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Bye bye ,

All I can say  is thank you Jesus, and thank you to everyone for sticking around and keeping me company. 

I’m still growing and learning to be an adult, to  me it’s complicated  being in such a huge transition period with my Faith, my life, my job,  overall me. I am grateful to have the job that I have but rn it’s just not balancing out financially with everything I’m being hit with, to the point I know it’s really left to my boss if get work or not .  The easy answer is ā€œshoot me in the headā€  and the other answer is ā€œit’s okay to ask, & receiveā€  I just have a hard time doing that because I’m so shame and I’m still learning it’s okay to do that but all glory to God we are here , I am finally doing it,  and although I’m scared I know he has a plan for me . 

If you want my place is pretty empty as for now but we will get there and I’m still learning how to ask on here without feeling shame but if you want  to help me out with anything my Venmo is bbtaeeee and I just want to tell you thank you for your love and support.  Thank you for watching me become who I am today šŸ„¹šŸ«‚šŸ’™

#reels #hawaii #explorepage #fyp #reelsinstagram taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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13 hours ago
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Everyday you learn something new & that’s the fun part until you start adding fractions and decimals  multiply it  by percentage turn it to inches add a  foot & count by 10ths….anyway  maybe not in that order idk  like I said everyday you learn something new šŸ˜‚šŸ™„šŸ«ŖšŸ«„ 

Pressure is a privilege , and it’s okay to listen and just give em who cares the real currency is freedom anyways. 

#fyp taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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8 days ago
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At first I made a public announcement but now this is my public declaration 

Father god thank you for saving me and my life, what really opened my eyes and saved me is this ā€œjourney through the bibleā€ series, and this feeling  I get, I just can’t deny your ways and your truth. What is said in the bible only resembles with my past life my past self  and my past identity with people that existed thousands of years ago so how can I deny you see me. I fear you, I love you, I am with you thank you jesus.

Man idk how to tell yall it is possible god can cleanse you from homosexuality he did for me &  I won’t lie there’s moment in my life where a guy comes pass me and it’s not that I’m checking him out it’s more so how can I be as masculine as them. I stop liking dudes months ago & what really helps me is my occupation. Throw you on the job site as a Labor you have no time to be soft all the guys around you are either good influence or bad influence for the person you want or is trying to be. Reading the bible for myself is what got me stuck and into it, mind you I no read ! the very first adult book I completed is GENSIS so I’d say read in my order & hopefully it’ll light a spark NIV Genesis,Roman’s, John, Matthew,  James, Ecclesiastes,& Proverbs , then tbh you’d be on the same boat as me. I just got into a connect group appreciate you braddah Tommy , but really really it’s all about your surrounding, your understanding of repenting, and your relationship with god, I pray all Hawai’i reads the bible and follows to be more like Jesus & instead of justifying actually sit a pray about what god is trying to have you comprehend in your teachings and readings. Trusting me conviction wasn’t easy I walked right out of the church I now call home, But I was called back and I stayed and listened and till this day I sink into the seats thinking the pastor is talking about me. But the beauty of conviction is the beginning of a rough start but a beautiful ending. Good things take time . I encouraging you to find yourself closer to god šŸ«‚
 
ā€œStop making excuses. Get your life together & turn back to god today ā€œ 
#reels #explorepage #hawaii #christian #fyp taken in Honolulu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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3 months ago
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If Kaiona’s was just another aunty from Waimanalo sitting on the bench… 

she’d say ā€œehh boy look how big you long time no see ā€œšŸ§œšŸ½ā€ā™‚ļø

& I’d tell her ā€œ hoo aunty nothings changed but the tide ahh u cold? ā€œ taken in Waimanalo Beach, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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3 months ago
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Hey tae where you been? 

Well let’s say this new job site is kicking my ass and I love it. Still in the learning phase tbh I struggle thinking ahead and a mf can’t read plans to save my life šŸ™„ but it’s okay I get good teacher and his side kick , his side kick rubbah tho .

I actually love taking time off of my phone now , It brings me true inner self healing and joy  valuing the quality time I get to spend with friends and family . If no one is telling you now ā€œhours add up to days, days equal weeks, weeks turn into months, months turn into yearsā€ now look at your screen time and add up how much years you’ll be missing soon if you don’t remember quality’s  of life. We live on a rock there’s not much to do but still it’s better then this addiction šŸ«¶šŸ¼ god is truly the best artist 

I just wanna tell you for those that prayed over me gods working breaking chains and moving mountains,  thank you truly from my heart. If it wasn’t for young adults and for my friends I have now  it wouldn’t have been that extra push to learn and see what’s on the other end of a forgiving heart. 

