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#bali #balimodel #canggu #baliphotographer #summervibes #35mm #explorebali #baliphotography #kodak #bingin #ubud #uluwatu #cangguphotographer #magazine35mm #islandlife #islandescape taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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a year ago

“Self-care is often a very unbeautiful thing.

It is making a spreadsheet of your debt and enforcing a morning routine and cooking yourself healthy meals and no longer just running from your problems and calling the distraction a solution. It is often doing the ugliest thing that you have to do, like sweat through another workout or tell a toxic friend you don’t want to see them anymore or get a second job so you can have a savings account or figure out a way to accept yourself so that you’re not constantly exhausted from trying to be everything, all of the time.

True self-care is not just salt baths and chocolate cake, it is making the choice to build a life you don’t need to regularly escape from, and that sometimes means doing the ugliest thing you have to do.” by @chotsleep

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2 years ago

This is me.

I am the eye of the storm and my heart is a little broken.

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#analogfilm #kodak #kodakfilm #bali #baliphotographer #onfilm #model #shotonfilm #35mmfilm #fashion #bikini #swimwear #european #summer #baliswimwear #balibrand #moodboard #mood #swimwearbrand #athleticbrand #athleisure #analog #35mm taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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2 years ago

At the end of the day, you need to be proud of yourself, for having made it through another day, for having survived all the negative thoughts on your mind, for having smiled at a few -even if the smile was feigned- for having not given up on life. I know it gets hard to push through the hours everyday whilst believing you are beyond fixing, that all if falling into the wrong places and nothing is fine. But here you are, you’ve survived today and tomorrow you will survive again. Days will move by and at some point it’ll stop being a pretense, you’ll begin to believe and your heart is getting whole. The little effort you’re putting in today is part of your process towards complete redemption and you’ll be grateful for it someday. Applaud your efforts for being here right now, you’re amazing, you’re strong, and you’re so worthy. taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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2 years ago

“Stop worrying about other people understanding you. Get in touch with yourself instead. Focus on what makes you happy, what makes your soul feel at peace. You are your biggest commitment, so start loving your flaws, your awkwardness, your weirdness, your intensity, your vulnerability, your everything. Life becomes so much more fulfilling when you are just simply yourself. The world keeps spinning whether people understand you or not so why not make this next trip around the sun about you.”
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#analogfilm #kodak #kodakfilm #bali #baliphotographer #onfilm #model #shotonfilm #35mmfilm #fashion #bikini #swimwear #european #summer #baliswimwear #balibrand #moodboard #mood #swimwearbrand #athleticbrand #athleisure #analog #35mm taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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2 years ago

“That’s how you know you really trust someone, I think; when you don’t have to talk all the time to make sure they still like you or prove that you have interesting stuff to say.”
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#analogfilm #kodak #kodakfilm #bali #baliphotographer #onfilm #model #shotonfilm #35mmfilm #fashion #bikini #swimwear #european #summer #baliswimwear #balibrand #moodboard #mood #swimwearbrand #athleticbrand #athleisure #analog #35mm taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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3 years ago

I just said hii guys n hii 2024 :) taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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3 years ago

I’m learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.
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#rebelmag#dreamermagazine#photocinematica#analoguecollective#777luckyfish#apricotmagazine#canggu#kalermagazine#balimodel#baliphotographer#theportraitpr0ject#magazine35mm#blackandwhite #fotodome#bali#uluwatu #filmdiscovered #portraitmood#visualvogue#forevermagazine#shootfilmmag#thinkveryfilm#pulsefilm taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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5 years ago

When the day is over, let it go. Don’t dwell on what you could’ve or should’ve done. Tomorrow is another day and another chance.
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#rebelmag#dreamermagazine#photocinematica#analoguecollective#777luckyfish#apricotmagazine#canggukalermagazine#balimodel#baliphotographer#theportraitpr0ject#magazine35mm#blackandwhite #fotodome#bali#uluwatu #filmdiscovered #portraitmood#visualvogue#worldviewmag#forevermagazine#shootfilmmag#thinkveryfilm#pulsefilm taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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5 years ago

on KODAK!
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#rebelmag#dreamermagazine#photocinematica#analoguecollective#777luckyfish#apricotmagazine#canggukalermagazine#balimodel#baliphotographer#theportraitpr0ject#magazine35mm#blackandwhite #fotodome#bali#uluwatu #filmdiscovered #portraitmood#visualvogue#worldviewmag#forevermagazine#shootfilmmag#thinkveryfilm#pulsefilm by @chotsleep

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5 years ago

There's so much power in choosing yourself.
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#rebelmag#dreamermagazine#photocinematica#analoguecollective#777luckyfish#apricotmagazine#thefilmcollectives#kalermagazine#balimodel#baliphotographer#theportraitpr0ject#magazine35mm#blackandwhite #fotodome#bali#filmdiscovered #portraitmood#visualvogue#worldviewmag#forevermagazine#shootfilmmag#thinkveryfilm#pulsefilm#blackandwhitephotography taken in Bali by @chotsleep

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5 years ago

When anxious, uneasy and bad thoughts come, I go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with its great wide sounds, cleanses me with its noise, and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that is bewildered and confused. taken in Uluwatu, Bali, Indonesia by @chotsleep

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6 years ago