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Eli: Destroya of Worlds

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25 year old Agender cat alien theme fatale
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Despite all my rage I am still just a cat in a cage
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a month ago

Something something whimsymaxxing (or whatever the kids are saying these days). Pics one and two are my makeup and fit from when I saw MCR >:3 Been trying to just play and have fun with makeup since it is temporary after all. Also I forgot to mention I started a junk journal :3 aaaaand I also am physically incapable for posing for photos without either pouting or grinning and giving a peace sign 🤷🏼 by @arson_feline

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a month ago

Gothmogged the zoomers at the comic book store today. Also got some more killjoy comics for my collection ✌🏻 xP

Also!!! Been drawing more. Just doing sketches lately because I haven't just sat and *drawn* in so long... so I'm keeping it chill to give my hands a chance to get used to it again. Used to draw til I almost gave myself carpal tunnel but then again that's when I was in middle school and coukd draw to avoid doing homework lol by @arson_feline

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a month ago

Emo stands for EAT ME OUT X3 by @arson_feline

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2 months ago

Forgotten in a box in my grandma's attic was a collection of photos. In it I found this one from my cousin's wedding. It makes me feel so heavy. I just wanted to dance with somebody, I was 3 after all. I loved to dance and to sing, just buzzing with my joy and excitement for the world around me. But there was always this somber air around me. I think for the longest time the adults knew it but didn't want me to be aware of it. I was different than the other kids. I was "an old soul" as they put it. Maybe there was some truth to that. I spent a lot of time alone. Much more than I would have wanted to. It wasn't for a lack of trying to be social, I tried so hard it became to my own detriment. To the adults I was an old soul lost amongst my peers, to my peers I was oozing with desperation and s clinginess they found revolting. Thus I was alone. I had friends when I was younger but I didn't make my first true friend until 1st grade. She was my only friend for a while. As I grew older so did my pool of friends. Oftentimes though it always felt like there was a plexiglass wall around me. I felt stares and glares through an invisible force field of otherness and as a result would often keep to myself to avoid the feeling. By the time I hit middle school everything was so apparent that I was different but at that point I was tired and lonely. Thus I embraced it. I became crass and bold and all the things I was told not to be. Everything that was frowned upon became me. I had friends but eventually with high school, a move, and a new school I suddenly became invisible. I went from being the oddity, the one ridiculed or talked about in hushed tones, to suddenly nothing. That began a few years of pained lonliness that let to a desperation so foul it ruined my life temporarily, almost 8 years temporarily that is. Finally though after years of fighting the lonliness, fighting the sensation of being different and not knowing why; I got my autism diagnosis. Suddenly everything clicked into place and I had a name and a face to the reason I had gone my whole life wondering if something was wrong with me. (1/2) by @arson_feline

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2 months ago

Went to Chicago. Saw some tall buildings. Flicked the bean. Oh yeah and I saw Red Vox >:3 I also almost cried at the art museum because they had so many Van Gogh paintings and I get so emotional over Van Gogh. Anywho! A fun time was had and I definitely will be back for more ✨️ by @arson_feline

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3 months ago

When in chicago... I go to lesbian bars and look hot lol taken in Dorothy by @arson_feline

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3 months ago

And I too am like the colors of the sky
In that I am soft
Vivid and fleeting
Begging to be drunk with your eyes
Glowing with a radiance so powerful
It can make a grown man's lips spill lies
For it's my luminescence they seek to bottle
But will never be able to contain
For it is mine and mine alone
All that wish to take it
Will never obtain by @arson_feline

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4 months ago

:3 MEOW MEOW MEW MEW by @arson_feline

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5 months ago

I'm gonna K*ll cupid 🖕🏻🥀🖤 by @arson_feline

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8 months ago

Look what I diiiiiiiiiiiid! >:3 Got the vertical labret I've been wanting for YEARS and I CANNOT be happier! by @arson_feline

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8 months ago

14 year old me would be absolutely THRILLED to know that well over a decade later I am still emo as fuck 🤭🖤🥀 by @arson_feline

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8 months ago