I apologize for my absence but slowly and surely I’ll be back, I just got my family back yo 🄹🄰 I could cry rn but instead I’m just thanking Jesus . taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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8 months ago
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About 5 tries pau , just like dat , nough šŸ†šŸ˜‚

Sorry I won’t be active for the next month or two, I have serious life decisions to be making with some bothering news my life just shifted in plans for my future. The world just got smaller tbh… taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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10 months ago
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Chapter 23 you was full of lessons that caused me to flourish even when broken. Full of healing and laughter at the very end  this was the hardest chapter I won’t ever forget. Thank you lord for everyone you’ve brought closer to my life I’m beyond grateful, who would’ve known I could find father figures in unkos not even related to me, Auntys to vent too, friends that truly care , and a job that pays the bills.

As the house started to crumble the job still had to get done, having to work under one of the best bosses and crews is really really how I could keep my mind off of everything get some real advice, I’ve made so many memories it’s hard to remember the bad until dates come around but I’m ready for the next chapter. I’m ready to get back in the game, I know my boundaries, I know what I want, I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me,  and my only focus is work and my relationship with god, 
 
Btw song huge description about being my life up to 23 it all sat in a realization I swear try listen .
 
Chapter 24 I have some goals for you I hope we can reach it. Starting with controlling my emotions please šŸ™šŸ½

Oh almost forgot if we didn’t resolve at the end of me being 23 you sure won’t be coming with me moving forward I won’t repeat a cycle or hold a conversation with you ever again. I lived a year based off of your choice now this is the life I get to live off of my choices šŸ«¶šŸ¼

Here’s to 24 šŸ»āœØ taken in Liliuokalani Park and Gardens by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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I haven’t seen him since everything happened but this is healing🄹

If you don’t know we share same mom same dad out of the rest. So everything I’m going through he going through too.  In our family step isn’t a thing step siblings come with we are blood by one or both we still full. I love all my siblings except one.

I love you brother so much thank you for today I enjoyed every minute  and appreciate the guidance stepping into another dimension but I’m glad you’ve been the Pokémon trainer all our lives hey but finally we are adult and can buy all the Pokémon cards we want !! šŸ˜‚šŸ„¹šŸ©µ I love you taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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Friends always helped šŸ«‚šŸ©µ

#reels #explorepage #hawaii #mentalhealth #reelsinstagram #trendingreels #summervibesā˜€ļø #friendship taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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I was 23 when I went ziplining for the first time at home thanks to Ty,Ellie,&Matt you guys are amazingšŸ¤™šŸ½ 

It’s pretty fast paced out there in society rn, it’s giving chaotic but smile . try my best to live because everything is so hectic. It’s important to capture but then put away it’s so amazing to just breathe. Fear is a huge enemy of mines and so is overthinking but Ill battle those bitches any day. Who knows when we will ever see this again šŸ˜©ā›°ļø taken in Zipline north shore Keana Farms by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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You ever just found your answers on the beach? 

The clarity, the joy , the scenery, everything about catching a sunset.the sand is warm the air is slightly breezy a cast in the sky but that’s okay it’s only passing. It’s beautiful to watch the surfers enjoy themselves on each wave the old tymahs the young boys and girls it’s beautiful. I miss being a kid but watching children playing the sand is very much so ā€œthe little things in lifeā€ for me. Hearing the Unko whistle from the showers calling his ohana up is something I’ll never get over. The orange light at the bathroom god the memory’s that light holds tell me  not. But I believe we’ve all had multiple times running to the beach for answers.I found so much answers sitting at the beach by myself talking to god crying it out it grew my faith. It’s crazy to not only know I’ve been on the right path with god but to know and recognize gods work not just within me but around me it’s an indescribable feeling of energy. I’m glad I’m able encouraging and uplifting other on their lowestšŸ’Æ I’m grateful to be given the gift to make others laugh  and have such an empathetic heart it flows like energy. It’s god mannnn find your true gift it might not be fore your own purpose yet but it might be other for others 

Proverbs 3:5 ā€œTrust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandingā€

#reels #hawaii #foryou #reelsi̇nstagram taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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ā€œHappily ever after doesn’t existā€  I was once told by a man I loved 🄲

And then I found Jesus….again ✨

I hope you love the song means a lot to me 🩵🄹 taken in Oahu, Hawaii by @bb.taeee
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a year ago
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