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What a wild ride
gettin’ to help this guy
stay slim reapin’
on the slow grind back to competing
in these Olympic Games
🏀🥇
don’t know how we stayed sane
going from Vegas, to Abu Dhabi,
London, Lille, & finally Paris
yet still somehow my spirit
is shining golden as the medals
they now forever
drape around their necks
🙌🥇
can’t thank you enough, Kev
for trusting & letting me tag along
& feel apart of this amazing squad
🙏🥇
(shout out & congrats to these
other GOATs on their gold as well!)
🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐
#Olympics
#Paris2024 taken in Paris, France by @dwillofthe9
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2 years ago
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*Adds “Video Vixen” to the top of resume*…
😂💀
For real tho
such a dope experience
getting to play a small role
in the “Won’t Stop” music video
🙌😎
Love to Gunna
his whole team
production
everyone behind the scenes
& of course
my Move Lab fam
for the chance
to be a part of it
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a year ago
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For me
this past year’s
been a wild ride
filled with
the highest of highs
& equally low lows

& right after
one of the lowest
my SC fam welcomed me
with the openest
of arms
bringing me along
for the ride
of a lifetime
with this special group
of guys
that clawed
& climbed their way
to a state title

I had lost sight of
all I have
to be grateful for
until they reminded
me all I do this for

it ain’t the rings
trophies
or glory
but rather the stories
pieced together
along journey

it’s the working
as a part of something
bigger than me
while helping others
achieve their dreams

as I gleam
with pride
over the heart
they’ve shown
to propel them
to their goal
I also glow
in gratitude
for getting to
be a part of it

I started with
Bronny here
for 2 years
now Bryce
for another 2
& the truth
is not lost on me
that the James family
could easily
have had anyone they want
take care of the boys
all these years
so I’m feeling extremely
blessed just to be here

💯🏆💍🙏 taken in Sierra Canyon Gym by @dwillofthe9
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2 years ago
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N I N E !?

damn
time flies

at a speed
that seems
fast & slow
at the same time

some nights
my hands forget
to trust their touch

a digital brush
of the monitor’s numbers
muffle the signal
of analog love

minutes hum
to the rhythm
of the machine
helping him breathe
& I have learned the language
of every beep

what means
rest
& what means
run

I am undone
& collected
all at once

it’s never discussed
that you can feel
emptied
& full
in the same breath

seconds congest
as the awe doesn’t arrive
after exhaustion
has left

it lives inside it
uninvited
unbothered
whole

so much has held him here
that isn’t me

while the trials
may leave
us scarred
the tribulations
make us believe
not in a God
who fixes the tired
but one that sits
side by side
with me
& him

💜🙏

9 spins
around the sun
for this little wonder

almost double
the number of years
the statistics said
he’d be here

my eyes swell
with tears
thinking of all
he’s persevered
through

living proof
of the human spirit’s
awe

& that God
is a verb
living in all
of this world

💯😭

Happy Birthday, my lil’ miracle

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2 months ago
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Dear doctors
well, all healthcare providers

can we be honest
for a second?

I need you to not only
hear this message
but to feel it
deep in your bones

with the white coat
still being sewn
into your being
comes threads
silently creeping
into every interaction

you’ve been taught
to base action
solely on the trust
of numbers

to run your
detached gaze
along the surface
& call that knowing

to the closing
off right when
the skin says stop
only listening
to echoes
of the actual boy 
& the body
he lives in

there is a thing “medicine”
does when it cannot fix

it searches for a script
promising an ending
ignoring all
it cannot label

it calls the suffering stable
& reaches for the door

but stable is the floor
not the actual thing
being reached for
in measures

the numbers & letters
are only symbols
thin as the paper
they ride in on

& he is not paper

he is the whole
no sum
of parts can carry

I know human tendency buries
uncertainty’s worrying weight
under a feigned
sense of control

