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Shay'e Jordan Jayson

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We are human… but we are here to set boundaries. If you have ever put something or someone before yourself and God you have already failed. We are human but we are also PEOPLE… man will always fail us! one year ago I was broken, I was destroyed… mentally and physically drained…I let go of myself. I let go of my health. I let go of my emotions. And I really let go of my boys! HOW….???! Just lost… trying to please everyone around me when everyone around me was a distraction. Not to get me focused yet I had to get focused. I had to get deep down in my Bible to find out my WHY… my PURPOSE… and I did it bec no matter how dark it got, how disgusting I felt, even sad for those same pple heart. WE HAVE TO ALL LEAVE HERE ONE DAY, and baby God don’t play about me!!! I did it all…. I shut down but I KEPT GOING!!! I cried. But I KEPT GOING… I lost over 90 pounds but I KEPT GOING… I lost all my hair… BUT I KEPT GOING… the day my kids and I was forced OUT… was the day God delivered me and HEALED ME… sometimes the things you want in life is not to feed our soul. It’s not to feed our warfare… it’s simply to distract of from Gods glory…. sometimes the people you want as part of your story are only meant to be a chapter. It may get DARK.. but the sun has to shine ONE DAY… let today be your day bec since…. EVERYDAY HAS BEEN MINE…!!!! That BAD had to happen, or I wouldn’t be here today!!!! LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH MAKING YOURSELF HAPPY WHILE GODs GRACE AND MERCY POUR OVER YOU!!! Obedience attract BLESSINGS BABES… LAST YEAR GOD MADE ME STRONG. THIS YEAR HE SPUNT THE BLOCK AGAIN AND MADE ME THE BIGGEST AND HAPPIEST PERSON I FEEL IN THE WORLD. I LOVE YALL SO DONT LET HATE AFFECT YOUR HEART💜🙌🏼 by @blundiebeah

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2 years ago

DEAR LIF3
September 15, 2026
LAD

SHE LOOKS GOOD ON ME. 💜

There comes a point in life where you stop trying to become who everybody else needs you to be, and you finally become who God called you to be.
I’m not chasing. I’m not forcing. I’m not proving. I’m not explaining. I’m just living. Living softer.
Loving deeper. Moving wiser. Protecting my peace. Choosing God. Choosing purpose. Choosing ME. And there’s something beautiful about finally being comfortable in your own skin.
I don’t need every door to open. I don’t need every person to stay. I don’t need everyone to understand me.
What God has for me will recognize me. This season isn’t about becoming somebody new.
It’s about becoming more of who I already was underneath everything that tried to cover me.
I’m confident. I’m intentional. I’m peaceful. I’m still learning. I’m still growing.
And baby…
she looks GOOD on me.
Dear LIF3,
I’m not waiting for life to begin. I’m living it.

💜 Less of me. More of God.
💜 Chosen, not a placeholder.
💜 Living after dying.

#DearLIF3 #LivingAfterDying #ChosenNotAPlaceholder #LessOfMeMoreOfGod #GodFirst NewSeason BecomingHer PeaceLooksGoodOnMe Purpose Faith Confidence KeepGoing GodsTiming WalkingInPurpose SheLooksGoodOnMe by @blundiebeah

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DEAR LIF3
LAD
JUNE 29, 2026

“ THE PACE THAT SAVED ME”

I used to think progress meant moving faster.
Faster healing. Faster success. Faster answers. Faster breakthroughs.
I thought if life slowed down, it meant I was falling behind. But God had a different plan.
He slowed me down just enough to realize I wasn’t missing life… I was missing Him. When everything around me stopped moving at the speed I wanted, I finally noticed the blessings I had been rushing past. The prayers He had already answered. The doors He had already opened. The peace He had already provided.
I was so focused on what I didn’t have that I overlooked the goodness I was already standing in. Sometimes we ask God to speed things up, while He’s asking us to slow our souls down.
Because gratitude grows where hurry dies.
The slowing wasn’t punishment. It was protection. It wasn’t God delaying my purpose. It was God deepening my perspective.
He knew if I kept running, I’d mistake His gifts for ordinary moments. I’d keep chasing the next blessing without celebrating the ones already in my hands. The slower I became, the louder His faithfulness spoke. I started seeing His fingerprints in ordinary days. Morning sunrises. Unexpected peace. A phone call at the right time. Strength I didn’t know I had. Mercy that met me every single morning. None of those things were new. I was just finally moving slow enough to notice them. Maybe God isn’t asking you to do more. Maybe He’s inviting you to see more. Because when you truly recognize how good God already is, you stop living from a place of lack and start living from a place of worship. Slow seasons often become the sacred places where our eyes finally catch up to what our hearts have needed all along.
Sometimes God’s greatest blessing isn’t giving us more… It’s slowing us down long enough to see that He has been enough all along.
KEEP GOING
#GodsTiming #FaithJourney #ChristianPodcast #TrustGod #GodIsGood SlowDown HealingJourney Gratitude JesusChangesEverything Purpose FaithOverFear KingdomMindset ChristianEncouragement MercyEveryMorning DearLife by @blundiebeah

