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Hi, It’s ya boy Devvy. I love music/audio, as well as creative writing. I post about both welcome ☺️💜☀️
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PSA by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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I’ve been having issues with finding joy in life especially recently. I’ve been working on it for a hot minute but sometimes I fall back down into that hole. But I’ll always get back up and try again. I’m just listing stuff that makes me want to continue and enjoy life for, so I don’t forget in case things get real bad again. Imma think of some more. by @devvyboy_theengineer
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4 months ago
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This will be an accountability post for myself…

I’ve gone through a lot, but I have been going through a lot this week. A lot of cutting people off. A lot of tears, a lot of sleepless nights. But recently I’ve come to grips with the fact I’ve simply gone through the motions of life of just surviving and existing. Doing the bare minimum, go to work, make sure I have food and drink, pay my bills, sleep when I can repeat. Over and over and over again. So much so my health has taken a massive hit as how I present myself so to speak in public. I stuck with what was comfortable because dealing with my issues both internal and external was too hard. It was uncomfortable. Being positive is one thing. Wanting to change is all well and good. But actually doing the work necessary to change is whole other matter that I have not done. I try to start but I go right back to my routine. My words and my actions have never aligned until now. I’m pinning this post. I’m giving myself a year to get myself on track. I’m not expecting anything drastic. Just get myself right. I’m going to work on three major things; My mental health, physical health, and my spiritual health. Everything else will come as I go along (public presentation, financial literacy, etc.) but those are the key things I want to work on mental, physical, and spiritual health. If y’all who read this got any advice for ya boy would love to hear it. I appreciate yall who’ve giving me grace, and allowing me to be vulnerable without judgement. I don’t know shit at all but I will learn. I’m breaking this cycle now. I will do better for myself. Stay with me y’all and I’ll be right with ya rooting for you as well. Love from ya boy Devvy by @devvyboy_theengineer
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a year ago
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This is me practicing creating graphic display ads for stuff. I used to do this for the displays at Moani Waikiki. Now I wanna do it again to help out my artists pals.

This one is for my bro @sidneyspencer_ new tune “Rescue Me” featuring Braddah @lewainszn

I’ve gotten tired of the AI flyers stuff on here I constantly see gang. by @devvyboy_theengineer
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11 days ago
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8 years on now September 2nd, 2018… a lot of growth, a lot of healing, a lot of reflecting. For 2 decades I knew one person I could always count on was my mama. She was a constant presence in my life more-so than anybody else. So when she passed my entire world fell to pieces. And spent so long in pieces it back together. But I realized something, the me that was raised by and grew up knowing died with my mom. And the me I am now is the version I rebuilt myself from the ashes of grief and despair. I’m learning to love this version of me, but I am proud of this version of me, I am hopeful for this version of me, I’m glad he’s still here. He’s the version the old me needed. I miss you every day mommy I love you always. To those grieving a loved one lost please believe me. It gets better. There’s a light at the end of the tunnel. “What is Grief if not love persevering” is a quote that saved me; let that perseverance inspire you to move forward and honor their memory. There is hope by @devvyboy_theengineer
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a month ago
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First full band mix solo at Mai Tais was a success… it was a long process to get to this point. But it has been totally worth it. With all the knowledge I was able to get and giving the time to learn a new system. Things went smoothly. I’ll never squander opportunities when I get em. I’ll always give it my best shot. And it’s always good to see when it pays off ya know. @official_one_session_music + @shakamonofficial smashed it 🔥🔥🔥 by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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Oh Kay I failed yet again lol BUT!!! Living in the moment doing what you love is actually pretty great while documenting of course. So this is an audio gig dump week… First up this was a crazy night 😂, but getting to learn from my Braddah @eric_hobie is always a great time. While enjoying the Hi Town Roots collective killer set 🔥🔥🔥. Keep swiping and reading the captions for a reward.