& the toll
of vulnerability
can feel too frightful
to offer

but it is vital
to the core of healing
currently curtailed

there is no scale
for the magnitude
of his tears

no range wide enough
to hold the shape
of who he is
when he is well

you can feel
the indent
pressed into his
small hand
I have held since it was smaller

exhausted now
from all it has
been forced to fit
its fingers around

so set down
the chart

it was never him
but rather
the rumor of his soul

a paper ghost
you could read without once
having to look

look

not at the monitor
mounted above

not the note you scribbled
with gloved touch

at him

the whole of him

the heart still keeping
its stubborn time
beneath ribs
reduced
to a rhythm strip

put your hand
where the machine can’t reach

& stay

not to fix

fixing is the flinch
you hide behind

stay
to let it cost you
the idealized “because”

stay
to be undone enough
to recall the reason
you ever put on
the coat

because the body knows
what the chart can’t capture

& somewhere
between the fractured
connection
is a boy
needing his laughter

& you
blessed with a chance to
help bring it back
if you stay curious
long enough
to earn it taken in Children's Hospital Los Angeles by @dwillofthe9
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3 months ago
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Here we are
another holiday
in the hospital

dreaming
of things
outside these walls

an all too familiar scene
I can see
with eyes closed

machines beep
to the rhythm
of their own beat

monitors beam
fluorescent statuses
from their screens

while I sit here
trying to name
what it all means

a conscious stream
flows from pen to pad
with words
that can’t capture it

my ability’s earned
praise
for the way
I turn
the IV line
into a thread

that monitor’s glow
into a horizon

his pain
into a metaphor
about survival 

I’m skilled at
giving titles
to these highs & lows

it’s why many of you
follow along
on this wild ride

I can take
any night
inside of
this building
and hand it back to
you as something beautiful

which is just
a fancy way
to say
I leave the room
so that I may
describe the room

urgency consumes me
to find something moving
as a way to
shake up the stillness
of my fears 

but he is here

actually here

eyes
ears
mouth
and hands

warm and small
and not a symbol

truth trembles
through my escapist
way of leaving

that beeping
is only beeping
and I keep reaching
for the pen

when the pen
is not what he needs
held

so tell me
what is the word
for staying?

not the poem painting
its image
but the visceral
act embodied

I don’t have it
inside me
so am writing
this to find out
why I am writing this

instead of quietly just
resting my hand
where his hand is

so the plan is
to be better
at gifting
the present
with presence

Happy Father’s Day
to all the other Dads
doing their best
to live out
that message taken in Children's Hospital Los Angeles by @dwillofthe9
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3 months ago
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I was recently asked what I’m most proud of professionally, & paused for a second to reflect.

The silence of those seconds smacked me in the face with a furious shame. I knew the answer was & always will be framed in fatherhood & the way it’s shaped everything about me, especially the way I approach my profession.

But the fact that there was any second guessing present made me realize how far I’d drifted toward the hunger for recognition & the hollow prestige that comes with working with elite athletes. Spaces I’m packed with gratitude to even have graced. Spaces I won’t ever take for granted as I push forward. 

What I couldn’t ignore in the pause was how much those spaces fed a deep wound in the pit of my stomach. Not just the work itself, but the rooms. The bodies in pursuit of something larger than themselves. The way elite competition sanctifies ordinary moments & makes even silence feel like it means something unifying. The camaraderie that only exists when stakes are that high & everyone is using it to drive the pursuit of performing past what currently feels possible. 

I lost myself in what it all made me believe about me & I’d be lying if I said I don’t still crave the chase of greatness ingrained in being a part of something bigger than yourself.

As my mind swelled with desire to ramble off achievements in my answer, his light danced in my eyes illuminating a truth that was actually never in question. 

A sentiment that was never lost because he never let me forget what the work is actually for. The camaraderie I didn’t have to chase because it was already mine. The stakes that make any other high stakes feel like practice.

The common thread unraveling in all I’d been desperately grasping for was sewn into his heart the whole time. 

