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寒假的时候一个人偷偷去了三个城市旅游，苏州就是其中之一。在苏州的金鸡湖旁，我看了我觉得目前为止我看过的最美的落日，真的觉得好美好😭
我在苏州认识了一个姐姐，我们在一起玩了一天。算是搭子吧，这是我第一次尝试在旅游的时候找搭子。我一开始还有点紧张，因为怕如果她是不好的人，会让我的旅途很糟糕。但完全不是！她特别美🤤她来自山东，我感觉她有那种北方人豪爽的气质，和她交流的时候很畅快。现在想想，那个傍晚好美好😭抬眼是温柔的落日，耳边是周围的人们开心的交谈和慢慢拍打的波浪声。那时候真的觉得我好幸福😭😭😭即使我和这个姐姐的聊天都是些漫无目的随便交谈，但我觉得我特别开心，我特别喜欢这种交流。我们不知道对方的过往，也不会参与对方的将来，我们只是在此刻短暂地相遇。我在晚上很认真地和她说“我真的特别开心能够遇见你，明天我们就要分别了，我好伤心💔”她哈哈大笑，说“哥们别这么肉麻了”，然后她转移了话题。我以为她也许不会感到伤心，但是即使她熬夜到很晚，第二天早上还是早起和我告别。看到她红红的眼眶，听到她告别时满满的不舍，甚至带着哭腔的告别，我知道她那天晚上并不是不在意，是她很在意，怕提起来会伤心才会转移话题。在我走后，她看了我告别时给她写的信，她给我发的语音让我特别感动，她带着哭腔说“小妹儿~”😭😭听了后我感觉心里暖暖的，很想哭😭那时候我正拖着行李箱走在去地铁站的路上，我在赶往下一个目的地。
她说“再相见很难，祝你我一帆风顺。”确实，虽然我们交换了联系方式，但旅途结束后我们默契地没再多联系。离别时我们说下次再见，其实我们都清楚很难再有机会见面了。但这有什么关系呢?这样就足够了。
“人来人往，
旅途中相遇的朋友就像青旅的住客。
今天我们见面明天说不定，
真正的道别从来没有仪式。
不必感到空落，
朋友我们平行在人间。”
☺️感谢这些美好的瞬间，让我在暗淡无聊的日常中，可以有些亮光让我觉得，我的人生不至于是太糟糕的。期待下一次出发。
（其实这是2025.1.16发生的事情，我这么晚才记录是我很懒🤣🤣🤣） by @beiqiu_1110

