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Andrea Almaguer

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No judgements only empowerment.🖤Only a DM away.Take every experience youv'e had, good or bad & learn from it to motivate you to your greatest heights

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As a black sheep one may say it gets lonely over time not being understood or accepted. Hoping for the day where I can find a sense of community and acceptance from a group of like minded individuals, that understand and reciprocate back the love and energy I put into a relationship. If I consider you a friend I'll always pour my heart into our friendship. Making sure you are heard especially at your darkest moments, because I know what it feels like to be alone, unheard, and unseen. I've only found a select few individuals that dont see my tortured soul as too much to bear but as someone they can fall onto that wont see any flaws. Those scars are what make us each unique and those that cant accept you when you are at your most wounded arent worth your time or energy. A community of outcasts, misfits, and bruised souls are always welcome my way. This is what I've so very dearly wanted for so long a sense of understanding and community. Not being looked at as the broken one or the misunderstood one but a normal girl/boy like each and every being out there. Its naive to believe I can be seen as a normal being with all the pain and suffering I've endured through my life thus far, but I'd sure like to be seen as someone that radiates sunshine to those around me. Maybe being unique and staying true to yourself is worth it in the end. Just a passing thought of a stranger or possibly new friend. Only ever a short msg away to uplift your soul. 🖤🖤🖤

#newfriends #welcome #friendapplications #emogirl #emoboy #newfriendswelcome #scene #scenequeen #friendly #nojudgement #newbestie #safeplace #lgbtqfriendly #lgbtqlove #happiness #newbeginnings #smile #uplift #alt #alternativebabe #babe #loveyourself #loveothers #support #egirl #eboy #indie #goth #emo #bleh by @akajoker21

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𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔩, 𝔦 𝔤𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔪𝔶 𝔤𝔲𝔞𝔯𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔩 𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔬
'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔢'𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔬𝔫 𝔯𝔞𝔷𝔬𝔯𝔰 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔢 𝔰𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔊𝔬𝔡 𝔴𝔢'𝔡 𝔫𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔢𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔫, 𝔫𝔬
𝔚𝔢'𝔳𝔢 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔤𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔡𝔞𝔪𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔦𝔣 𝔴𝔢 𝔤𝔬 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨
𝔅𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔨 𝔪𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫, 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔨 𝔪𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫, 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯
𝔦 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔣𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔦'𝔪 𝔞 𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰, 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔯
𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔩, 𝔪𝔞𝔶𝔟𝔢 𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔞𝔯
𝔚𝔢'𝔯𝔢 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔞 𝔯𝔬𝔬𝔪 𝔣𝔲𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔣 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔯𝔰
𝔏𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔲𝔰

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Hoping as weeks pass by I can become closer to past friendships, mend bridges, or perhaps put out fires, even meet new friends along the way. I need to stop reclusing & branch out to hang w past friends or create new ones. Always feel free to contact me. Love meeting new energies & creating &/or strengthening new or past friendships. Sending all my light to those that need it & hoping all is well in everyone's lives 🖤💗🖤

#emogirl #spooky #gothmakeup #egirl #scene #piercings #tattoos #darkaesthetic #postpunk #grungeaesthetic #metalgirl #alternativestyle #gothmodel #altfashion #goth #gothic #gothgirl #alternative #emo #bmth #grunge #punk #alternativegirl #gothaesthetic #gothgoth #makeup #alt #gothfashion #gothicgirl #gothstyle by @akajoker21

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Part of me has been reminiscing these last couple months of my blurry past. Those I've met along the way a long time ago, created memories with and faded away into the sunset as many of my relationships have gone. Like a sunrise and sunset that comes and goes. There have only been a select few that have stayed. An obscure mind that may not be understood by many, if any at all. Those aliens among the crowds or black sheep as we like to call ourselves, only a select few have actually crossed my path. Tired of hiding and feeling alone. Living with a broken tortured soul categorized into society as damaged goods. A neurodivergent mind could never exhist amoung society the way everyone else wants them to act as upheld to "Society's" standards of "Normal." At this point I've embraced it and those that cant understand it arent worth my time or energy. Does it hurt that so many people have dropped off, of course but those dark moments alone, I have grown and learned more than I ever have before. All I can hope for is over time they come back or I meet more others like myself along the way to help keep me grounded and gain more insight about myself along the way. Those that have left are always welcomed back into arms forever will hold a place for true friendships. If you are alone and ever need someone there I'm only a short msg away. New friends and old friends welcomed with embrace. I'm at a place of forgiving because life is too short. Love your black sheep yours truly Andrea 🖤