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4 months ago

Dear lif3
LAD
JUNE 19, 2026
Dedicated to my Britt Britt

“It Takes a Village”

We haven’t seen each other in a while, but some connections don’t need constant conversations to remain meaningful. Life has taken us down roads neither of us would have chosen. We’ve both known loss. We’ve both faced health battles. We’ve both had moments where we wondered how much more we could carry.
Yet here we are. Still standing. Still fighting. Still smiling.
Seeing you on yesterday reminded me that strength doesn’t always look loud. Sometimes strength is simply showing up after everything you’ve been through. Sometimes it’s choosing to keep going when life has given you every reason to quit.
People say it takes a village to raise a child, but I’ve learned it takes a village to carry an adult through grief, heartbreak, sickness, and seasons that feel impossible. We all need reminders that we’re not meant to do this life alone. So this is for you, my classmate and friend, bec today you fell in my heart.
Britt Keep going.
The people we’ve lost would want us to keep living. The battles we’ve fought have not been for nothing. Our scars tell stories of survival, not defeat. And if life gets heavy again, remember, you don’t have to carry it all by yourself.
Sometimes the village shows up years later, in a parking lot, in a simple conversation, in a smile that says, “I know what you’ve been through, and I’m proud of you for making it this far.”

Keep going. Your story isn’t over yet. @bratti_bxx89

#ItTakesAVillage #KeepGoing #StrengthInTheStruggle #HealingJourney #Survivor GriefAndGrace FaithOverFear OneDayAtATime StillStanding DearLife by @blundiebeah

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4 months ago

DEAR LIF3… delayed but not denied by @blundiebeah

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4 months ago

DEAR LIF3,
LAD
June 14, 2026

“I Became the Light at the End of My Own Tunnel”

There was a time when I thought the darkness would win. Not because I wasn’t strong, but because I was tired. Tired of carrying things nobody could see. Tired of fighting battles nobody knew I was fighting. Tired of surviving seasons that seemed to have no ending.
But somewhere along the way, I realized something…
The tunnel wasn’t built to keep me trapped.
It was built to show me how powerful my light really was. Every betrayal taught me discernment. Every setback taught me resilience. Every tear watered a version of me that was waiting to grow. This is a woman who had to pull herself out of places that almost buried her. The faith it took to keep walking when there was no evidence that things would get better. But I kept going. That’s why I tell everyone today to KEEP GOING. I become the proof that God can take a broken story and turn it into a testimony. That smile and glow you see now, I’m not pregnant just understand that smile traveled through darkness to get here. I didn’t find the light. I became it.

— Dear LIF3

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” John 1:5

#DearLIF3 #LivingAfterDying #KeepGoing #HealingJourney #FaithOverFear GodsPlan SurvivorStory LightInTheDarkness ChosenNotLucky UnbreakableFaith GrowthSeason Testimony PurposeDriven HealingLooksGoodOnMe by @blundiebeah

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4 months ago

DEAR LIF3
May 27, 2026
LAD “I Smiled Through What Should’ve Broken Me”

Pretty wasn’t even the strongest thing about me.
People see the smile. The hair. The shape. The confidence. The way I walk into rooms like I belong there. But they don’t see the nights I had to rebuild myself in silence. They don’t see the version of me that cried herself to sleep…
questioned her worth…survived things that should’ve broke her spirit.
What makes me beautiful now isn’t the outside.
It’s the fact that I stayed soft after life tried to harden me. It’s the fact that I can still laugh after pain. Still love after betrayal. Still shine after surviving dark seasons.
This smile? it cost me healing. This confidence?
It came from surviving myself. And that’s why I wear it proudly now. Not because I think I’m better than anybody…but because I finally realized God never created me to shrink for people who were uncomfortable with my light.
I’m not hard to love.
I’m just hard to destroy.

— Dear LIF3 🤍

#DearLIF3 #LivingAfterDying #HealingLooksGoodOnMe #GodsPlan SoftAndStrong KeepGoing ChosenNotLucky PrettyWithPurpose HealingJourney ConfidenceInGod Unbreakable BlackGirlsHealing PodcastVibes SelfWorth FaithWalk by @blundiebeah

