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A chapter called degree! closed, but never forgotten.

We didn’t know that one random class, one silly laugh, one casual “jom makan” would be the last. Time moved so quietly and now suddenly, it’s over. no more lari lari just untuk duduk passenger seat (tak pernah menang pun)

People say university is hard. Betul lah tu. But what they don’t tell you is how the people you meet make all the difference. I survived this degree not because it was easy, but because Allah sent me the right people. Selalu looked back at phases of my life, and I would say, degree was the most, changing journey (a-z). Would say, 4years worth of knowledge, knowing myself & more!

Anywaysss to my dearest Gadis Manis, Saya tahu, each of you came into my life with a purpose, and setiap seorang memainkan peranan. Dulu selalu doa to bless with orang-orang yang baik, circle yang positive. didn’t realise it back then, they were answers to prayers that I made.

I changed a lotttt, one moment at a time. being loved, being accepted, and to be listened deeply was a big blessed untuk orang seperti saya. & dorang juga helped me grow in ways no one else could. I’ve always cherished deep conversations, and with them, it felt effortless. Random talk akan tiba tiba jadi deep, sampai menangis, Tapi tulah, its a good, good cry. Rindunyaaa deep talk!

Alhamdulillah they are my greatest rezeki in this journey. And wallahi, nothing makes my heart fuller than imagining each of you succeeding in your own paths, bringing light wherever you go. No bond is perfect, but ours was sincere. And maybe that’s why so many people admired it (yeje but I admire my own)

I started to valued them, where the kind of friendship that’s built with doa, trust, and silent understanding. Nothing much, tapi sangatlah mengubah my own perspective of “friendship”

This may be the end of our degree, but it is not the end of our story. We may walk different paths from now on, but my heart will always carry you, all 8 of you!

gently, proudly, lovingly.

Allahummabarik. May Allah protect, bless, and reunite us in the most beautiful of ways. Till then, my heart whispers softly.
Thank you for being my safest place. 🤍 by @aznrlhn

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a year ago

GraduATE ❤️ by @aznrlhn

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2 months ago

Labuan terbajo bajo by @aznrlhn

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3 months ago

To waerebo village with an empty heart I guess?

used to climb mountains to escape what I couldn't carry. This time, I climbed with an empty heart pulakkkkk, But maybe that's growth. Not every climb is about moving on from someone, sometimes it's about moving closer to yourself. Nope, I didn’t enjoyed it to the fullest but yippie, new mountain unlocked

No heavy heart, no running away from anything. Just me, the trail, and the reminder that not every journey has to begin with pain. Anyways, Alhamdulillah to every experience!

"How wonderful is the affair of the believer..." by @aznrlhn

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3 months ago

Mount Rinjani. 📍

yang seindah langit harus di dapatkan lewat jalur langit.

my 2nd rinjani, hehehe yang awalnya saya tak mampu nak summit sebab kena tipu dari guide lain. Tapi alangkah tak bagusnya time tu sebab besar lagi rasa regret dari rasa syukur. Kalau summit haritu, mungkin tak dapat rasa indah menikmati summit for 2nd time?

banyak benda dalam dunia ni tuhan tak bagi kita buat dulu, in a way tuhan minta kita sabar, hold dulu setiap kehendak, sampai waktunya kita ready mentally and physically to be “there”. Dan I feel so much more better than my 1st. Banyak benda dari pelbagai aspek yang buat kita ni buka mata, tuhan hold tu bersebab.

young and rebellious ni common untuk darah muda, tapi kita tak dapat nikmati life to the fullest kalau kita tak mampu lihat the way god loves us though rejecting what we want. Ada benda kita nak, doa setiap hari, tapi tak jadi, malah sebaliknya. Bukan sebab tuhan tak dengar, tapi sebab tuhan ada cara lain untuk bahagiakan kita.

senanya dah lupa dah perasaan time rinjanji june 2025. Apa apa pun, I learned. Tapi lebih kepada, saya bersyukur tak summit 1st rinjani, sebab mungkin saya dok boleh nikmat my2nd to the fullest. by @aznrlhn

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There were nights I wished I could hate people. I thought maybe it would make the pain easier to carry. But the truth is, I never could. Even when everything started to fall apart. Even when I felt like I wasn’t enough. But maybe that’s just not the role i’m meant to play anymore.

