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L'ÉNERGIE POUR LIBÉRER LA FRANCE by @agieslife

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15 days ago

the video i forgot i took at all points east haha 🌸 had so much fun!! i wanna go back 😫 by @agieslife

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a month ago

late august ~ life has been good to me ♡
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I feel my grandparents watching over me from up there (or down there, or anywhere).

I keep having flashbacks of them. Every single day. The littlest things remind me of them. Sometimes they visit me in my dreams.

Even when I was in London, I was thinking of my dad's mom and hoping she was proud of me for doing things alone, for slowly finding my way.
I always think of her when I hear Lorde's Liability and Greenlight. I cried my eyes out when Ella sang them. I hoped she could hear them with me.

When I was in the plane, I thought of my mom's dad. I wondered if he had ever taken the plane. I know my mom's mom did, but I'm not sure he did.

I'm trying to do as much as I can, live life to the max you know, because they never really got to. They lived in different times, didn't have the same means, social norms were different. So in a way, I'm kind of doing all this for them.

I don't want to wait for things to happen anymore. I want to make them happen now.
Music and travel come first. Work comes second.
You don't live twice. I'm now making the most of mine. by @agieslife

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All Points East!!! Loved you London!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🌸🌸🌸🌸🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

#allpointseastfestival #lorde #zaralarsson #oklou #audreyhobert taken in All Points East by @agieslife

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2 months ago

not stable at all but there you gooooo 🐬🐬🌸🌸🏵🏵🌴🌴 by @agieslife

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2 months ago

no one really knows what the future holds but we know nothing's gonna last forever by @agieslife

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2 months ago

✌🏻 by @agieslife

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3 months ago

by @agieslife

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3 months ago

🫪 by @agieslife

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3 months ago

went from happy to sad real quick. this was my last weekend at the beach before she left.

my mom called me last sunday to tell me her mom's health was rapidly declining.
I cried sitting in front of the ocean.
I thought that maybe the water would make me feel at peace. but I was feeling too much for it to erase the pain.

the next tuesday I went to visit her with my mom.
she didn't wake up. they had given her so much morphine she was like drugged. we stayed the entire afternoon hoping she'd wake up. she didn't.

the next day we came back with my uncle (her son) and my aunt, after having asked the nursing home to give her a bit less morphine so she could be awake to see us before leaving.
they obviously didn't listen and gave her the same dose. we stayed by her side for an hour, all four of us.
after a while we noticed her breathing was slowing down. it was excruciating, realising it was happening in front of our eyes. she slightly opened her eyes. idk if she really saw us but my mom wants to believe she did. a few minutes later, she was gone.
I don't know what else to say for the moment. I don't want to explain everything that happened next.

I'm making her a bracelet. I'll give it to her before the burial. She liked flowers. Geraniums.

PS: she lived well, she was 96. It just happened a bit too fast for us all. On monday my mom told her I was coming the next day. She was super happy about it. But on tuesday, she was on morphine, sleeping, and didn't get to see me. I don't mind much, as I know she's always going to be with me. Everytime I think of her, it's like she's right next to me. I just hope my mom weren't too sad about it.

PPS: animals and nature help me cope a great deal 🩷 by @agieslife

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3 months ago

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4 months ago

☀️ south west france in april 🌿🌿 by @agieslife

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6 months ago