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Carolina Maduro | Conscious Coach and Intimacy Mentor

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A confesión that moves two feet ahead you.
Any belief has a corresponding posture that is the out-picturing of your subtle energetic body. You are a fleshed-out bunch of beliefs that make up the singular codex of YOU.

And “crazy” holds the beliefs of yucky and wrong it is a powerful one for women in this collective where: Wanting, desiring, craving, HUNGER are all absolutely insane.

Our codex is loud! Louder than the hair, the makeup, the dress and all the injectables in the world. *FACT. I don’t make up the rules -I just insert them into everyday LINGO.

Inside my Devotional Space 1:1 we work on the beliefs and on the body that carries them. Sometimes body comes first and the resistance shows the belief, other times the belief is clear and showing its frame on your breathing patterns and your bones.

Yes! Break thoughts happen from the OUTSIDE-IN as well as from the inside out.

That’s the power of breath and movement.

DM for info

xo- Caro by @devotional.space

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a month ago

Slap a crazy over it and forget we ever saw that! Yeah.

Even slightly taking a peek at what those desires might be can freeze the body. You are not stuck! You are stunned 😳 by your most intimate desires. And it takes a whole lot of “going for them anyway” and support to arrive at the mouth dripping, inevitable turn on of a life you thread as if your JOY depended on it. Because it does.

xo- Caro by @devotional.space

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a month ago

Integrating it makes YOU more powerful.

See I tried doing the hiding thing. I even sprinkled in a few low-key messes and imperfections to make the not-crazy believable.

The real nasty stuff, the totally wrong, the unforgivable, was still there. Still considered as nasty, totally wrong and unforgivable. So what did they do?

Flare up with a vengeance.

I could ask for a re-do but life does not work that way. Another option?

Integrate TF out of them. They came up to be seen, to show me “hey, we are not tolerating you hiding us in shame any more. And we are coming up for air until you do.”

If I deploy more shame I’d be running the program. To integrate means to LOVE -so I craked my fingers and said: well let’s do this. Against all “principle” I set out to LOVE those parts.

It won’t happen unless you make it CELLULAR.

That’s where we go in my 1:1 Devotional Space. by @devotional.space

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a month ago

And she will get shade for it. It’s the law of the land right now. Until we all integrate.

Which means you won’t be compromised if you are not hooked on the problematic assessment of said behaviors. The problem is that the hook is within -it got installed in there when you got the applause for being obedient, not-needing-anything, never-bothering-anyone, immediately corrected for not “getting a joke.”

DM babe. Get in my 1:1 Devotional Space because it takes shit loads of audacity to turn this around. by @devotional.space

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a month ago

Judging, reacting, gossiping, taking sides are all outpictured symptoms of the unintegrated crazy. She needs the validation that what she considers sanity is the “preferred” way.

You are not a safe person when you participate in drama because all you’ll be looking for is proof. Proof that you are not crazy -and you’ll use any stance to stay there.

When you actually face the mirror and integrate the crazy and take the position of curiosity and love it’s never about needing proof and validation -it’s about being pristine in the meaning you are making of all of it. Not fair. Not highly moralistic: pristine. Where you do not let anything touch who you truly are.

DM for info on my 1:1 Devotional Space and take charge of your conclusions. by @devotional.space

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a month ago

You are using shame to stabilize yourself. As a tool as the only choice available.

The cycle of “crazy” goes like this -the avoiding it, the repressing it, the explosive outburst, the punishing yourself to get it right the next time, the next time ♾️

Now you know. Integration is the name of the game babe and the least interesting part of your integrated crazy is leaving the loop 💫

Think waking up comfy cozy and turned on by how delirious waking up IS.

DM if you are ready to go there in my 1:1 space by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

Shadow work tells you the purpose of your patterns. Those sticky behaviors you cannot intellectualize your self out of. The shady stuff.

For me to know the “how come men in my field want me badly but are very wishy washy?”

Crazy: It’s not my fault and I will take another course to help me become securely attached.

Integrated crazy: there is stuff I have to own up to here and I will take it to the body in a new felt sense of what partnership is for me. Period.

Deep Purpose: the pattern aches to be wishy washy with myself because to have standards would require me to “loose” those connections and look like I am high maintenance i.e. crazy.

Keeps me/ Listening to the voice that says: Can’t you appreciate this man flying over to see you? I can’t believe you are walking out on him.

Integrated: you did! Finally! No explanations, no holding accountable, no back and forth to keep getting the highs of “back togetherness.”