#blacksheep #neurodivergent #alone #mentalhealth #trauma #emotions #emogirl #emoboy #broken #past #goth #black #alien #philosophical #emostyle #halloween #spookygirl #emobabe #scene #egirl #emo #gothmodel #altfashion #newfriends #gothgothh #alternative #sadgirl #pastelgoth #fairycore #deep by @akajoker21

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During some of the hardest moments in life you've got to take the time to breathe & smile. Life is too short to let the exhistance of living bring you down. The beauty radiates all around you in a billion different forms. It's easier to see the darkness when you are trapped in that hole but if you look up and find the light there may be someone there to help guide you to safety. You aren't alone baby dolls, You aren't forgotten, You are seen 🖤
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#seen #unforgotten #notalone #blacksheep #supportsystem #momentsintime #growth #epiphany #uplift #manifest #happiness #smile #emogirl #emocore #alternative #alt #altgirl #gothgoth #spookybabe #loved #supported #blessed #manifestation #enlighten #scemo #emokid #emotrash #emoboy #grunge #altmodel by @akajoker21

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The dissociation fades into nonexistence when I'm with you.
A blissful place I never thought I knew.
Ill soar and reach the highest peaks.
As you sit there lying next to me.
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#thoughts #ownwriting #mywords #compassion #empower #uplift #peace #bliss #tranquility #newchapter #smile #adventure #iloveyou #blacksheep #mylight #youarentalone #neveralone #babyboll #babygirl #emogirl #emo #gothgoth #gothgirl #alt #alternative #emodoll #scenequeen #boo #horror #spookybabe by @akajoker21

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Lil nature fairies spread your wings and soar. Discovering the unknown may be terrifying to say the least, but what's life without a little bit of risk. The unknown can also be such a beautiful miraculous journey with unique faces and places to see. New memories and adventures await beyond that door. Close your eyes, take a breath, step through that gateway and free your mind of any insecurities holding you back. This journey may hold thousands of emotions but in the end you will enlighten others with your knowledge showing that you truly have lived🍃
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#nature #fairy #emotions #growth #wisdom #memories #enlightenment #adventure #journey #soar #discover #uplift #enlighten #freeyourmind #live #smile #blacksheep #outcast #emogirl #doll #babygirl #babe #babydoll #emo #gothgoth #alt #alternative #scenequeen #gothgirl #darling by @akajoker21

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I cant wait for the day when the Earth will just stand still and there will be peace inside my mind. Having a broken soul, a broken mind and a broken body can do numbers on ones spirit... Each day is a struggle yet I want to keep pushing until I can no longer. To uplift those around me, spread love & kindness to every life I come into contact with. A broken soul can read another black sheep by just staring into the eyes "The Gateway to the Soul." Know my sweet darling you are never alone. If you need a friend always here to guide you through the darkness 🖤
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#motivation #iloveyou #reflection #support #loveyourself #loveothers #compassion #struggle #mentalhealth #youarentalone #motivate #wevegotthis #blacksheep #emogirl #doll #scenequeen #brat #angel #guide #alt #alternative #smile #needfriends #broken #goth #gothgirl #babydoll #🖤 #smilelove #thistooshallpass by @akajoker21

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Baby dolls take the time to grow, flourish, and glisten to you fullest extent. The universe has the most beautiful plan in store for each and every one of you handsome & beautiful kings and queens. Your highest power has not yet been reached You are loved and You are cared for. If you are alone know I'm always right here by your side. Feel free to reach out whenever need be. Always a safe place to fall to 🖤Never Forget🖤
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#modivation #uplift #empower #enlighten #smile #spreadkindness #spreadlove #loveyourself #selflove #babysmile #bekind #beautifullight #positiveenergy #compassion #newstart #newjourney #newbeginnings #newfriendships #babydoll #youareloved #blacksheep #aliens #beauty #emo #scene #alt #emogirl #gothgirl #alternative #altstyle by @akajoker21

