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Goodnight September.

This collection of stuff were photos i had during the year from April of last year to a few days ago.

I reached a year of being SH free.

Which is odd to think abt, to say that again after 4 years going out the window after some, very dumb situation that launched me over the edge ig, lmao.

I still recall a lot of what I was told, when it was drilled into my mind that im not good enough (later repeated back in june but ey, it is what it is). And everything proceeded to go wrong lol. I hate that I still allowed that pain to come back knowing i resented it, but it felt like home, I didnt want to lose what made me happy once even if it was clearly so broken. But. At some point I think I finally got a hold of the path I needed to go on.

I think meeting great people today while reinforcing the bonds that stuck around helped a lot. I still watch people go away and I come to accept that fact. Ig ik when im not needed or wanted, ig i have x to thank for that mindset but its also not a bad one.

Today, a year later, in my mind, ive been searching for a new place to call a home. Maybe it'll take ages to find it but, at least i can say I reached a better mindset than what it once was.

Weird ass format but I couldnt do it in my normal one </3

Alr, well, yap over. Yippie for one year, and time to get spooky

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#Sundaycruise by @anthonymelon_

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16 days ago

"Bite Down
What A Wild Bloody Mess That You Leave When You Eat
Better Sharpen Up That Toothpick, Pickin' At Your Teeth
If You Flash Fake Smile
Tidy Up 'til it's
Clean Up The Rot Before It Digs Too Deep!
(She Was A Bad Egg)"

Spit Out The Poison

Goodnight August

Halloween Is Around The Corner!!! 🎃

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#setitoff by @anthonymelon_

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2 months ago

"It's Only Ever Wrong When It's Me
I Tell You What I Think You Disagree
It's Dark Out I Don't Wanna Go Home
You left Me Empty
I Think You Drained Me
You Said You'd Be Here
You're Not A Protector
I Know The Truth Now"

𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

#ivri by @anthonymelon_

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2 months ago

June, Goodbye

I remember back in 2024, I came to this river for the first time at night, the stars were shaping into a constellation, and I felt so much hope that things were going to look up. 2025 went to hell, and this year seemed fine till the end of march.

I know not every friendship is meant to last forever, even those that were once considered to be everlasting. I will never unsee being called not important, and every effort I put for almost 4 years to please someone till I couldnt anymore described as not being there enough (again, shouldve read the signs lol). Its a pain. All the while dealing with a separate revelation and all of it colliding at the same time. Lmfao, and then one of my favorite artists passed away so, yeahhh

I havent felt so numb in a while. Beats last year ig, at least I dont want to

Sometimes i wish it was a fever dream, everything was going so well at one point

Goodnight June

And rest easy Oliver </3

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#starbenders by @anthonymelon_

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4 months ago

"It's All Love Until It's All Gone
All Your Friends Have Left, The Vibe Is Dead
We Don't Connect, We Never Did
And There's Nothing More That I Can Do"

It was never enough for you

Can you believe the month is almost over T■T
So fast

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#ivri by @anthonymelon_

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4 months ago

"Cause You're Only As Sweet
As They Want You To Be
So Nothing Really Matters

Nothing Really Matters"

#lilypotter by @anthonymelon_

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4 months ago

Hello June

Goodnight May

Such a mess my lord but ig its fine for what it is, really highest of highs and lowest of lows. Pointless stuff and well, atp ain't much one can so livin it out

Ofc, friends make the unbearable, bearable

Also i met kellin quinn so aint that neat-o

Also happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈

(uh no it wasnt reposted nuh uh, youre crazy)

#june #starbenders by @anthonymelon_

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4 months ago

You Held On Till May

Goodnight April

You were odd, but better than a year ago. Things I wish weren't true came true but it ig also brought a peace of mind. Meeting one of my favorite bands, and being dragged along to a handful of shows and events. What felt like a shitty month on the horizon turned into something nice thanks to the people around me.

Well, May seems to be a slowish month, but thats okay!

You made it :D

𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

#holdontillmay
#piercetheveil by @anthonymelon_

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5 months ago

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Had these stored up for a bit

Well, ig there was a delay but april kicked it off strangely and now its all just stagnant. As expected but at least march was nice to me for once

Alr bai

#themarias by @anthonymelon_

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6 months ago

Don't You Dare Forget The Sun, Love

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#getscared by @anthonymelon_

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6 months ago

"You Take And Take And Take Until I Got Nothing Left"

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Time really does go by fast and these have been sitting in my gallery for a good bit lol

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#setitoff by @anthonymelon_

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6 months ago

Happy Death Day 🎂

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After Turning 21 All That Optimism Flew Out The Window 2 Days After My Birthday And The Rest Of The Year Was Nothing But A Neverending Rollercoaster But
Hope This Chapter Doesn't End Up Like That T■T
Thank You To Everyone That Wished Me Happy Birthday, It Means A Lot

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#birthday #getscared by @anthonymelon_

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7 months ago