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i’ve waited my entire life to dance the night away with my dad in a pretty dress! happy father’s day to this girl’s absolute best friend💕 taken in Santa Ana, California by @cwissybee

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2 years ago

Okay, this is a long one and I never do this, so everyone calm the fuck down—this is a zero-pride zone, baby.

Around this time last year, my brain officially left the chat. I had a full-blown manic episode—total rage, zero logic, and a whole week that would forever change me in the best way possible. If you saw me that week, no you didn’t.

Looking back, it was the end of a ten-year rollercoaster of the wrong meds and uncontrollable anxiety that drained every bit of me. I couldn’t face how hard my reality actually was: plucking my eyelashes out daily, dealing with crazy mood swings, and hiding away because I’d convinced myself I was just a “problem”.

Through my program with @resiliencymbmedicine, I was officially diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and severe OCD. I’m honestly so proud and accepting of it all! These diagnoses are not who I am, but they prove I can overcome even the lowest lows. I took a leave from work and committed to a 5-day-a-week therapy program from March to July—including one-on-one talk therapy, 36 sessions of TMS, and a whole lot of self-discovery. For the first time, life actually feels vibrant.

To those who walked away because I was “difficult”, I don’t blame you. I know I was a lot. But to the ones who stayed when things were the messiest—my husband, parents, sisters, cousins, and the realest of the real friends—I am truly the luckiest girl.

Pilates and puzzles basically became a full-time job for my mental health and stability. I’m forever appreciative of @studioxnation because it’s now my home away from home and keeps me grounded when everything else feels fast. Your community and studio have done more than you will ever know for helping me force the pieces back together when nothing was actually fitting.

The anxiety is still there, but the way I handle it now makes me feel beyond accomplished. I spent way too many years not living the way I deserved, but I’m finally in tune with life. To my family and the ones who loved me until I could love myself again: We made it! Christina 2.0 loading… 🥂❤️‍🩹 by @cwissybee

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8 months ago

she’s just a girl, waiting for her husband to find the right angle😅 taken in Newport Beach, California by @cwissybee

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a year ago

no recoupling necessary✨🏝️🤍 by @cwissybee

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a year ago

2024 officially upgraded me from miss to ma’am at work🫶🏻💍🤍 taken in Santa Ana, California by @cwissybee

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2 years ago

sunshine and ravioli❣️ taken in Laguna Hills, California by @cwissybee

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2 years ago

bye sunburn g2g home so I can cuddle with my dog🌴✌🏻 taken in Marriott's Ko Olina Beach Club by @cwissybee

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2 years ago

she’s giving yeehawww, brother!🤠 taken in La Quinta, California by @cwissybee

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2 years ago

not on my husband’s last nerve….yet🙃 taken in Irvine, California by @cwissybee

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3 years ago

#intheNickoftime officially loading…🙈💍🙃 taken in Santa Ana, California by @cwissybee

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3 years ago

it’s ALL happening for this future housewife🤍 taken in Los Angeles, California by @cwissybee

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3 years ago

like my husband-to-be says “yesterday was the bridal shower of christina’s dreams and the BEST DAY EVER….so far!!!” until wedding day baby🤍💍🥹 taken in The Hacienda by @cwissybee

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