He’s always been the true prize & no peak will ever change that. taken in Los Angeles, California by @dwillofthe9
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5 months ago
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Everyone lies
in the bed of their own bias
but numbers know
the truth
that women root
inherently
and men bear the
duty to honor

not beauty
as permission
but power
as origin

not existing
to be seen
but standing
to be counted
and counted
and counted

and counted
and counted
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7 months ago
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Connection precedes correction. 🧠🤝

In this EP-SIG webinar, @dwillofthe9 of @willistheway.ptp emphasized that clinical excellence isn’t just built on knowledge — it’s built on relationships.

Before patients can understand your plan, they must feel safe. Before they trust your expertise, they must trust you.

As early professionals, our ability to lead, influence, and improve outcomes starts with presence, authenticity, and connection.

What’s one thing you’ll change in your next patient interaction? 👇

#AAOMPT #EPSIG #LeadershipInPT #ManualTherapy #ClinicalExcellence by @dwillofthe9
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7 months ago
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As salt and pepper
sprinkle my beard
may I openly revere
the taste of change
seasoning my face

flakes
of a full-plated life
dance on my palate
with pride

inside
gratitude
pours through me
pooling at my navel

I am blessed
to still hold
a seat at the table

savoring
& still
salivating 

content inside
but never satisfied

firmly in my forties
& finally
acquiring the taste taken in Los Angeles, California by @dwillofthe9
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I tend to lie a lot—
not maliciously
but to shield others
from the difficulty
of sitting with
their discomfort
my life provokes

where I lie
is embedded
in deceit—
cozily blanketing
them
but leaving me
with cold feet

people seem
to struggle
bearing witness
to naked truths
no hands can hold
no prayer can
revoke

so I swallow it whole
for them

call it kindness?
maybe mercy?

whatever it is
splits me in half
& keeps them intact

“How is your son doing?”

nauseating truth
claws at my throat 
I softly gulp, “he’s fine”
while my mind’s
fault lines
quake
the same way
his body convulses
with seizures that stalk
every moment
like the promise
of The Big One
looming over our city

“Did he have a good Christmas?”

images of him laying
listless
play on repeat
while I struggle to speak,
“Yeah, it was good”
knowing they can’t understand
unless they stand here
watching his eyes stare
off somewhere else
while his small frame
revolts against itself

I tend to lie a lot
carrying fault lines
I think are mine alone
but what if
we’re all standing
in a field
of the same
unspoken tremors
flowering feelings
that take root
in all of us?
what if we stopped
tending separate plots
& recognized
we share this soil?

#TheDorianDaddyDutyDiaries
Entry CLXVI
#DorianKahlil 
#BoyAndArrow
#WhatsNormalAnyway
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Being a Dean
was never something
I saw as a fit
for me

I mean
returning to a machine
I already raged against
because of its systems-
why would I think
I alone
could make a difference?
especially
as an interim?

& this wasn’t even that
since I didn’t slash
my other responsibilities

still I stepped in willingly
hoping to be 
an instrument
of change
from the inside out 
despite the doubt
surrounding
the arrangement
I gave it my all
& faced what is
both my fatal flaw
as well as greatest gift-

trying to always give
everything
to everyone
all at once

after months
of the heaviness
beating me down
I’ve found
that giving my all
means nothing
if it is to a structure
that can’t hold the weight
of all of the care
that I carry

even while buried
under mounting concerns
I flirted with
the idea of permanence
but they couldn’t work with
the constraints
tied to me personally

& that’s when I knew
what I had to do

so I’m choosing
a focus
on my wholeness
no longer
spreading too thin
or splintering to fit in
to spaces
not built to hold 
people like me-

the ones who lead
from the heart
train in the trenches 
& refuse to separate
who we are
from what we do

to the students
I’ve had the honor of teaching
the faculty
who fearlessly
followed my leading
and admin staff
that faithfully believed in
me when I couldn’t see
myself in the role-

thank you for
letting me be
exactly who I am
while I struggled to be
everything you needed

now I hold
highly
what is inside me
as both my problem
& my power

turning like
a sunflower
to face fully
my son
my athletes
& my students
at SCU

letting the truth
of my limitations
rest in the places
where I can 
give all of me
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