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Life is still good 🩵 by @beeiscute

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Life is good 💚 taken in Dominican Republic by @beeiscute

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3 years ago

And here are some of the videos we took and now get to relish in the memory of. Until we meet again, Harrison & Clay. I love you two forever. Thank you for making our lives better. by @beeiscute

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After Milee and Oscar passed away I found myself quite lost and unsure how to find my way again. Although I don’t owe anyone an explanation, just know I am now living the happiest and healthiest life I’ve ever known and in peace.

I likely won’t be around again for a while, but deemed it appropriate to share my ODESZA 5-shows-in-a-week banger because it’s ODESZA, of course.

Nicole and I started in La Crosse on 9/9, celebrating Doake’s 2nd birthday! Such a beautiful and wholesome day. We traveled to Chicago on 9/10 for ODESZA at Huntington Bank Pavilion. The amount of people put us into a small state of anxiousness so we separated us from the crowd as much as we could and watched from the top of a set of bleachers. Seeing the show from that POV is stunning, magical and euphoric.

9/11 & 9/12 we were home in Minneapolis. We camped out on the rail and got to experience the show from close-up which is what we like best. I’m really never able to put how I feel into words when it comes to ODESZA. I feel like I’m floating into the stars and I never want to come down. They fill the voids. They create happiness I didn’t know I had.

Being able to experience them with Nicole, with my person, we know just what the other is feeling and we never stop smiling and dancing. As if we weren’t close enough I feel these moments together truly link our souls even further.

After two amazing, perfect, beautiful nights in Minneapolis Nicole and I parted ways. Her back to La Crosse, and me back to my home to unpack and repack for Dustin and I’s trip to Denver for two evenings with Harrison, Clay & Company. This was Dustin’s first ODESZA experience.

It’s important to me that he understands how impactful their shows are. He sent me a text the evening we got home “I get it now”. And that is all I could truly hope for. He gets it. He understands how much they mean to me. How deeply they are embedded into my life, and my heart…my soul.

Additionally, while in Denver, I got to meet several very special humans I’ve been waiting a long time to meet. A long, long time. There were so many hugs, so much happiness…

That’s 19 ODESZA shows for me…and counting. by @beeiscute

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True happiness 💚 taken in The Armory by @beeiscute

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Living life the happiest I’ve ever been 🤍🌌✨ taken in Huntington Bank Pavilion by @beeiscute

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4 years ago

I said goodbye to my sweet, precious Oscar on New Year’s Eve. He developed an aggressive mass in his abdomen that quickly spread. His health took a sharp decline. His last months were spent in someone’s constant care whether it was with me, my parents or Dustin. He always had someone by his side. Everyone absolutely loved Oscar. He was your best friend instantly. He was so gentle and kind. He loved everyone. I am still adjusting to life at home by myself, but have been kept upright by my loved ones. My heart is still in pieces. I miss my boy so much. ❤️ by @beeiscute

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everything to me 🤍🖤 taken in Las Vegas, Nevada by @beeiscute

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Checking in to say life is precisely how I want it to be. 💖 taken in Las Vegas, Nevada by @beeiscute

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Because the g-up is quite literally astonishing. by @beeiscute

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5 years ago

Currently enjoying my physique like crazy. No more body dysmorphia plaguing me every day. Will I ever compete again? Eh...knowing the inevitable suffering of prep and what it does to my mental health? Likely not. I am protecting my energy, and happiness as much as I possibly can.

This social media break has been really amazing. The more I disconnect the better I feel. I've always been a relatively private person; be happy in private, grieve in private, love in private, etc.

Dustin and I are still happy, I still work out early every day. I left Farrell's a while ago for personal reasons, and have found so much happiness in my current routine. Oscar gets to come to work with me every day. I am so thankful for this. The first day he was on his own after Milee passed I learned he has very severe separation anxiety. I have a dog camera and tuned into him crying, and howling like I've never heard before. I was in tears. Since then I pack him each morning, and we go to work together. Everyone at the office just loves him.

Other than that, life is quiet, and calm, as I prefer. Maybe see you again soon. by @beeiscute

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When my realtor asked why I wanted to sell my condo in St. Paul my reply was "I want a better life for my dogs." So I sold my condo in St. Paul, and bought a new one in Minnetonka...all for Oscar and Milee. They deserve the best of everything I am capable of giving. We said goodbye to Milee 3 weeks ago. She passed away of chronic heart failure. Life has changed completely. It is so different. Oscar and I still find ourselves to be a bit lost. We've been grieving with our close people and have been loved and supported so much.

My heart hurts every day. Milee gave our lives so much love. Oscar and I make a great duo, and not a day passes that we don't talk to Milee, and tell her how much we miss and love her. by @beeiscute

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