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2 years ago

又想起了我在越南旅游的时候遇到的人们
大部分人甚至算不上我的朋友加上联系方式的几个算得上朋友的人们也和我联系不太多
但我还是想念着他们我翻着相册的视频又想笑又想哭，像个傻子一样
在河内一群越南女生围着我只为了让我顺利点单，还有通过翻译器和我聊天的刚高中毕业准备上大学的男生，还是忘不了他可爱又羞涩的微笑。在旅馆认识了两个来自南非的姐姐，完全看不出来她们三十岁了。她们对我超级好，我忘不了Mimi笑着和我说，“you are so beautiful just the way you are”
我也忘不了那个剃着光头一个人背着背包旅游亚洲的英国女孩Chloe，她真的很酷。很开心我们现在依然保持着联系。我想起那些和她相处的画面，心里就暖乎乎的：她送给我她的“幸运石”，她说希望保佑我旅途平安。她和我一起坐超级折磨人的sleepingbus去岘港，即使坐车很难受但看到她在身旁我就觉得很安心，遇到什么困难我都不怕了。我们一起在美溪沙滩无所事事了一天，我印象最深刻的是她给我展示她的“女巫物品”，还有她听到我说我喜欢摄影，把她那个闲置的照相机送给了我。我想到她看着我总是充满爱的眼睛，我记得我问她“我觉得每次看到你看我的眼神，我都觉得你爱我”她很肯定的说“是的！我爱你啊！”哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
还有在我觉得我的旅途不会发生什么新鲜事，不会遇到有趣的人的时候，我在会安认识了一个来自澳大利亚的Teagan。她唱歌很好听~还有她还会拳击，她说她要帮我打跑所有欺负我的人。我记得有一天我们在咖啡店待了一下午，聊了很多很多。我记得我在和她诉说我的伤痛后，我是笑着讲的因为我觉得那些都过去了，但是看到她红了的眼眶，不知道怎的我的眼泪也控制不住。但我知道那些不是悲伤的眼泪。我第一次感受到了被人“看见了”她一直在说我很棒😭我们俩都坚信我们一定会再见面的😭
还有来自苏格兰但在中国深圳工作的Sam，她35岁了还像少女一样可爱，这让我减少了对年龄增长的恐惧。还有来自纽约的无性别朋友Talia，我和Talia的交流并不多，（用他们这个人称是Talia说更偏好这个人称代词）但我很难忘记他们认真和我介绍关于他们发现他们是无性别的时候坚定的眼神，他们和我说在发现他们是无性别后感觉活得轻松多了。我们三个人在会安的一个小酒馆一起庆祝了Sam的35岁生日。想起我们在酒馆跳舞，半夜在老旧的道路边走边唱歌，然后一起放肆地大笑。想到这一切，我就有点想哭了。看到28岁的Teagan了还有35岁的Sam，我发现好像年龄增长并不可怕，我很希望我到了35岁还能像Sam一样活泼，我记得我和他们说，你们是老版本的我。我是真心希望未来我能活得像他们一样潇洒。
还有ki，一个摩托车司机，我们的相遇过程太神奇了哈哈哈主要还是因为我有时候勇气过多了。一切故事的起因是因为我觉得他很可爱哈哈哈。虽然我们现在不联系了，但想起那天我们坐在一个沙滩边一起用翻译器交流分享自己的生活还有我们国家的差异的画面，我还是觉得好难忘好美好。那天的黄昏可以说算是我见过的最好看的日落。耳边是慢慢拍打着的海浪声，往前看是超级美的日落，旁边坐着一个很真诚很朴实的当地的人，我想这绝对是我目前人生中绝无仅有的旅游体验。
想起来所有的所有回过神来看到我平淡乏味的日常生活感觉那些美好回忆像梦一样
好想念大家
我觉得旅游的最大意义是在旅途中遇到的美好的人们，我好想一直在路上，我已经忘了我在旅途中多么活泼了。不过旧地重游的话也很难复刻所有的美好情绪了，人们来来去去，美好的人总在路上。我其实总为我抓不住美好的一切而感到沮丧，但后来我发现，一切顺其自然，也只能顺其自然。我其实抓不住任何东西和任何人。😭
好想快点再次开始我的背包旅行，啊啊啊啊啊啊谁偷走了我环游世界的幸福生活😭😭😭😭还给我😭😭还给我😭😭😭😭😭我一直在哭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

不过我现在很开心呀，因为国庆假期来了嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿我现在已经躺在我的床上了嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿，所有人，不许羡慕我☺️😚😚😚 by @beiqiu_1110

