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1 year since we said goodnight to our little astronaut. Ronan was the light of not just my life, but everyone he met and loved. I’m biased but anyone and everyone would agree with me that Roo was perfect. He was the silliest, craziest little freak with the sweetest disposition. He was so gentle but also slightly insane. It was so simple and easy to fall in love with Ro, to love him is to set your soul on fire with an eternal flame. He was enamored by the world with so much curiosity and wonder in his eyes, you could see his tiny little soul light up like the sun rising on the horizon slowly illuminating the world around it, that is how it felt looking at him and loving him. I see him in the stars and then sunsets, in the intimate moments of joy with the people i surround myself with, I feel him in the way I love others. I see him in the birds, bees and butterflies and many shooting stars and rainbows he sends us. A medium connected with Ro and her first words were “airplane, star” followed by “Im safe by the water” and to “always look up.” I hear his little voice shout “airplane!” everytime i hear or see one and i like to think it’s him saying hi, as they always show up in my darkest and lightest moments. Ronan was so full of joy and constantly wanted to fully engulf himself into every experience. I was told “grief is to live for two souls” and “spirits get to continue to live through us, we must experience everything we can in this life regardless of the pain, so they can still live vicariously through our experience.” I do my best everyday to let love and heartbreak, suffering and peace, light and darkness, sorrow and joy, all coexist and feel it all. My happiest moments are always going to hold pain because I was supposed to share everything with Ronan but I also know all he ever wanted was whimsy and joy and for his Mama to be happy. I ask everyone in honor of Ronan to allow yourselves rainbows in the worst of storms, look closer at the world and nature, notice the small things and let them light your soul on fire. Love everything with your entire soul, show the people you care about that you love them, find the small pleasure life offers, accept them fully. by @dria.leee

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11/23/2025
Today my baby, Ronan M.J Hardin would have been 3 years old.
Not a second goes by that I don’t think of him, who he was and who he was supposed to become. It’s hard to believe such a tiny body could hold so much light, it shined through his silly giggles, his aggressive head shaking kisses, his gentle hand holds, his beautiful diamond blue eyes and so many endless other ways.
Grief, I’ve learned, is love with no place to go. Ronan was the greatest love i have ever and will ever know, and tragically losing him will be forever my biggest heartbreak and worst living nightmare. I feel like a ghost and empty and I will likely always physically feel a piece of me is missing. My arms ache to hold you, it feels unfair that instead of planning a Space Mission 3 for your birthday, we had to say our goodbyes as you go join the stars, which you loved so much. No words are powerful enough to describe how incredibly special Ronan was in every way. As painful and impossible as it seems to go on without my tiny Roo, I want his light and his memory to never dim and never be forgotten and to always and forever be remembered and celebrated even when it’s hard. I see Ro in the world around me constantly, he was so in touch with the spirit of the world and nature and I hope and look in every moment for the little signs that a part of him is still here, and watching over me. Mommy misses you, freak, Happy 3rd birthday beautiful boy.

(I do not own any rights to this song) by @dria.leee

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10 months ago

Please join us, September 2nd, 7:00pm at Upham Beach to honor a year since my sweet angel joined the stars.
i’m struggling to find the right words for this post, i miss my little freak and the way he lit up the world everywhere he went. I miss his laugh, the way he gave kisses and would interlace our fingers to hold hands, i miss watching him be so silly and crazy, the way he would dance and head bang to metal and edm. Ronan was little so full of swag it’s unfathomable. Ronan loved water, the beach, airplanes, rainbows and the stars and solar system. He is forever my little astronaut 🪐🤍
Even though you are gone from this plane of existence, i feel you, see you and hear you and will always listen and look for the little signs you send to us all, reminding us you are never truly gone and your light still shines so brightly. by @dria.leee

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2 months ago

buck naked for the buck moon
release & expand
happy full moon🤍 by @dria.leee

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2 months ago

take me back to the kingdom 🌈🏰@forbiddenkingdomfest #forbiddenkingdomfest
FK, i will forever be grateful for you🖤 raving has brought so many special soul connections and soul healing experiences into my life. i love playing pretend and going absolutely buck wild feral with yall, PLUR foreva
(saturn totem made in honor of Ronan) by @dria.leee

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3 months ago

happy pride !! i <3 queer joy🌈🤍🗣️ taken in Saint Petersburg, Florida by @dria.leee

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3 months ago

remember that time when we merged our souls together while dancing in the dirt, under my favorite neon lights?
EDCO 2025❤️‍🔥 @edc_orlando by @dria.leee

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8 months ago

friends and family in utah!
On September 2nd my intelligent and vibrant, beautiful son, Ronan, passed away tragically. to honor him and his memory, we will be doing his
Celebration of Life - Today, Saturday, Sept. 27th 5pm-9pm at Neptune Park in Saratoga Springs.

We will have snacks and food available. We will be having a ceremony/candle lit vigil at 7pm.
Please feel free and welcome to come to honor my sweet boy’s memory.
There are bathrooms and a park for children to play. by @dria.leee

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a year ago

oh hey btw i 🖤 @oneruel by @dria.leee

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2 years ago

belated day 3 #miamiultramusicfestival post
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take me back by @dria.leee

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3 years ago

#ultramiamimusicfestival day 2 !!! by @dria.leee

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3 years ago

#ultramiamimusicfestival day 1 cut short as tf 🖤
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3 years ago