Another angle from Friday Night, plus this is one of my favorite songs…

Me

Me again, camera settings kinda fye ngl

This was Saturday, first time actually truly by myself and it was mad easy DJ Night with Jams brought by @djhapaboy 

Figuring out the lighting rig was fun lol

Me again again but at Moani Kapolei today

Mixing the bro @holomua_muzic 

Congratulations making it to the end so your reward is this absolute vibe I came across scrolling. HORNS ARE MY FAVORITE INSTRUMENT ESPECIALLY SAXOPHONES!!! So Saxophone + THE KING OF POP YES PLEASE! I’ll take thirds. This new week I got two sound gigs on Friday and Sunday. by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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Greetings,

Going to start doing what I need to do and be consistent in the upkeep. My issue has always been consistency. Being intentional with how I move and express myself. And being 💯 with myself and the people I care about. The mental issues that I’ve been struggling with and working have been keeping the better version of myself down. Shoot I even have a hard time accepting compliments and kind words about myself. I can’t even say I love myself or I’m worthy of such a thing unless it’s pulled out of me. It’s one thing to say it it’s another thing to believe it within yourself. And that takes work and actions of self care that show you do love yourself. It has been difficult and down right ugly at times. But I’ve reached a point in this process where I welcome it all. I want to love myself and enjoy life. I want to be a great sound man and see where this takes me fully. I want to be the best version of myself in mind, body, and spirit. I thank y’all for sticking with ya boy. As yall know I’m now apart of the Sound Team at Mai Tais. This is going to be exciting. I’m having my first gig tomorrow night solo. And I’m also going to be at the Kapolei Moani’s from time to time. So ya boy is still working. Oh and I’m labeling this bi-weekly updates because I’m going to try not be on here for two weeks 😅. Easier said than done but I’m going to really try this time. Love y’all dearly

-Devvy by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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Well after a good lengthy fulfilling shadow period 😅; ya boy is finally officially apart of the sound team at Mai Tais. I’m pretty stoked about it ngl by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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I ain’t finish this one but still hits… by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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Oooof this ones gon be a tad bit morbid lol. But I did resonate with this

I’m not surprised. I’m relieved. That means nobody has to feel the pain of grief on my behalf. To miss and yearn for my presence in this mortal coil. It’s morbid I know but it’s my compulsive need to make sure others are happy living their life while mine came to end. My hope is I went peacefully and I got to appreciate the grays in my hair and the body aches that comes with the passage of time and an indication of a life lived. And not by my own hand… it’s a genuine fear of mine. My death may have not moved others to see me go, but I hope someone would plant beautiful flowers on my plot or a great tree; that can grow big and tall, so that one day it’ll be someone quiet spot from all the noise and stresses of the world. Yeah I should like that… by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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A killer prompt made by @solfullpoetry here’s what I wrote…

The lonely. Stay with me for sec… or don’t that’s how most do me these days. But learning that misery loves company so the ones hurting can be comforted. Reassured that it’s going to be alright. Reassured that their pain won’t last forever. They want to feel seen to feel validated to feel that they’re not alone. I found that… interesting. See with me the loss of my mother; I didn’t want anybody near me. What would anybody know about seeing your entire world collapse before you. To lose a massive part of your very being that you don’t even feel like a complete person anymore. Your heart shattered into a million pieces but you still have to put up a smile. See in this generation the vibe and energy is everything you’d be wise not kill it. As behind close doors you’re picking up the pieces of your shattered world and mending your broken heart. Struggling to want to open your eyes and see the light of a new day knowing your mom can’t see it anymore. You struggle to find meaning in anything… isolation loves the lonely. It shows them every bit of themselves. The good the bad and the downright ugly. It breeds forth strength and mental fortitude you never thought you had. It grants you new perspective; to appreciate those who stayed despite your isolation. Who waited outside your bubble. Who kept coming back to see you even when you didn’t want to see them. They waited patiently for you to get out that bubble to catch you up on the life you missed. Misery loves company. Isolation loves the lonely. Sadness comes before the joy. The hurt comes before the healing. Life is duality and balance. 

I write to exist these days… by @devvyboy_theengineer
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2 months ago
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