I kept wishing there was something worse, something strong enough to make walking away simple, something that would stop me from looking back. But there never was. Because their presence once healed me, even if it wasn’t meant to stay.

They were just two people trying to love in their own broken ways. One learning to heal, the other learning to hold on. Maybe that’s where it all went wrong. One of them kept waiting for a version that was never meant to exist.

Now I see it clearer. Some connections aren’t meant to last forever. They’re meant to shape us, soften us, and teach us how to let go gracefully.

This isn’t about forgetting. It’s about learning to care without clinging, to love without needing it to stay. Because love was never the mistake. Holding on too tightly was.

And I still carry the promise of us. by @aznrlhn

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a year ago

Madinah tempat saya berteduh.

Setiap dari kita ada definisi rumah yang berbeza. Ada diantara kita yang, rumah dia adalah rumah. Ada yang rumah dia adalah orang yang disayangi.

I do have all of those, tapi lepas melawat madinah & masjidil haram. Baru rasa “rumah” yang sebenar. Rumah yang selama ini hati saya cari.

Tempat berteduh definisi orang lain pula macam mana? Kalau saya, di madinahlah saya dapat luahkan segala rasa, tempat yang tak ada orang mampu hakimi saya, walaupun orang sebelah. Rumah yang ini selesa, sebab dia menerima saya, walaupun saya banyak hinanya.

Rindunya rumah, semoga rumah yang ini menjadi kenyataan. 🤍 taken in Al Masjid an Nabawi المسجد النبوي Madina Munawarah المدينة المنورة by @aznrlhn

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a year ago

mt. rinjani 📍

august 2022 by @aznrlhn

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a year ago

mt. Tahan 📍

as we all know that every mountain have it own story. Kalini tahan yang tak tertahan bagi saya. quite fun yet sangat mencabar.

Would be my first time bawa load seberat ini, and couldn’t believe myself dah segian ini terhadap hiking! Start with rinjani and now menawani one of the highest peak in peninsula Malaysia!

every mountain have it owns story, cerita di disini just a bit much as the others. Makin bertambah circle hiking saya which is one of Allah blessed! Just a short 4days and 3nights but we literally have a good bonding.

Apa apa pun, I thank to Allah, dari secebis kekuatan dan segala rahmat yang Allah beri. All is from Allah. Kekuatan untuk naik, bangun dari tidur asbab kaki yang sakit, bermacam macam dugaan dan kaki yang penuh dengan corak lebam lebam. Allah hadirkan segala rasa untuk felt this memorable moment. Alhamdulillah juga dapat sampai ke rumah dalam keadaan yang selamat.

As we all know, dalam alquran banyak ayat ayat yang menekankan kita untuk lihat pada keindahan yang Allah ciptakan, and one of it was gunung-ganang. Seperti biasa, I would love everyone to appreciate Allah’s creation to the fullest. See it there bertapa indahnya Allah ciptakan sesuatu.

Maka, my trip to gunung tahan end here! Moga moga Allah sentiasa rezekikan saya melihat dan merasai indahNya ciptaan Allah. Hobi ini bukan sekadar hobi, hobi ini adalah bentuk saya mengadore Allah sebagai pencipta. Terima kasih Tuhan yang maha Esa. by @aznrlhn

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mt. dukono 📍 by @aznrlhn

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a year ago

Mt. Gamkonora. 📍

A place where all the sadness fades, Not fully faded, but just enough to distract myself from reality. Looking back at those pictures still gives me goosebumps, a reminder of how perfectly God crafted such breathtaking beauty and giving me chances to embrace it.

It’s a beauty beyond words, beyond comparison. Cantik sungguh! blessed to be among those fortunate enough to witness it. As someone who deeply admires His creation, I am in awe of the incredible masterpieces He has crafted.

Wishing everyone, get the chance to experience such divine serenity, soaking in His creation without the weight of worries clouding their hearts. calling all the nature lover to go there, and feel it yourself.

oh ha pelik, why imaginur “hasrat”. This would probably describe how I felt an overwhelming sense of gratitude. Reminder to myself to continue moving forward (slowly but surely) trying to jalani every little process & growth. Finding comfort eventhough it takes miles to accept takdir tuhan.

nota kaki; nak repeat! by @aznrlhn

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