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| Happy Mother’s Day.

This was a video made in 2019 to honour my mom for Mother’s Day. Still hold true today. I thought I could get thru the day without tears, but the joke was on me. It hit me as if you left yesterday. I miss you so much, Mommy. The best to ever do it, truly irreplaceable. Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day, I know you’re making the angels up there laugh.🤍

To those we have lost, those who are amongst the living, those anticipating to be mothers, and those aspiring mothers. We see you, we appreciate you, and we love you. Thank you for your many sacrifices.🤍

#StellasGlowry🌹🕊🤍 by @adjowapope

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| Remembering Akos🌹

It’s been a year already. I didn’t have the words then, and I still don’t have it now. But I quite vividly have replayed the morning a year ago when we received the phone call that you had passed in your sleep. You had suffered so much pain in silence (hence why your passing was a shock to many), so God saw it fit to honour you in a gentle way when He decided to call you home.

I still have a hard time accepting the new reality of you no longer being here. I still don’t understand why you had to leave so soon. I still can’t believe I have to remember you thru pictures and videos.

The one thing I miss the most is your voice. Out of all your kids, I think I’m the one that troubled you the most. Not because I was rebellious or anything, no. But because you saw in me a light I’m still trying to see. You saw in me the destiny the Lord has put before me, and because of that, the enemy fights me with everything I do! Your voice was and still is holding weight to the constant prayers you prayed over me. So if anything at all, my assurance is this — it is appointed unto man once to live, and once to die. Though I may not understand it now, I know that you are resting in the bosom of our Lord.

Continue resting peacefully, Akos.
I love you, I miss you dearly.
#StellasGlowry🌹🕊🤍 by @adjowapope

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December 15, 2020.

I woke up at 6:45am that morning and couldn’t fall back asleep. I could hear you praying loudly as if you were in the next room, and wondered why I was hearing you in my head knowing well you weren’t home. Was this your way of telling me goodbye?

I begged God.
I begged God to save you.
I begged God to heal you.
I begged God to preserve you.

I begged God and promised that I would be a better daughter.

You’re the strongest person I know, there was no way you weren’t going to win. This was only a minor setback.

Except this time, it wasn’t.

I no longer sleep at night. My mind doesn’t stop running, thinking about you. How could you leave so soon? How did you not see me accomplish your deepest prayers for me? How are you gone? WHY are you gone?

My life literally feels so purposeless without you. I feel empty and lost, don’t know my left from right anymore.

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you enough how much I appreciated you.
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you enough how much I loved you.

I miss you so much, Mommy💔

“Weak made strong in the Saviour’s love.”

Rest well in the bosom of Christ.
I love you, Akos🕊🌹🤍 by @adjowapope

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| “New Year, New Me.”

I wouldn’t play with this one. I’d be cautious with how I approach her. 2021 was a very trying year that was filled with nothing but sorrow and disappointment. It felt like every smile was forced. But weak made strong in the Saviour’s love; through the storm, He’s still God.

And I choose to partner with Him.

So cheers to 2022, may Psalms 20:4-7 be our portion🥂. by @adjowapope

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P A I N.

Honestly, pain can be brutal. I’ve loved and I’ve lost, but nothing amounts to the pain I’ve felt losing my mom. It’s been 6 months already and the other day, I asked myself “where’s my mom? How come I haven’t heard from her today?” Then I was quickly reminded that she is no longer living… pain is incredibly painful, brutal, and will not always make sense. And when you lost someone so dear, it’s almost like half the world is cheering you on, encouraging you to take your time and grief the best way you know how; whereas the other half is rushing your mourning / recovery process.

But the Bible encourages us greatly in our pain, and speaks on how pain has the ability to refine and transform our character in a way that only pain can do. It’s not always easy to endure pain. As strong willed as you can be, sometimes pain is stronger. I’ve had a very hard time coping with the loss of my mother, and an even harder time letting those around me in (because in my mind, you really can’t do nor say anything to make things better).

But God. There’s a constant battle between trusting Him with my heart & life again and giving up on this faith journey. But day in and day out, He reminds me thru song that He is the only one who promises to be near when I come cry to Him in my pain. He promises to lift my head when I’m weary and reminds me that He’s my strength. He reminds me that though I may not understand now, that everything is working out for my good. In His wings, I find refuge and strength.

#StellasGlowry🤍 by @adjowapope

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| twenty FIONE🤍 by @adjowapope

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