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Dawn Derheim

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I never thought I would EVER EVER be in the position I'm in with my 2 children, but here I am.... letting go of the chasing didn't mean your giving up on them it just means I need my peace. I'm always going to be a phone call away, message away or a for knock away. The one thing that brings me the damn most fucking peace is I know my kids never felt alone, didn't experience what some kids do which is struggle, never went without, had an amazing fun childhood/teen years, had freedom and I could go on. I'm proud of what I did as a mom without all the help.... They play victim, for what reason, I have no clue. In my mind they are not victims of nothing at all! They were never abandoned,I never went out unless they were asleep, I didn't choose any damn MAN EVER over them and I loved and still love them with my heart and soul. I lost my mom at 42 years young and was the worse damn day of my life and still deal with the grief to this day in healthy way. I will until I leave this earth love my children, be here for them if they come knocking tomorrow. But for now it's time to let it be and I'm truly okay with that. Brett and Breanna your mom loves you and will always be here for you 💙🩷 by @dawnderheim

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25 days ago

Never forget❤️🤍💙💔💔💔 9/11/2001 by @dawnderheim

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a month ago

It's been 1 year today 9/10/26 since this world loss a brilliant man. I never knew him personally but as I followed him, listened to him speak, have conversations you feel like you knew him. A wife lost her husband, children lost their father, parents lost their son and the world loss a great man that spoke his truth, but also listened to what others had to say. A death that truly didn't need to happen. I hope your resting in peace with your savior Jesus Christ.. #charliekirk #missed 💔💔 by @dawnderheim

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a month ago

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a month ago

RIP Dolly 😢😢💔💔🕊 by @dawnderheim

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2 months ago

Well my honey, 24 years together and 10 of those married... goodness we have been through it haven't we!!! The fun, adventures, laughter, anger, not towards each other😉, tears, death of my momma, health issues, mental health issues and I could go on. The one thing we can be proud of is never ever not 1 time did we think to walk away from each other. You are my complete safe place, my partner in crime and adventures and my one and only only true love. 🥂🥂🥂🥂 honey to many more years to come❤️ love you, me by @dawnderheim

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2 months ago

My favorite part of every night... my baby is right by me all cuddled up💎🌹🤍🤍 by @dawnderheim

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2 months ago

I saw this very interesting tiktok the other day and it resonated so so much with me about my son Brett. 14 years later I still, not even my family, know why he walked away. We may never know. Over the last 6 years I have written 1 letter a year. In those letters, in the beginning it was why loss of questioning, loss is why's.. then after that 2x I decided someone which was his father was filling his head wth his side of the story. So I decided to lay it all out to Brett. Which imo was none of his business it was between me and my ex adult business. Then my therapist said going forward let's wish him well, which i did in previous ones, just fill him on the family and things that have happened or going on. So then I came upon this video. It was another parent where his adult child out of no where cut him off and tried he reached out, chased him pre day not literally and etc. All it did was bring more hurt, sadness, unanswered questions and anger. So from advice he received this is what adult child thrives on the control of it all. So I sadly am no longer going to write a letter this year to my son or going forward. I know in my heart I have done and tried all I could with Brett. He chose not to try not 1x to reconcile and rebuild our mother/son relationship. My son had an amazing childhood, yes a few bumps here and there but nothing detrimental for this kind of behavior. He had a good, free and safe life. I love my son with all my heart and will until the day the Lord calls me home. My momma always told me, "God knows what he's doing and he always has a plan". I do trust in that and always have and always will. My love for you Brett has never diminished and never will. I know he probably will never see this and that's cool... maybe someday we will reconcile or maybe not . I love you Brett ,Sam and Wyatt..... mom❤️❤️ by @dawnderheim

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2 months ago

Absolutely beautiful ❤️🤍💙 by @dawnderheim

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3 months ago

4 families lives were changed in a moment. May God grace all their family, friends and units the love, prayers and strength during this unimaginable time and pain. Rest in peace solider's.... Thank you for all of your sacrifices. 🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🙏🙏🙏 by @dawnderheim

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3 months ago

When I'm up late by myself my friend pete the grasshopper always makes an appearance.. it is so cool to watch him..... by @dawnderheim

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3 months ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!!!! THE MOST I'M PROUD TO BE A CITIZEN OF❤️🤍💙 GOOD BLESS AMERICA AND ALL OF YOU🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲 by @dawnderheim

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