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💔💔💔💔6.22.23 4:51 pm the worse day of my life . 1 week before my baby bday . 2 weeks before mine . HOW do I do this momma ? How ? U left me ? I can’t breathe , I can’t function, I can’t think . Please come back to me please . Im not strong enough momma I’m not. YOU were my person . MY SAFE SPACE , MY TEACHER , MY HEADACHE , MY VERY BEST FRIEND , MY HEART . YOU BROKE MY HEART MOMMA . If u saw me you saw my momma and my kids . We were a package . We all were 1 . Now she’s gone . MY MOMMA IS GONE . It’s been 16 days on my bday made 14 days since u been gone . I Hate my bday now momma . This the first one you’ve missed . JULANI is 5 now momma u missed it . He’s so sad . I told him your in the sky so every morning and night we open the window and say our prayers with u . Say Gm with u . He cries At night . I HAVE’NT STOPPED CRYING . And your NAS . Well he’s trying to be strong for me but , everyone knows YOU AND HIM WERE LIKE PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY . He’s hurting momma and I don’t know how to help him . IM TRYING TO BE STRONG I SWEAR I AM BUT I CANT . I can’t stop crying. I go to the food store and just break down at the register . IM WEAK MOMMA I NEVER BEEN WEAK . You broke me . I NEED YOU . Come to me , visit me , Talk to me please ma I need you so badly . IM ALONE OUT HERE NOW MA . WITHOUT YOU I AM ALONE . IM NOT OK . They say it takes time but 16 days later it’s only getting worse . I AM SLOWLY LOSING MY MIND . I was just with u , texting u , ft u , getting on your damn nerves and now we here . MA I CAN NOT TAKE THIS PAIN. No one understands no one . 😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 please mommy please come back to me taken in 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓷. by @ayoo.nee

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3 years ago

ROXANNE ROXANNE …. 🤲MY BEAUTIFUL MOMMY ..
533 days / 1 year 5 months 13 days.
I MISS YOU …..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY 🖤 ..
I LOVE YOU .. signed ~ Babygirl
#forever62 #thiswouldhavebeen63 by @ayoo.nee

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2 years ago

Today I am weak, broken and lost . Same as I been for 60 days . On 6-21 @ 8:30pm was the last time I heard your voice . On 6-20 we laughed , joked momma I just saw u. I hugged u and kissed u . Now today makes 60 days . 60 days mommy . No hugs no jokes no messages no calls no nothing. Every morning I wake up and check my phone for your “I made it home” text from the night before and for 60 days nothing. This morning was different . This morning I didn’t wanna open my eyes . I smell u all around me . I text u everyday I send u pics of the boys, moments you’re missing and daily I love u texts . Mommy I need u. I have cried everyday every single day for 60 days. Saying I miss u is an understatement .I close my eyes and try to live in a couple moments of us that makes me smile but when I open them I instantly cry. Why would u leave me ? I know we all have to go but mommy I wasn’t ready . 62 ? U left me at 62. I’m broken . They say it gets easier but 60 fucking days later and I am still as broken As I was when u left me 6-22-23. I gotta come home to see u mommy. I need to talk to u . Check on u you know. That’s just what we did . Not a day not hours went without a checkin , a love u Txt or a stop by. Feels crazy living and not being able to just see u , hug on you , simply hear your loud ass mouth . 😂😢💔 mommy if it’s true what they say and YOU ARE WATCHING ME u have to know I need u, u have to see I’m FUCKED UP . Mommy I need u to heal my soul bc right now I’m questioning everything! WITHOUT YOU nothing makes sense . NOTHING .
ROXYYYYYYYYY I love u . SIGNED….. Your broken baby girl 💔 by @ayoo.nee

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3 years ago

HONESTLY……
Ive been Forced to sit in STILLNESS.,
to sit in UNCERTAINTY.
But through it all, I remain ROOTED IN FAITH. by @ayoo.nee

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16 days ago

SUNDAY ——> SERV(ice) 🙏 by @ayoo.nee

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3 months ago

ASA … TODAY June 22nd , makes 1,096 days …… 26,304 hours …. 1,578,240 minutes, Since u left me mommy . No more calls texts FaceTimes popups lunch dates nana days with the boys NOTHING .. 😫🥺
You taught me everything but how to live without you & at this big ol age , I Still can’t manage to figure it out #INeedYouBad #year3 by @ayoo.nee

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4 months ago

90’s typa love ..I’m JUST A GIRL #literally 🤏🏾🫶🏽🌺 by @ayoo.nee

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7 months ago

Back in Action .#20Steelers🏉 by @ayoo.nee

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7 months ago

Month 3 of 2026 🤏🏾 #imaround by @ayoo.nee

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7 months ago

MOMMY YOU WERE THE ILLEST !!! 😍🫶🏽. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY 🎂 #3rdonewithoutyou 😔 grief is such a heavy burden to carry but I’m managing best I can .
TBH : You killedme , I can feel the pain has changed me - I AM NOT OK . #december6th by @ayoo.nee

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10 months ago

MIDDLE OF THE MALL . IDGAF. I see a mirror , I take a pic . 👋🏾. #Rainyday

Sidenote : this was my mommy old coat I remade. I smelled her so clear. I just cried and smelled it all day by @ayoo.nee

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a year ago

PROOF … OF …. LIFE !!! #919 by @ayoo.nee

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a year ago