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went *inside* to touch some grass…

30 day panchakarma (5 actions) — an ayurvedic detoxification & rejuvenation treatment. no western science was able to help me the way this holistic, ancient science has. a truly humbling and healing experience. one I will continue to return to, learn from, and honor in my daily life. this physical reset set the stage for a deeper healing to begin in the mountains of Malaysia.

this chapter definitely gives backrooms vibes... of the world, of this small old tin town that became a placeholder home for 9 months, and of my mind. resting in the dark corners long enough to learn both their texture and contrast.

do you know anyone else who would willingly spend their 24th birthday practically bakeracted in a foreign country?🤣 taken in Malaysia by @astralavery
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a month ago
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the turning of summer 2025 — the arc of crash out to lock in, then mayyybe crash out again😗✌🏻

I learned how to care for both life and death with presence and reverence. the way you gently hold an abandoned newborn kitten to feed her goat milk every two hours, or place a dying bee in a frangipani flower so the last thing it knows is love. 

and then, you hold yourself in the static chaos of your own mind until your body finally relaxes, ribcage trembling, offering yourself so much presence that there’s nothing left between you and the truth of your being.

this is how love finds you. over the bones of who you were pretending to be stands who you actually are. a beacon emanates outward.

this space where you reveal yourself is the space where new teachers reveal themselves to you.

my path was rearranging itself so fast I couldn’t make out where I was anymore, until my beacon was returned like a lighthouse finding me in a dark, raging night. I remember hesitating at the edge of the unknown, looking around and seeing that no one else felt the pull to jump into the sea. 

a new way of living held out a hand, beckoning, so I stepped into the light to be seen. taken in Thailand by @astralavery
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a month ago
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by day we cosplay an earth fairy and by night we

well…. take a guess🤭🦇🌾 taken in Thailand by @astralavery
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a month ago
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the beauty of the burren & the beara peninsula taken in Ring Of Beara by @astralavery
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3 months ago
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happy pride from your fav pansexual world traveler🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ taken in Ireland by @astralavery
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3 months ago
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haunted places and hidden faerie forts🌬️🧚🏻‍♀️ taken in Cliffs Moher, Ireland by @astralavery
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3 months ago
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the Ó Muircheartaighs return for Bealtaine🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏼‍♂️🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪 taken in Hill of Uisneach by @astralavery
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3 months ago
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brb worshipping the goddesses in greece…. happy international womxn’s day

“We are either going to have a future where women lead the way to make peace with the Earth or we are not going to have a human future at all.”
- Vandana Shiva 

#internationalwomensday #matriarchy #hekate taken in Athens, Greece by @astralavery
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7 months ago
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Ella’s existence feels like soft moss and the embrace of a washington pine.
Their presence the expansive breath of spring’s ripening,
A starry night outside of time.

They illuminate my heart every day, and teach me how to love in a gently persistent way.

To my dearest, sweetest friend!! 
Happy, happy birthday🧚🏻‍♂️⚖️🌷 taken in Italy by @astralavery
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7 months ago
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Cats play in Pompeii
Shadows dancing in the street 

Table footballers 
Cathedral meditators

Red wine, Free Free _______ taken in Ruins of Pompeii, Italia by @astralavery
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7 months ago
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My final chapter in the US;
excerpt from my essay on overcoming addiction entitled 

Rooted in Devotion
๛

In a state of constriction and swallowed expression, I met Devotion. 

She introduced Herself first in shallow breaths made manifest, 
in the gravity of a thousand suns, 
in the eyes of a cellar spider
and the wave of a dandelion. 

When my hands could no longer write and my eyes ran dry, 
She met me outside of everything. 
She reminded me that I am something to live for. 

She met me where my body met the cold, hard earth as the ancient pine whispered its sorrows and support. 

My disconnection to my body revealed the collective disconnect to the earth. 
A sickness permeating an extractive culture — one my soul had no choice but to confront.

I quit. 
Left the States.
Pulled by an invisible string whispering that I am entirely capable of facing everything, I searched ancestral lands for remnants of the old ways—for my roots.
๛

Where to next? by @astralavery
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7 months ago
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I think the conspiracy theorists deserve an apology, wouldn’t ya say? taken in Seattle, Washington by @astralavery
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8 months ago
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