a final tohu - I saw a hawk 🦅 just like the one the week my moms passed 😔 and I knew it was a message that everything was going to be ok 🤍

Thinking of the personal kōrero we've had recently. Replaying over and over again in my mind ❤️‍🩹 I fucn miss u baby. I love you ♾️💙 by @_imche_

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I've been struggling to write this post for the last week babe. Losing you has been my hardest loss and the most mamae I've ever felt in my entire life 💔 14 years of memories with you. I won't share much because those are mine to hold onto forever, but over the years, we'd been through so much together. We met when we were both lost in life. You saved me from a path of self-destruction, and in your words (you had only just recently said to me), I helped shape you into the man you became. We grew together as people, as parents, and we had planned out our future for the full benefit of our babies.

You were the coolest person I had the privilege of not only having in my life, but fully knowing. Handsome, loving, funny, clever, strong, brave, protective. Our Poutokomanawa. These are just a few words I would use to decribe you, alongside the fact that you were the Best Dad to our kids' 💙

This picture of me and you is probably my favorite picture of us (cropped out the randoms in the background). We took this a few years ago at my first ever concert, Snoop Dogg. And I've just recently remembered that I have tickets for J. Cole that we were meant to be going to together, for my birthday this year 😥

We may not have been together when you passed, but we were always Family, we were a Team, and we Always had eachothers back. We shared life, our children, and Love was always there. I will continue to hold it down for us, as I always have. Take care of our kids and raise them, with you at the forefront of all decisions. I dread the coming milestones that you're no longer here for, but I know you want me to be strong. You always loved me for being a mana wāhine. And I will stand strong for the both of us, for the rest of my life.

No one but us truly knows the love we had, but I will always be your whaiaipo and you will forever be mine ♾️💙

I miss u. I always will. But I know one day I will c u again, and u will be waiting for me when I get there. Not gonna lie, I'm probably gonna punch u first for leaving us before I give you a massive hug and kiss lol.

E aroha ana ahau ki a koe, āke ake āke, kahore he mutunga.

Kotahi Taua.
Mō ake tonu atu.
3rd Oct 2012 - ♾ by @_imche_

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My Babe ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

My first official tattoo you were meant to be coming with me for is now in memory of you 💔

We were going to get matching tattoos on our hands that you were going to design, with the words 'Kotahi Tāua, Mō Ake Tonu Atu' underneath. So, wearing this piece of your heartbeat and our saying underneath (We Are One Forever ♾️) will forever hold the most sentiment.

Family is family. But NO ONE compares to the Whānau You and I created (Our words), and NO ONE could ever be as close to you as Your Whaiāipo. Ira kati.

I am the only woman you brought home to meet your whānau, and taken up north. A fond memory - the first time you took me up home to Matariki, we had a good time in your moana lol 🤭

Over the years, we spoke of many things, and there were many memories still to be made. We planned a whānau trip (tāua whānau) to Mangaia as a celebration before coming home. We wanted to travel to certain countries, with and without the kids. You were going to come with me to get surgery (after all these years of waiting to be done bearing and breastfeeding our kids lol). In your words (recent), you were working on yourself becoming 1% better every day for the purpose of restoring our relationship. And now, I hold onto these memories that we didn't get to do together, as everlasting painful reminders that you're not here with us to achieve them together 😥

The moment the tattoo was completed it hit my heart as I was looking at it, and I was literally thinking to myself, I feel so close to you right now babe and ironically, the song "Feel So Close" by Calvin Harris started playing. I instantly said to you, "I feel so close to you too, babe." 🥹

Honestly, death couldn't come soon enough.
I cannot wait to be reunited with you again.
In any and every lifetime babe ∞

Nōu tōku ngākau, mō āke tonu atu
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

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#39forever #mybabe #awa #tokuwhaiaipo ∞ taken in Henderson, New Zealand by @_imche_

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new strategy and Him 🙏🏽

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#God #Him #gratitude #strategy #new by @_imche_

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5 months ago

One year ago today Mum🕊 A whole year gone, so fast. In that time I've thought about you countless times. Thought about things you aren't here for for the kids that I would instantly tell you about, but have had to remind myself you're no longer with us. Thought about if you're still around and can c us. Thought of how you taught me how to cook, how to budget and basic life skills. Thought of how you were as a Mother and how you somehow managed to deal with all of us kids practically on your own (because Dad was always working to provide for us). I still don't know how you did it mom, you never had time to yourself and you never left us for nothing. Thought heavily about the efforts you made for friends/family, so much you had done for your family (us, your immediate and extended). I would say you are the definition of Family, Mum. Thought about how you didn't make it to becoming a great grandparent, this one saddens me deeply. Thought about how young you were and how unfair life can be. Thought of how fortunate a lot of people are to still have their mum around. A lot of things I've thought about since your passing, this is just some of the many thoughts. More than anything, the memory of you is constant ♥️ You are missed and eternally loved. Until we meet again✨️

Ps. I cee Janice in you in this picture ❤️💜💙

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#restinpeaceandlove #mum #nanny #1year #deathanniversary #missed #foreverloved #untilwemeetagain by @_imche_

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#truth #openyourmind #strength #alignment #friedrichnietzsche by @_imche_

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John 8:31-32 🙏🏽

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#Yah #God #Yahuah #Yahusha #Chosen by @_imche_

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lol I can't 🤦🏽‍♀️

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#wakeup by @_imche_

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2 months ago

funny that 🙄

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#yup #climatechange #datacenters #hmm by @_imche_

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God made me different for a reason.

I can't move how they move cos I ain't moved by what they moved by.

If you like a woman who doesn't think critically, isn't strong minded, has a blocked or weak throat chakra, has nothing to offer but their physical appearance, doesn't care about our planet, isn't aware of anything actually happening in the world, and in other words has zero substance. I'm not the woman you want to follow lol

I'm here to keep seeking and sharing the truth. I take up space while simultaneously blocking out anything that doesn't align with my purpose. My platform may not be the most aesthetically pleasing or interesting to those who lack depth, but it's far from your usual. Dare to be different lol

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#truth #Godfirst #different #cantduplicateaura #foryoupage by @_imche_

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The Most Dangerous Animal In The World.

You are looking at the most dangerous animal in the world. It alone of all the animals that ever lived can exterminate (and has) entire species of animals. Now it has achieved the power to wipe out all life on Earth.
#1963 🪞🧬⛓️

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#dangerous #exhibition #mirror #man by @_imche_

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