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Words truly cant describe the chaoticness, turmoil, and utter cluster f**k this past year has brought into my life. These hardships have flipped my entire life upside down and looking back a year ago I would've never imagined I'd succumb to this level of intense pain and suffering... I've felt hopeless, in the darkest deepest hole, unable to crawl out and gasp for any amount of air. However, through these rough times I've been blessed by the universe with such a beautiful support system through these struggles. The universe has continued to push me down but at the same time brought balance into my life and many individuals to my aid. I will treasure these individuals until the end of time. Im truly hoping you are always keeping those that love and cherish you oh so close as you are such a unique special part of their lives. I know the universe will bless both you, those closest to you, and myself with so many blessings and surprises this coming year. I can feel this energy within my bones. Even though the unknown proves quite terrifying at times we will always come out the other end with more knowledge and wisdom as we have had previously. Remember at the end of the day you are loved, adored, and cared for by this doll right here 🖤
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#growth #newyear #youareloved #blessings #pastyear #uplift #empower #grow #enlighten #spirituality #enlightenment #adored #loved #everythinghappensforareason #trusttheuniverse #energy #blacksheep #youarentalone #emo #emogirl #alt #beauty #alternative #altgirl #babydoll #babygirl #babe #msgme #ifyoufeelalone #safeplace by @akajoker21

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Beautiful and handsome tortured souls remember when things get rough the universe has something extravagant in store for you. I know at this time in life you may have a perception that the universe may have karma working against you but you will further see life has its needed purposes. Remember through centuries of time there has always existed good in the bad, light in the darkness, and a need for growth through tough experiences. In a strange weird way the universe works in mysterious ways. You aren't alone, you are loved and you are worthy of nothing but admiration, compassion, understanding, happiness, and empathy. Keep your loved ones close and remember to reach out to those you haven't spoken to in some time. They may have struggles of their own at this time and appreciate you reaching out; Just hearing your voice may make their day. Not to mention having that comforting source to turn to and someone that can reciprocate that loving compassionate energy is essential for ones personal growth, so know if u have nobody and need a friend I'm always only a short msg away. As an ending note take time for your mental health and care for You. You have such a needed purpose for existing dont let anyone take that from you or diminish your health or worth. I Love You Beauties & Handsomies 🍃 Repeat after me into the universe: "I am a beautiful source of energy that will only continue to grow through enlightenment, understanding, compassion, and empathy. All negativity, stresses, and past traumas begin to have less hold onto my life and those around me. I Am Loved and I Am Adored and I Am Appreciated!" 🍃
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#reflection #thoughts #reminiscing #enlighten #alien #energy #blacksheep #beautifullight #beauty #emo #scene #alt #goth #emogirl #babydoll #alternative #emocore #newfriends #acceptance #iloveyou #compassion #enlightenment #blessed #loveyourself #yinyang #quotes #gothgoth #gothgirl #trauma #scenequeen by @akajoker21

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Sending positive energy to you beautiful soul🍃 Take a deep breath in today & know that those around you appreciate you and your exhistance. This world could never exhist in the same light without you. Take each day to learn and grow from your daily life to take the time to have compassion with yourself, those closest to you, and those that cross your path. Each day is a blessing to awaken 🍃 Know You are loved, You are blessed and You are seen. If you are every in a hard place in life or ever just need a friend know I am in your corner and will always help you out from that dark hole. Only ever a short msg away. Keep radiating that bright light within you and never let anyone get the chance to dim that flame of yours 🖤🔥🖤 Remember I love you *biggest hugs*
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#positivevibes #positivity #shine #loveyourself #loveothers #selflove #blessed #positivethinking #mindfulness #positiveenergy #beautifullight #beautifulspirit #uplift #smile #spreadkindness #newfriends #friendapplications #nojudgements #onlylove #alt #alternative #emogirl #emo #goth #doll #babe #babygirl #scene #hippie #gothgirl by @akajoker21

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This is your sign to take the time and soak in your surroundings, take the time to hug & cherish your loved ones, and be blessed by the beauty that surrounds us each and every day. In life our interpretation of the future shows our brains the negatives easier than the positives, but you and I have woken up this morning and have the ability to take in deep breaths that soothe our souls. Remember you are loved, you are adored, and you are blessed. I'm always here If you ever need another friend in your corner. Never let anything make you feel less than. We all are beautifully unique in our own ways and make this world a better place. by @akajoker21

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