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5 months ago

DEAR LIF3
Lad
MAY 21, 2026

Chosen, Not Lucky

Dear LIF3…
…Because somewhere along the way people started labeling my survival as luck.
They look at me now, how I carry myself, how I move, how I’ve been rebuilt, and they say, “you’re lucky.”
But they don’t hear what I hear in that word.
Because when I hear “lucky”…I hear them erasing every tear I cried in private. Every night I questioned God but still chose to trust Him anyway. Every moment I had to pick myself up with shaking hands and keep going…not because I felt strong, but because I didn’t have another option.
To me luck feels random. Luck feels accidental.
But this life I’m living now? This version of me? This peace I fought to hold onto?
This was intentional. This was God saying…
“Even when you don’t understand it… I chose you to endure it.”
And let me be honest, being chosen doesn’t feel how people think it does. Being chosen will isolate you. It will have you outgrowing people you prayed would stay. It will place you in rooms where you shine, but still feel misunderstood.
Because your strength will intimidate people
who didn’t survive what you survived. And instead of honoring your growth, they’ll try to water it down to something simple….like luck.
But what they don’t see is, being chosen comes with a cost. It costs you comfort. It costs you old versions of yourself. It costs you attachments that felt like home, but were never part of your destiny. Being chosen means you had to walk away without closure. You had to heal without apologies. Being chosen means you had to rebuild without support. And still I didn’t fold. I didn’t let bitterness take over. I didn’t let pain define me. Instead I let God reshape me. And thats not luck. That’s alignment. That’s refinement. That’s purpose pressing you into position. God will remove what can’t go where you’re going, even if it hurts to release it. I didn’t survive by accident, I was selected for this. Being chosen doesn’t mean it’s easy, it means it’s worth it. SOOOO, Keep going. PLEASE
THERE IS ALWAYS LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL… follow your light !

#DearLIF3 #ChosenNotLucky #Podcas by @blundiebeah

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5 months ago

DearLIF3😎LAD💃ONLY GOD🙌🏼🦋 by @blundiebeah

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6 months ago

THANK YOU LORD…. #Dearlif3 WORKOUT BEFORE night-shift-fit mom-boy mom-forgot my workout shoes - 5.2 miles in steel toed boots ….. THANK YOU LORD 🦋holistic healing😎💃 by @blundiebeah

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6 months ago

DEAR LIF3
Lad
April 8, 2026

“What Comes Around… Comes to Reveal”
WARRIOR

Dear LIF3,
Hmmm life has a way of spinning the block…Not to punish you, but to show you how much you’ve grown. Because what used to break you,
doesn’t even shake you anymore. And that’s the thing about full circles, they don’t come back the same. You don’t come back the same.
The places you cried in, you now walk through with peace. The people you once begged to stay, you now release without explanation.
The version of you that once settled,
now stands firm in standards you used to be afraid to set. Life will revisit old roads… but this time, you’re not lost…you’re led.
Full circle isn’t about repeating pain,
it’s about revealing healing.
It’s God letting you see:
“You survived that…and you’re not her anymore.”
So when life circles back, don’t fear it.
Face it. Because now you get to respond with wisdom instead of wounds, with boundaries instead of begging, with peace instead of pressure.
Everything really does come back around…
but this time…
so does your power.
SO KEEP GOING. Please Keep going.
Because even your endings
know how to find their way back
just to remind you
who you became.
“See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?”
Isaiah 43:19

#DearLIF3 #FullCircleMoments#istillforgiveyou #GrowthSeason #HealingJourney KeepGoing GodsTiming ElevationSeason PeaceOverEverything BeYOUnique LivingAfterDying by @blundiebeah

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6 months ago

March 24, 2026
LAD
DEAR LIF3

“Freedom Looks Good On Me”

Dear LIF3…

Freedom didn’t come the way I thought it would. It didn’t knock politely… It didn’t ask permission…It came after breakdowns, after silence, after nights I had to hold myself together when nobody else knew I was falling apart. Freedom found me when I stopped begging for things that were never meant to stay. When I stopped shrinking to make others comfortable. When I realized… peace is more valuable than being understood. I used to think freedom meant having everything.
But now I know… Freedom is not needing what once broke you. It’s waking up and not carrying yesterday in your chest. It’s no longer explaining yourself to people committed to misunderstanding you. It’s choosing YOU… without guilt, without apology.
I’m free from the versions of me that tolerated less than I deserved. Free from the weight of proving my worth. Free from the pain that once had a permanent address in my spirit.
And the crazy part is…
Nothing around me had to change for me to feel this. I changed. That glow you see, GOD😎
God started cutting chains I didn’t even know I was still wearing. And now I walk different… I speak different…and I love different…
Because I’m no longer operating from survival…
I’m finally living. So if you see me glowing…
It’s not luck.
It’s release.
It’s healing.
It’s choosing peace over attachment every single time.

And baby…
Freedom looks so good on me. THIS IS FREE💕💃

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free…” Galatians 5:1

#DearLIF3 #LivingAfterDying #FreedomSeason #HealedNotHardened #PeaceOverEverything GrowthLooksGood ChosenNotChasing GodDidIt KeepGoing by @blundiebeah

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7 months ago