Because:
1) I am high maintenance but was afraid to own it
2) I need wishy washy men to “fix” and “see their potential” so I control them making them need me to mirror that to them.
3) The being wanted badly (before I even assess if I want them at all) feels like they wouldn’t leave me to the fear of abandonment part.
4) the intense highs mean nothing more than a continued addiction -see the choice point but do not make meaning of it except: I crave that high. Either go for it and own it or save the Eros for creating and a worthy man.

The loop is always there. Your VISION Is yours to cultivate and energize.

I honor the crazy in me and any woman willingly going to those places. And the ones that use life’s hard knocks to go there I honor too. It’s one way or another babe but the “crazy” you’re trying to avoid is a door that more than analyzing the world around you cannot get you though.

DM to get the cables right on this one

xo- C by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

I am naming this put-together monkey business as self-attack. Also in the list the avid-manifest-a-partner babes basically people pleasing a man that is not even in their life yet. God wants you in fullness and integrated and the crazy you’re trying to shove down is as Divine as the rest of you.

DM for my 1:1 space and let’s go there

xo- C by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

You have integrated your crazy when praise and criticism becomes irrelevant.

When you know you have Western capitalism, patriarchy, materialism, religious trauma all the “isms” and still can sit still and not be motivated nor altered by them. When you know no moment defines you and DOING YOU is not about rubbing on people’s faces that you are special. You don’t get carried away by the aesthetic codes of ANYTHING. You can be feminine in a suit and masculine in a tutu. And when I say “can” I mean you actually rock it!

This place is where you are no longer chasing a modality to change you but you let your commitment and consistency to enjoying life change you.

Practice practice and the rest will come said Paramahansa Yogananda and I am moved by that daily. There is not ONE meditation that changed me but the sum of all of them. The terrible ones and the blissful ones that showed me the joy of being alive.

You know there is always an edge as long as we are on this meat suit and in my space we make that place sublime.

DM for info on my 1:1 Devotional Space by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

IRL you actually have to make the call out of the chrysalis. And the part of you afraid of “seeming crazy” will absolutely revolt. She will not have it.

Watch Me Era what? More performing? More chasing validation… nope.

You are not there anymore yet you do have to come out of the healing room green room and spread those wings.

It’s time.

DM to bring that crazy forward and integrate TF out of her 🦋 by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

Is none other than the fear of what you are ALREADY THINKING 🌶️

And it’s nasty babe. The ideal, perfect, developed, coached, woman WITHIN is NOT your ally. She is your biggest critic. Notice how she takes the shape of “what’s best for you”. Notice how she casts her “shoulds” all over your kids, your friends, your partner… and oh yes, she is doing it to you ALL.THE.TIME.

She is your biggest protector but she is mostly protecting you from the amazing things that you want. Making you eternally-not-ready-yet or eternally-waiting-for-some-outside-thing-to-happen first, or out-side-person-to-do-a-correct thing.

As if her life depended on it.

Because it does.

As soon as you decode her approach and her shape shifting ways by bringing forth the “crazy” you, she will no longer run the show.

DM for my 1:1 Devotional Space and let’s meet this ideal you soooo well, she will not stand a chance

xo- C by @devotional.space

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2 months ago

And this is where the FUN begins. Because the bad news is:
🫶🏻We are validation junkies

The good news is
(after some heavy withdrawal symptoms):
💫you become free when you choose to cultivate yourself as a self-possessed woman that lives in glorious enjoyment of your own worth and value.

When you have a cultivated heart and spine that can NOTICE the hooks that point to every applause possible. And stay with yourself; you live inside your own party of self worth as you wink at the hook and keep going.

I don’t rely on astrology to excuse my behavior BUT maybe they serve to confirm tendencies… I was born when the sky was having a ROYAL BONFIRE OF THE VANITIES 🪭🪭🪭🪭🪭
With LEO
Sun ☀️
Moon 🌕
Venus
Jupiter
Mercury

Let’s day I know about running on validation.
And… I also know about running on intuition and on an integrated crazy because I worked my ass off to quit the applause craving.

The most amazing thing is that it is FUN. The portal is a pain that turns into laughter as my motto is… it’s not over until it’s FUNNY! And my GOD that place is sublime.

Can you remember something you thought would kill you and suddenly you are laughing your ass off at that deadly motherf*** because you are someone else. Less compromised by seriousness, less cravings for the high of applause, in a body that moves FORWARD dropping dead weight and in a romantic relationship with life.

That’s where all the self-improvement stops being dramatic and gets to be FUN.

Oh… you also need to withdraw from the addiction to drama. But that’s another post.

xo- Carolina by @devotional.space

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