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Big Brother is Watching You.. by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

Wake up

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a month ago

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a month ago

Like it’s the strangest thing I’m just sitting up at one in the morning when I know I need to get up tomorrow for school, but I’m over here thinking about my old Xbox friends from 2020. Wondering what they’re doing now my old VR chat friends a random people that I would connect with through the Internet. I wonder how they’re doing and I’ll never know how they’re doing because I have no way to contact them and it makes me sad. Because I want to talk to them. I wanna see how they’re doing. I wanna know if they’re OK, but I’ve physically can’t. And that’s the hard truth about making friends on the Internet is that you’ll never know if they’re actually physically OK or not you’ll never know if they’re actually OK which is the saddest thing about having friends on the Internet.

Like I had this one friend, let’s call him M. M and I would play VR chat together. We would always go to this chess world and just play chess. What else what are you doing in a chess world and we got to talking and started really connecting ya know? And I knew him for like maybe three weeks and I went on VR chat and he wasn’t on and he never got back on. I haven’t seen him since and that was three years ago. So I wonder how he’s doing if he’s OK you know?
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6 months ago

#cottongarden

it’s been a while since my last post. Mainly because things have just gotten really bad. My dad has bone cancer. It was just a normal day. I was sitting on my bed just talking with one of my friends and my mom comes in. I hang up the phone because she seems kind of sad and she sits down which isn’t typical. And she says that my dad has bone cancer and I try to joke it off because that’s a coping mechanism I have, I said my dad getting cancer was not on my 2026 bingo card. And I called my dad. She left the room and then I just started breaking down because I heard him crying so I knew it was serious. This was the first time I’ve ever heard my dad cry and everything just came out I started crying. I started swearing on my dad. I don’t cuss around my parents, but this time I didn’t really give a shit I was just saying you were gonna live goddamnit you better live. You better be OK and he was saying that we are gonna pull through just pray for him, and then for the next two hours, I proceeded to cry my eyes out, thinking about my dad and all the memories we have together all the times we have together, although memories that I should’ve made, but I didn’t I regret it sometimes, but I’m glad that he was at least in my life. Some people don’t have that privilege. - Cottengarden by @cottengarden

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7 months ago

Ya know?
#cottongarden #nostalgia #childhood #loner by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

I really really miss them

Let’s just call this person M

So me and him met in march of 2022 and we started talking a little bit then kind of died down and then we started talking even more and June 2022 and we really liked each other. We were only like a couple months apart. And since we really liked each other, we started dating a little bit, which was really nice and then in August he broke up with me we only dated for like two months, but it’s still really hurt and then we stayed friends until he stopped talking to me last year. Like just completely stopped. I don’t know what happened or what I did. I’ve tried reaching out sending funny videos and memes and nothing just radio silence and he’s not dead. I know he’s not. This is on discord where you can see their activity. And he’s on a lot. I’ve tried to call him a couple times and he just declines. So yeah..
#cottongarden #nostalgia #onlinefriends by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

Especially my online friends

I really really miss them. I had this one friend who lived in Germany. And we used to call so much as soon as I woke up to when they were going to bed, which was around 4 in the afternoon for me because it was like an eight hour time difference but I just remember them calling me nonstop at like six in the morning just to tell me about their day. I really really miss them..

#cottongarden #loss #loner #friends #onlinefriends by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

Love being a loner #cottongarden #nostalgia #loss #loner by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

I miss it

#cottongarden #nostalgia by @cottengarden

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8 months ago

I miss you #cottongarden #nostalgia #childhood #loss by @cottengarden

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8 months ago