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@chubby_mecha

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My name is Star (nickname), and my full name is Lovely Phoenix Roses.
Bi/Lesbian (?) - she/her 🏳️‍⚧️🌟🏳️‍🌈

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I love being a punk, masc, trans, woman! Finding out my style of person is a very interesting journey! I think im cool and pretty. I like how loud my personality is!!! I listen to big music and am very rambunctious! Its a funny contrast to my gentle nature, and my very chill, autumn lit room. Being dynamic is awesome! ✨️⭐️✨️

I had fun making this one and finding brushes that compliment the style that represents me well. Ill keep refining it, like shape and color tone but it was cool to figure out my shading and flow!

[Repost] Thats much better! I like my art to reflect where I'm at in life as whatever iterations of self. The music that goes with the art is important too because its what inspires me to make it. by @chubby_mecha

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Its been 2 years since I dyed my hair pink!! I get sappy for a lot of things, but im very sentimental over my pink hair. I asked my friend, @juliaaz02 to dye my hair out of the blue. I could have never known that a silly spontaneous decision would save my life. It was the choice that gave me autonomy over my body back, and agency in my own life. Now I just jump into stuff without thinking too hard about it and they are the most amazing things I've ever done! Transitioning to being a woman, going to kpop dance classes, traveling across the ocean to hike a mountain, cool tattoos and piercings, playing guitar! Im grateful for this life. Im happy I stuck around to see how fun it can be with y'all!! ⭐️ Im so super duper excited for even more adventures and more celebrations! 🌟 by @chubby_mecha

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3 months ago

Today i enjoyed a moment. I took time to sit and be grateful for myself and the world around me. I ate a sandwich slowly. I felt my hand cut into the slick bread. Bringing the cut to my lips on a cooled fork. I tasted the food, deliberately. Felt its texture on my tongue. Id begin to cry each bite. Grateful that I could feed myself, move my hand, hear people laughing around me, and enjoy my music. I probably looked silly eating so slowly, crying bite by bite, but I wanted to feel the weight of my life. I let my gratitude soothe my deep seeded grief. It was beautiful to know that my room is not the only place I can find peace in. That the peace I cherish is always with me. Its in bitter coffee and sweet ham. Its in plastic plants and in the company of strangers. Im proud of my vulnerability despite my experiences. Im proud of my strength despite my fears. Im happy I'm alive. ⭐️🏳️‍⚧️💞 by @chubby_mecha

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3 months ago

Happy Destiny day!!! Today a game I've been playing for 12 years got its last update. I've become so many things since I started playing it all those years ago! Its a beautiful moment to be here for this journey's end. My siblings came to celebrate with me and do a photo shoot!!! Thank you, Destiny and Bungie!! And as always, eyes up Guardians! ⭐️

#destiny #destiny2 #d3 #bungie by @chubby_mecha

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4 months ago

1 year of transitioning!!!! April 6th, 2025 - April 6th, 2026! ⭐️🏳️‍⚧️⭐️ I saw my first mountain and hiked it, up to fairy castle, 4000 miles away from home, all the way over in Ireland, the 1st place I've ever traveled to! I saw one of my favorite Kpop groups, TWICE, for my 1st concert! I started learning a new instrument. I started dancing. I started my book. I learned to love myself! I found my middle name to be Phoenix. I had my 1st big party. I got more tattoos and a piercing. So many things all crammed into one year! And all this started because I dyed my hair pink. It was the first time i did something for myself, that I truly wanted to do. After that I wanted to keep trying to explore that feeling, and look where it got me! Far across the world, up a mountain, as a brave, funny, silly, whimsical, women. Life can be so beautiful if you keep searching for your truth, your freedom. Don't be afraid to take a chance on yourself. Youre worth it and your best life is always a decision away. Thank you to all my friends who have loved me as my best self! You make this life beautiful! 🖤 by @chubby_mecha

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6 months ago

I love expressing myself through art! I started this when I was mad at the world. All the pictures in the background are things that bring me great joy in life, but it is difficult to see it through my frustrations of the patriarchy. Im angry that women, LGBTQIA+, black people, spanish people, people of color, the poor, Gaza, and children, are subject to the horrors of a society build on lies, oppression, and endless greed. Ill keep trying to find my joy through all the noise and anger. by @chubby_mecha

