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"there is no bargain, for here, what is, is what must be." -Richard Adams, Watership Down
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actor, cinephile, trans boy 🏳️‍⚧️
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Euphoria: 📈📈📈 

None of this would've been possible for me were it not for 4 things:
my family (including Pablo 😺) being by my side and helping me do something as simple as getting up from bed, walking like a penguin on the front porch, grabbing some food for me, taking me out for a drive, emptying my drains, and just giving me company consistently/checking to see if I needed anything 
my dear dear friends who visited/checked in on me just to keep me occupied (whether over text/call/in person, y'all know who you are 🫰🏻)
movies (no duh)
most importantly, the remarkably talented and empathetic Ellie Ley with @genderconfirmationcenter for creating such a warm, open, and informative environment. I owe it all to you 🫶🏻

I won't lie, there were moments before recovery that I was scared that by getting this surgery, I would be putting myself in even more danger with the rising hate and oppression the trans community has faced. And there are still moments where I think to myself "how will I be alive for the next four years?" I also know that there are probably some people looking at this wondering "when will that happen to me?" In fact, that was me whenever I saw influencers or my fellow trans friends get the affirming care they needed. And I know how painful it can be to see others receive the care you've been fighting to get for years. And being on the other side, I can assure you of this: it WILL happen. Stay strong, my trans brothers, sisters, and nb royals 🏳️‍⚧️

#transmasc #transrights #transgender #trans #topsurgery #genderaffirmingcare #protecttranskids #gendereuphoria taken in Gender Confirmation Center by @a_chaotic_mortal
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2 years ago
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26' NY Dump!

#newyorkcity #broadway #travel #vacation #theatre taken in New York City by @a_chaotic_mortal
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2 months ago
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I can't express the sorrow I feel in my heart right now. Now more than ever, I am filled with so much gratitude that I got to see this incredible human live in SF a year ago. Once has one of the greatest original soundtracks ever committed to film and every time I listen to the songs composed by him and Markéta as part of The Swell Season, I feel as though I get transported to another reality where I'm walking on clouds. Now when I listen to the music, I can't help but have a lingering twinge of sadness.

But I do know that we were fucking lucky to walk the Earth at the same time as this man. I'm still processing everything but I couldn't help but think it appropriate to re-post the video I took of him performing "Lies". It's lyrics have helped me through some incredibly tough times and I feel like if we use Glen's music to get us through this as well, that's just a testament to how special of a musician he really was.

Sending all the thoughts in the world to his loved ones, collaborators, and everyone whose lives he touched 🤍

Rest easy, legend 🕊️ 

#rip #glenhansard #marketairglova #theswellseason by @a_chaotic_mortal
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3 months ago
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I could ramble on and on about this show but what could I even say that hasn't been said forever already? It's peak. Chills were coursing across my body non-stop for the first 30-40 minutes of the show. I am only saddened that I only had the chance to experience this luscious and powerful show once (so far).

#thephantomoftheopera #phantomtour #theatre 

p.s. bi Carlotta is best Carlotta taken in Orpheum Theatre by @a_chaotic_mortal
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4 months ago
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~~We met in London...at The Nightingale Bar~~

📸: @gaianearth taken in Pacifica Spindrift Players by @a_chaotic_mortal
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6 months ago
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A truly remarkable experience in this really incredible show. This run has felt like a dream for me. 

Cabaret at PSP has truly allowed me to flourish in ways I had previously thought were impossible for so long. This was my first time engaging with intimacy for a show, my first time being shirtless for a show, my first time playing an overtly queer character (who has more than one line or played as a gag), and the most emotionally vulnerable show I've done in 2 1/2 years. And that's the word that I associate most with this experience..."vulnerable"
And with that vulnerability that I felt with this marvelous group of artists, I had an undeniable joy that was ever-present even in the darker moments. It truly nourished and fed my artistic soul. Which breaks my heart that I have to leave this iridescent Klub and hang the dog collar. But as a friend of mine told me last night to console me (you know who you are 😉), this experience just affirms that I will have many more Cabarets in the future; and I just can't wait.

Until then...

Auf weidersehen
À bientôt

🫴

📸: @jepriy & @samantha.ayoob

@pacificaspindriftplayers taken in Pacifica Spindrift Players by @a_chaotic_mortal
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6 months ago
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better late than never I guess 🤷🏻

#la #concert #ladygaga taken in Kia Forum by @a_chaotic_mortal
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7 months ago
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"less pages, more cinema" - Oliver Laxe at the screening

One of my favorite movie-going experiences, hands down. Such an overwhelming experience that managed to weave its way into my body in such a beautiful way. Please seek this work of art out when it gets its wide release next week. Films like this just prove how stupid it is to think that AI can make stuff on the same level as endeavours of love like @sirat.film is. taken in AMC Dine-In Kabuki 8 by @a_chaotic_mortal
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8 months ago
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Let's get lifted...

#concert #oakland #johnlegend #estelle #bayarea taken in Paramount Theater Oakland by @a_chaotic_mortal
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10 months ago
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TO ATTEND THE BALL~~

📸: Doug Greer taken in Pacifica Spindrift Players by @a_chaotic_mortal
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10 months ago
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When your mind's made up.

#theswellseason #concert #livemusic #folk #once taken in Masonic Auditorium- San Francisco by @a_chaotic_mortal
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a year ago
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bts head over heels 👠🪩 💅🏻

#headoverheels #theatre #musical #bts taken in City Lights Theater Company by @a_chaotic_mortal
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a year ago
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