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Hi little brother.

I remember you were the first person I talked to on the phone. G & I were sitting on Elsie’s porch. After that, admittedly, I was just a stranger to you. I didn’t do a good job being an older sister to you and should have tried harder. It almost felt like I’m not allowed to grieve your loss because I should have done better. 

Meanwhile, you held the family down in every way. You grew up too quickly a became the protector of so many.

& now everyone is broken without you. Everyone. All the kids miss you so much. I promise, wherever I am, I’ll always do everything in my power to make sure they’re okay.

Right after your transition, I didn’t know how to show up for your brother. He is hurting in a way I can’t pretend to understand. I was searching through movies, and an animated movie popped up. Migration. It came out in 2023 and I had never heard of it. After watching, it’s undeniable that energy can never be destroyed.

The movie was about a macaw trying to make it back home. A macaw who was the protector. A macaw named Delroy. He was trying to make it back home. Home to Jamaica. Back home to Delores.

Delores, our family’s matriarch. Miss Delly & Delly back together flying high through the trees. In absolute paradise.

Fly high little brother,
Fly high.

Please keep our family in your prayers 🙏🏾💕 by @bhestatti
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a month ago
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“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.”

WAKE UP. This has always been Ameri k k k a - it is time we realize it’s all connected. It’s us versus the system. by @bhestatti
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8 months ago
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Happy New Year, friends ❤️✨

To more laughs, love, & life 🥂 by @bhestatti
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9 months ago
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Eye candy 😏😍

#appreciationpost💕 

(( Ps having way too much fun w.  #capcutedit )) by @bhestatti
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a year ago
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Happy Diwali 🎇 

#shaisquad 🎀 by @bhestatti
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a year ago
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Hey little twin -

The big 3. Holy wow !

The love you have filled us with has been immeasurable. You have healed us all in ways we didn’t even know. Because you are just light, Shai. You’re every positive vibration.

Any time I feel anything good, I know it’s Shai-nergy.
You are every brightest light in the entire Shai-verse.

Ok, ok. I’ll stop. You get it — you are our whole world. Thank you so much for choosing us.

I love you so much, Shai Shai. Sooo, so much. 

I’ve got sunshine on a cloudy day
When it’s cold outside, I’ve got the month of May
I guess you’ll say
What can make me feel this way?

SHAI GIRL 💝 

#shaisquad by @bhestatti
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a year ago
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Donate, share , repost ♥️ by @bhestatti
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2 years ago
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My two year old 💝 

The bestest part of all of us.

I love you. Happy Birthday my baby.

Thank you endlessly for choosing us. by @bhestatti
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2 years ago
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Please donate and follow @adam2017289 🙏🏾🇵🇸🍉 by @bhestatti
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3 years ago
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Just in case you didn’t see these, @beyonce ! 

& for the hive that blindly supports their queen, you are just as complicit in the g3nocide of over 15,000 G@z@ns in just 50 days. 

A child has been unalived every 10 minutes. 

And this woman, the world’s idol, just finished a sold out world tour without saying one word. Well now you have spoken loud and and clear. Your decision to screen your movie in israhell is not surprising for many of us. To the fans that hype her up and don’t hold their idols accountable, this reflects on you. When our future generations ask where you were in all this, I hope you can say with pride you were funding it, by choice. Because you CANNOT say you didn’t know. I don’t accept that.
 
& since it is SO difficult for you to say. END THE 0CCUPATI0N. Fr0m the r!v3r t0 th3 s3a! by @bhestatti
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3 years ago
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My best role is being your Maushee ♥️ I love you Shai Shai. by @bhestatti
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3 years ago
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SHAKTI.

You give your Mausi strength every single day.

The strength to wake up and get out of bed. 

The strength to pull through those dark moments when grief feels unbearable.

You give me the strength to want to live each moment and not survive it.

When you were  delivered, I will always remember the walk over to finally see your face. It was 5 steps away but It felt so long like I couldn’t get there fast enough! 

Finally being able to see you was, a feeling that I cannot put into words no matter how much I tried. Your perfect little button nose. That little pout. Your big feet like Mausi, and that amazing head of hair (also like Mausi)

That day a new version of all of us were born. The best version.

You are the definition of perfection. You are everything good and beautiful in this world. 

Your smile creates galaxies. And you create our entire universe.

And of course, some shairi for my Shaira.

“Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes. Because for those who love with heart and soul there is no such thing as separation.” - Rumi

We love you with our entire heart. Our entire soul. You will never be separate from us, ever.

Love you forever and ever Shai Shai. Happy 1st Birthday my sweet baby. ♥️ by @bhestatti
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3 years ago
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