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a year ago

非常兴奋的一晚上，感谢的音乐！！！！！我没有想到现场会如此的疯狂哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，我疯狂地跟着音乐跳了一晚上，好激动！！！我一直在尖叫哈哈哈我现在的嗓子都哑了。来的观众不多，这在我的意料之中，很多人不太了解俄罗斯音乐，特别是摇滚乐。这让我非常伤心，俄罗斯摇滚乐非常的优秀和不可思议！！！来之前我还很担心氛围不好，但音乐一响起，我看着主唱和鼓手笑眯眯地对着我们笑，我看向周围，大家也是笑眯眯的沉浸在音乐中。。看到这些我觉得好幸福🥰主唱全程都是笑眯眯的，笑死，他是我看过的最爱笑的俄罗斯人哈哈哈哈。我也一晚上都在笑，因为我觉得太幸福了😭乐队的每个人都很可爱，我能感受到他们每个人都很热爱音乐，是真的在用心去演奏音乐，而且刚好现场的观众也都是热爱音乐的人🥹这是属于音乐的一场狂欢🥹好幸福😭这个世界不能没有摇滚乐😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
演出的氛围特别特别好，似乎所有疯狂的人都聚集在那里了，大家非常兴奋哈哈哈。虽然人不多，但是每个人都是非常非常喜欢和沉浸于音乐中。我一直在很兴奋地跳，到演出结束我感觉我的腿软了，累死了哈哈哈哈。
最开心的是🥹🥹🥹🥹我拿到了两个拨片，太不可思议了！！！人生第一次🥹我在第一排指着拨片对主唱说，“能不能把这个给我”，他看着我微笑，然后双手拿着拨片递给我😭真的很感动😭😭我一定会好好珍藏它们🥹谢谢你@nebagrov 🥰😭😭我期待这场演出期待了很久😭😭😭😭没有让我失望😭😭😭😭😭这个乐队太棒了！！！！我还觉得很美好的是，我看到乐队成员在台上表演，我觉得每个人都闪闪发光，看到在自己擅长的领域发光的人，我都会为他们感到非常开心。真好🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰很开心我给他们写了信表达了我对他们的喜欢，哈哈哈虽然我是突然想写，找了很久才找到一个很旧很小的信封，但我想他们肯定能感受到我对他们的支持的🥹真好啊！！！！
再一次真切地感受到，音乐没有国界，有一首歌我明明根本听不懂它是什么意思，但是我感动得有点想哭，明明节奏也如此轻快，但是就是让我感觉到有点悲伤。太神奇了😭😭😭音乐把我们连接在一起，音乐让我们一起度过一个疯狂的夜晚😭太幸福了😭😭😭
我一定要去俄罗斯！！！我又要开始爱这个世界了！！！好幸福😭@delapovazhnee 求你们下次再来中国啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！无论在哪里，我都会想尽办法去😭😭希望我们的下次见面快点到来！！！！谢谢你们来到中国！😭希望快点有更多人发现你们，你们值得😭😭😭
@gibsn
@homesick94
@nebagrov
@alexander__zh

我靠现在是凌晨4:06，我激动得睡不着了😳😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😪

#delapovazhnee by @beiqiu_1110

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a year ago

Last Saturday night was the third time I saw the band Seabed Time Machine 🥰 I think the song in the first and second video was the best of the whole show. After the rearrangement it felt more powerful and even more tear jerking 😭😭😭

The name of that song is "The Brave Me."

Listening to this song reminded me of the first time I traveled abroad alone. One evening I was sitting on My Khe Beach in Vietnam, and it was almost dark. I softly sang this song toward the crashing waves.

A year later, hearing this song live, I couldn't help but space out. Many images flashed through my mind. Over the past year, I stepped out of my comfort zone to go to Vietnam and Russia, to explore bravely, and to connect bravely with foreign friends. But now I have lost touch with the vast majority of them.

Magnificent and wonderful times always come to an end eventually. My quiet life now makes those beautiful times feel like a dream.

What is different from the me of a year ago is that I feel I no longer want to prove my bravery by going to faraway foreign lands. I have become disenchanted with the beautiful distant places shown in short videos. But I still feel that I do not regret doing those things. I do not regret choosing to explore bravely when no one supported me.

