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Survivor of Suicidal loss & true love to Ryan Cook, 49 🥀💔 (@flyerrwc)
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The smallest feather is the latest one that was given by @flyerrwc near my car, once again, before I leave for work in the morning. July 31,2025, to be exact. Now I have 3 feathers from you, love. How has it been 2 years, 3 months, and a week since I got the news of your death?! BTW, my sun visor doesn't fully close up anymore, so I just pretty much leave it down. I miss you 24/7, Ryan. by @draggingturtles77

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To my dearest Ryan, 2 weeks ago from today was the news that I have received from @cigar_smoke104 that you have passed away. I was distraught, shocked, disbelief, and guilty. I couldn't stop crying and couldn't sleep during that weekend. I didn't want to believe that you were truly gone and how you left this physical world. Now, today, you would have been 50 years old. You were one piece of work for a Gemini for me to handle, but I didn't care. I wanted to thank you for the signs that you are still with me spiritually, the mourning dove in the tree and the feather at the bottom of the stairs, just 10 days before your birthday as I was leaving for work. I may never come to terms with the fact that you are truly gone. Please continue with the calling of the mourning doves wherever I'm at to soothe my aching soul. Yes, I'm crying while I'm typing this. I miss you, and I will always love you. You would probably disagree with me actually loving you, but I don't care. The feather will keep me company whenever I'm driving so I can be close to you as I can. #grieving #heartbroken by @draggingturtles77

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For you, my love. Taken too soon away from me. 49 years too young. If I knew you were broken, I would have stayed and helped you heal to the best of my ability. Giving you all my love that you deserved as you were denied from the woman whom you loved but didn't love you back. by @draggingturtles77

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Our first Lavender Nights trip out in Riverside. Beautiful sunset on the way plus a full moon with Saturn accompanying the moon despite the clouds. Weather was perfect as it wasn't too hot or cold and the air was filled with the scent of lavenders away from the food court. Too bad he couldn't smell as much due to his profession. I love you @laststeakfighter ❤️❤️ We might do this as a yearly tradition. #saturdaynight #datenight #tauruswomanloveshergeminiman by @draggingturtles77

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Saturday date night at @comedystorelj with @laststeakfighter to see Dustin and Jesse Peyton! It's been 3 years since I have seen Jesse at this location when he opened for Chad Prather. This time, Jesse is the headliner and theme is Couples Therapy. I got a shout out by him when we were handing in the note cards for questions 😆 his words "hey, it's the original pirate! It's good to see you!" It's the joke he made 3 years ago that got him canceled and censored for being racist. Look it up. I was there when he made that joke 😂 plus, we just passed our 1 month mark of dating. Love ya, @laststeakfighter ❤️ by @draggingturtles77

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19 days ago

Rainy Sunday with a road trip to Northridge to visit @tashmier and @double_m1081 after 6 months from my last visit. Gibby was all happy to see me by asking for attention. If I don't, she would position herself by laying on her back and her butt facing me. Thanks @laststeakfighter for coming with me to see them and dinner at Spaghetti Eddie's near home! Comfort food of pasta...lasagna and Mrs. Arnold Palmer non-alcoholic drink. First time experiencing staff packing up leftovers for diners! 🤯 Overall, it was crazy to see 17 cars total in different accidents for a round trip. I love you @laststeakfighter 🥰❤️ by @draggingturtles77

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So many baby pillbugs!!!!!! 😱😱 I may need another container for them... by @draggingturtles77

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Our first movie date night! Coyote vs Acme is awesome!! Apparently 6-7 showed up to us 3 times in a span of 2 hrs. 1st time was my phone charge % as we getting ready to leave, 2nd time was his phone charge % as we were about to leave the house....then 3rd time was picking our seats! I guess our number for the evening, lol! Love ya @laststeakfighter! ❤️ by @draggingturtles77

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Forgot to add this photo to yesterday's post. Whoops! Anyways, I'm being spoiled. 🤣🤣 I love you @laststeakfighter! ❤️ Another lanyard to my collection. by @draggingturtles77

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What a surprised dinner date with @laststeakfighter at @medieval_timesca!! Even though I was supposed to go in May for my birthday celebration due to unforeseen circumstances, but better late than never. My first time with a blue knight as my loyalty belongs to the red knight who happened to be the champion tonight. It feels weird not cheering for the red knight but perhaps maybe next time. Also, I got an autograph from the blue knight. Thank you @laststeakfighter for tonight ❤️ by @draggingturtles77

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Last night's dinner at San Dimas Stubborn Mule since Glendora's location had a blackout about 7:20pm-ish. My first time at the location despite me saying that I have never been a few times when the location comes up in conversation. 😒🙄 Anyways, I got their specialty, blackened shrimp pasta salad. @laststeakfighter thanks for dinner and the late night talk til 1a ❤️😅 by @draggingturtles77

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Feeding frenzy for the pillbugs! I like how one slice of a cucumber got almost completely covered by the babies!! by @draggingturtles77

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