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i am a little doomed lover, and i love dead roses.
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पयाम आए हैं उस यार-ए-बेवफ़ा के मुझे जिसे क़रार न आया कहीं भुला के मुझे जुदाइयाँ हों तो ऐसी कि उम्र भर न मिलें फ़रेब दो तो ज़रा सिलसिले बढ़ा के मुझे नशे से कम तो नहीं याद-ए-यार का आलम कि ले उड़ा है कोई दोश पर हवा के मुझे मैं ख़ुद को भूल चुका था मगर जहाँ वाले उदास छोड़ गए आईना दिखा के मुझे तुम्हारे बाम से अब कम नहीं है रिफ़अत-ए-दार जो देखना हो तो देखो नज़र उठा के मुझे खिंची हुई है मिरे आँसुओं में इक तस्वीर 'फ़राज़' देख रहा है वो मुस्कुरा के मुझे by @cheenii____
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8 days ago
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perhaps there's a way to live without feeling too much, or being too much; but what if we are supposed to feel too much. there's a possibility that all i believe in could be wrong, but there's also a possibility that what's considered 'a living' by most people is wrong. how could taking authority over your own mind, your own time, your own life be wrong? and if someone else tries to take authority over you and you try to resist; how could that resistance be wrong? maybe i think too much but what else do i do with my mind if not think? i should put my thoughts to some use and be productive? ahh!! not again!! 📸- @ruleofblur by @cheenii____
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18 days ago
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‘’Have you lost all hope? Have you ever looked at the sky when you woke up in the morning? At dawn, don’t you want to see the sun rise? The red and yellow of the sun at sunset, don’t you want to see that anymore? Have you seen the moon? Don’t you want to see the stars? The night of the full moon, don’t you want to see it again? You want to close your eyes? Don’t you ever want to drink water from a spring again? Or wash your face in that water? You want to refuse all that? You want to give it all up? You want to give up the taste of the cherries?’’ 📸- @ruleofblur by @cheenii____
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21 days ago
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baithe rahe tasawwur-e-jana kiye hue 🥀 by @cheenii____
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a month ago
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2 months ago
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palkon tale khwab koi meetha sa rehta hai ek tere hone ka dhokha sa rehta hai woh jo pehlu mein hai bhi aur nahin bhi bheed mein dil use dhundta sa rehta hai dil ki kadiyan usse judi bhi aur nahin bhi ek diya uski yaad ka jalta sa rehta hai iss gham se dil khush bhi hai aur nahin bhi ki uski hansi mein dard ka tukda sa rehta hai uss sitamgar se mujhe gila bhi hai aur nahin bhi uske baad ye gulshan ab ujdaa sa rehta hai by @cheenii____
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3 months ago
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i am my own muse 🥺 by @cheenii____
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3 months ago
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you're sitting on your balcony with mountains in front of you, a cigarette in your hand and your favourite ghazal playing in the background; and suddenly the world starts to seem like it was written by a heterosexual man again. only yesterday the world felt like a kinder place, a place where there was space for love; and today, you're stuck in the same chaos of a world where noone wants you again. you try and try and try to make some space for yourself, for a person like yourself who was born to love and only love. yet again, you find yourself caged in a world that was never meant for you. is it always going to feel like this? like i will never belong here? is it really the curse of being different, or being born different? you wait months for monsoon to arrive and when it's finally here, you don't stop to get drenched in rain? what have you become? you don't stare at the moon anymore? you don't go for flower hunting anymore? what have you become really? there's a zigzag path on the mountains that surround me that instantly takes me to Abbas Kiarostami's Koker world; i want to walk on that path and see what's there for me. i want to see what's there for me in the world. a place? a person? anyone? anywhere? where i finally feel belonged! the pieces of my own heart come to eat me at night; yet i love the night. at least it makes me feel. all i ever want is to feel and to love; and to feel; and to love. by @cheenii____
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3 months ago
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5 months ago
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woh jo hum mein tum mein qarar tha tumhein yaad ho ke na yaad ho wohi ya'ani waada nibaah ka tumhein yaad ho ke na yaad ho wo naye gile wo shikayatein wo maze maze ki hikayatein wo har ek baat pe ruthna tumhein yaad ho ke na yaad ho kabhi hum mein tum mein bhi chah thi kabhi hum se tum se bhi raah thi kabhi hum bhi tum bhi the aashna tumhein yaad ho ki na yaad ho by @cheenii____
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5 months ago
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न किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ न किसी के दिल का क़रार हूँ किसी काम में जो न आ सके मैं वो एक मुश्त-ए-ग़ुबार हूँ मिरा वक़्त मुझ से बिछड़ गया मिरा रंग-रूप बिगड़ गया जो ख़िज़ाँ से बाग़ उजड़ गया मैं उसी की फ़स्ल-ए-बहार हूँ पए फ़ातिहा कोई आए क्यूँ कोई चार फूल चढ़ाए क्यूँ कोई आ के शम' जलाए क्यूँ मैं वो बेकसी का मज़ार हूँ न मैं लाग हूँ न लगाव हूँ न सुहाग हूँ न सुभाव हूँ जो बिगड़ गया वो बनाव हूँ जो नहीं रहा वो सिंगार हूँ मैं नहीं हूँ नग़्मा-ए-जाँ-फ़ज़ा मुझे सुन के कोई करेगा क्या मैं बड़े बिरोग की हूँ सदा मैं बड़े दुखी की पुकार हूँ by @cheenii____
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7 months ago
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ek siyah chadar mein lipte hum dono tanhaiyon se muqabla karte hain kya haar jaate hain khud ko kya tumko jeeta karte hain barf pade inn jismon ke beech ik chingari si uthti hai dabe-dabe se armaan ashqon mein bikhra karte hain taqraati hain unki nighahein husn taqraane se pehle husn jo taqraaye to jheel se utharte hain tanhaiyan khaak ho jaati hain sirf hasratein reh jaati hain wo hasratein jo adhuri ho wo hasratein jo puri ho tum wo khayaal ho tum wo misaal ho by @cheenii____
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8 months ago
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