I still look forward to the next departure, but I have also finally realized that distant places are not salvation. Plain and dull daily life is the normal state of life.Now I feel that people who can live each day peacefully in an ordinary life are also especially brave.🥰❤️ by @beiqiu_1110

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7 days ago

🐕The passage of time has become tangible in the little cutie. A month has passed, and he has gone from a tiny baby to a little boy. For some reason, the innocence in his eyes is still just the same. 😄

My sister says his daily routine is eating, sleeping, chewing on toys, and then sleeping again. 😄Even when no one is home, he still sleeps next to his little bowl. 😆Is he hoping food will magically appear in it?🤔

I have never actually seen him in person. I've only been watching photos to accompany him as he grows, which is truly a wondrous experience.🥰 by @beiqiu_1110

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20 days ago

My little nephew! 🐕❤️
My sister recently got a native Chinese rural dog!
It’s so adorable 😍😍😍😍 He’s absolutely obsessed with slippers 🤣🤣🤣🤣 by @beiqiu_1110

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2 months ago

taken in 中国广西柳州市 by @beiqiu_1110

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2 months ago

The sunset from the other side of the world yesterday. Share them with you!❤️
Actually, there was an abandoned lot right in front of where I stood 😆 I stared at the sunset seriously for over ten minutes until it got dark... Well, to be precise, I left when it was about to get dark because I just couldn't stand being bitten by mosquitoes all the time. It was really beautiful because the whole sky looked like an oil painting. by @beiqiu_1110

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4 months ago

A picture I snuck out to take during class a few months ago. I think this one should be titled "I thought I captured something profound, but it probably has zero artistic vibe"🙂👻
Ahhhh! Just when I needed to study hard for my exam, my phone suddenly became super fun to use …I can open 800 apps in a minute... Damn it... by @beiqiu_1110

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4 months ago

Yesterday, while waiting for the bus under the overpass and staring up at the clouds, I suddenly remembered this photo that I almost forgot about.

I remember it was also a hot summer day when I was in high school. On my way to school, I turned around and saw this view that totally captivated me, so I grabbed my CCD camera and captured the moment. That camera was sold after I graduated from high school. Now I have a phone that can take higher-quality photos, but I don't think I could ever capture something with the same atmosphere again.

I've always wanted to buy a camera, but I don't have the money. Maybe when I graduate and start working, I'll have enough. But when you really want something and can't get it, even if you get it later, it might not feel the same. It's only been a year, but I can already tell my passion for photography has faded. I still grab my phone to take pictures of beautiful scenery when I see it, but I've lost that ability to find beauty in everything like I used to.

Life just keeps going the same way, and I can't figure out why things changed.

The temperature here has been above 30 degrees Celsius lately. At first it was all the heavy rain, and then it turned into intense UV radiation. Walking on the streets every day feels like being surrounded by heatwaves - I can barely breathe. Every day is like being in a sauna. Seeing the weather forecast showing more rain and high temperatures next week, I just want to die.

It's so hot I really want to blow up the planet. by @beiqiu_1110

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5 months ago

In January this year, I finally made it to Moscow and St. Petersburg, places I had dreamed of visiting. In Moscow, I became friends with several musicians, and we still keep in touch now. 🥰 Looking back now, that time feels like a dream—I get so emotional about it. During the trip, I felt like I was shining. In St. Petersburg, at the Gulf of Finland, I watched such a beautiful sunset that I almost cried. I thought, "As long as I want, I can go anywhere in the world." But now that I'm back, I lost that confidence.I feel trapped by life.🤕
How mysterious fate is—I'm truly grateful to have met those Russian friends. They are so talented, warm-hearted, and wonderful.🥹They make me feel like the world is a beautiful place, because they're in it.🥹 Because of them, I'm willing to believe this world isn't that bad.🥺😭I'm also grateful to my past self for stubbornly and resolutely setting off on that journey. And for the first time, I experienced minus twenty degrees Celsius.🥶
I just can't put into words how this trip affected me... I love Russia! I love my Russian friends!!
#russia #travel by @beiqiu_1110

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6 months ago

The evening sky is a palette of spilled colors✨From 🇨🇳🇷🇺🇻🇳
#sunset #photography by @beiqiu_1110

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6 months ago