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indy '26 by @ceecide

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a month ago

thanks for all the support with the music and more than that. 2026 we're being impulsive af. have like 30 songs lined up rn by @ceecide

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7 months ago

I had forgotten what it was like to feel human. I had forgotten it was even a possibility to feel anything at all.This week has reminded me of it all. It reminded me how real and tangible it is, and also how far out of my grasp it remains.I don't want to forget what this feels like again. I don't want to go back. I don't want to go back.I don't want this to end, but I know everything does, I know I can't hold on. And, just like San Francisco, I know I will always think about it, I will ache for it once again, but I cannot hold on to it forever. I can no longer live in the past, I have to remember that the future is full of all of those feelings and an infinite amount more.I found myself wishing I could live in the warmth of those moments, but nothing lasts forever, so I would get ready for the next day, ready to feel it again, ready to feel something new. Next year I am remembering what it feels like to be human every day.To 26 & '26 🥂🎂 by @ceecide

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7 months ago

yearly september obsession + poemwhen i was a child i sometimes woke up while everyone else was asleepi'd shuffle round the house while tvs flickered on the blank faces of family membersi was not part of their world, i was an outsider, it was an indescribable loneliness.a large bulk of my childhood memories exist solely as that same feeling.i couldn't sleep alone in a room for many years.last night i had that same feeling, as though i am out of sync with everyone elsei am not part of this world, i am an outsider, an indescribable loneliness.last night the black hole in my chest was not constructed of sadness or heartbreakbut instead it took the shape of a child balled up, one who is no longer part of this world. by @ceecide

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10 months ago

spent the last 6 months practicing taoism, meditating, learning to let go. new music out on sept 10. thank you <3 by @ceecide

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a year ago

dec 25 2019, a lifetime ago by @ceecide

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2 years ago

i dreamt of you wearing a beautiful sleeveless dress in my childhood home, silver jewelry around your next draping across your collarbones. i havent been in that house for fifteen years now. i thought you would hate me, perhaps you did, you asked but only a few words. i couldnt make myself look at you for much longer than a peek, i stumbled out an answer while staring off at the backyards looking at you only peripherally. you were surprised i was still here after fifteen years, you asked why i hadnt left yet. by @ceecide

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2 years ago

been looking so long at these pictures of you that i almost believe that they're real. september '21 by @ceecide

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2 years ago

Hoosier Dome, Indianapolis, 6/16. With @olivia.brwn, @ange1grr1, @rivvyrabbit and lumaline. Be there. by @ceecide

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a month ago

new song is out. a heart is just pain. olivia cover photo. my copy of re:chain of memories. first started this song in 2020 on a call with @________.ja.________ as a beat for him. visuals in touchdesigner. been missing my ps2 recently, might set it up again. what is the best ps2 game by @ceecide

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2 months ago

Hoosier Dome, June 16. With ange1grr1, lumaline, bunnytrax. Be there. by @ceecide

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2 months ago

INDY THIS IS MY FIRST TIME….…but luckily i have a loaded local lineup backing me up for this stop on my tour!!!!! 💖💖@olivia.brwn, @rivvyrabbit, @ceecide,and lumalineemusic yall don’t wanna miss this 💖make me feel welcome!!!! ALL AGES TOO!! tix online >:) bio by @ceecide

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3 months ago