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7 months ago

Happy Valentines day to one of my favorite girls ever. Me! Every day I fall in love with Star more and more. She makes me brave, funny, silly, whimsical, talented, cool, nice, and fun! I love myself very much. I thank my goddesses for guidance on my journey. I am 10 months on HRT! Yay!! April 6th makes a year getting to be my best self, Lovely Phoenix Roses! Hehe, I like how powerful my name is! 🏳️‍⚧️🥰🌟 by @chubby_mecha

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8 months ago

Ahhh! First dance class with my sister!! It was so fun!!! 🥰 It wasn't my best take but it was the one she seemed to have the most fun, so its my favorite. Thank you, Alyssa, for dancing with me. YOU'RE GNARLY!! (im not) 🤭🌟 by @chubby_mecha

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9 months ago

I PROMISE ILL FINISH SOMETHING ONE DAY!!! 😭 Heres a bunch of gay or vent art im still working on. I need like a vacation to just rot for 3 days and then work on art for the last 4 on. We got original story, digital circus, 2 trauma/healing, barbie, story, digital circus being normal, and huntrix being normal, art. by @chubby_mecha

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9 months ago

I had a party with a bunch of my friends in my first dress ever and I made it! 🖤🌟🖤 All my friends are so wonderful. Its fun to see how I change each year. This one was the biggest change considering im a girl now. 🤭 How fun! Got a cute little bracelet from a cute person. Danced my ass off, and ate so much food my belt broke! 😅 Im so happy to be a silly little guy and do fun things with everyone. ⭐️⭐️⭐️ by @chubby_mecha

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10 months ago

HAPPY TRANS MONTH!!! 🌟🏳️‍⚧️🌟 Im so grateful to be alive. I love who I am and im so excited to see who ill be in the future. I am the greatest wish I've ever made. I am becoming everything I've dreamed of. I never thought id make it this far. I never imagined id get this old, be this pretty, love myself, have a home and a place to call my own. Its so corny, but things do get better.

Hi, Star in a year!! What do we look like now? What trinkets did you add to the room? How's dance and sword fighting going? Happy Trans month again! Tell, Mona, Clarissa, and Celena, hello for me! I love you, i love you, i love you!!!! Congratulations on being you! Ill meet you soon! 🖤 by @chubby_mecha

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10 months ago

This is just me venting a little. Im painting my room and as I cover up the old paint, take out the things I didn't like, and fill it with trinkets that bring me joy, I feel sentimental.

I never said "I love you" to you, Mano. I never told you you were brave. That I was proud of you. When we were the same person we didn't live in an environment that let us believe those things. You spent years growing older, with so much fear, hate, sadness. You were angry as you tried to survive to the next day, knowing it would be as bad as the last or worse. You were alone. You pushed people away so they wouldn't be hurt by what you had to go through. You kicked and screamed and thrashed about, anything to do your best not to hurt yourself more then you did. You hit yourself. You said crule things to yourself. But you held on every single day because you believed that there was a better tomorrow somewhere out there. You didn't know where it was, if it was even ment for you, if you were allowed to have one or if you were ment to die from all the pain and suffering but you knew that it was out there and you wanted to see it. Thank from the bottom of my heart for holding on for so long. Im so sorry im late, but im here now. I was your tomorrow.

I say "I love you" everyday to Star. I tell myself im beautiful even when I look like a mess. Im brave now. I have friends I can carry my burdens with. I eat warm meals. I hold my own hands. I take care of myself. Im spontaneous! I dance and draw and I cry and I let people into my heart and I move forward and I smile. I smile so so much now. Life is really pretty. There's so many fun things you never got to do because you never lived, you just held on, for me. I love you very much, Mano. Im so proud to have been you. I promise I'll grow as old as fate let's me. Ill love my life in a million ways you never got to. Thank you for being born. I love you. 🖤🌟🖤 by @chubby_mecha

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