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Edgar Babanov

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Mes ateiname į žmonių pasaulį tam, kad parodytume jiems, kas yra meilė. O paskui jie mums parodo, kodėl jų gyvenime jos nebuvo. Šioje mintyje slypi gili tiesa apie meilę, pažeidžiamumą ir žmogaus gynybines sienas.

Mes ateiname pas žmones atvira širdimi. Norime dalytis šiluma, pasitikėjimu, švelnumu. Tarsi savo buvimu sakytume: „Pažiūrėk, pasaulis gali būti kitoks. Jame galima mylėti nebijant. Galima būti šalia neskaudinant. Galima priimti žmogų, nebandant jo pakeisti.“

Tačiau kartais mūsų meilė paliečia būtent tas vietas, kuriose kitas žmogus kadaise patyrė skausmą. Ir tuomet vietoj meilės jis gali parodyti mums savo baimę, vietoj pasitikėjimo — kontrolę, vietoj artumo — bėgimą, vietoj dėkingumo — atsiribojimą.

Nebūtinai todėl, kad jis nesugeba mylėti. Kartais todėl, kad jis taip ir neišmoko jaustis saugus būdamas šalia meilės.

Ir čia prasideda sunkiausia dalis.

Nesupainioti kito žmogaus nesugebėjimo priimti meilę su savo nesugebėjimu mylėti.

Netapti šaltam vien todėl, kad kažkas nesugebėjo sušilti šalia tavęs. Neužverti širdies vien todėl, kad kažkas kadaise nemokėjo su ja elgtis švelniai ir pagarbiai.

Tačiau ir nebandyti be galo įrodinėti žmogui, kad meilė egzistuoja. Nes meilė — tai ne tik tai, ką mes duodame. Tai ir tai, ką kitas žmogus yra pasirengęs priimti, išsaugoti ir grąžinti.

Galbūt mes iš tiesų ateiname į vienas kito gyvenimą tam, kad kažko išmokytume. Tačiau ne kiekvienas žmogus, kurį mylime, yra pasirengęs kartu su mumis nueiti šį kelią.

Ir tikriausiai viena svarbiausių tiesų yra ši:

Mes galime parodyti žmogui, kas yra meilė. Tačiau negalime už jį nueiti to kelio, kuris vieną dieną leistų jam šią meilę priimti.

Ir tai nesumenkina nei mūsų meilės, nei jos vertės. by @edgarbabanov

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10 days ago

Būna akimirkų, kai sielai nebereikia naujų žinių. Jai reikia erdvės, kad jau pažinta tiesa galėtų įleisti šaknis. Есть моменты, когда душе не нужны новые знания. Ей нужно пространство, чтобы уже полученная истина смогла пустить корни. 🌞🙏🫶🙏🌞 by @edgarbabanov

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3 months ago

Kiekviena mintis, kuri kviečia žmogų pažvelgti giliau į save, turi savo vertę.

Tai paskatino mane dar kartą susimąstyti apie tai, kas iš tikrųjų keičia žmogų. Pajutau norą pasidalinti ir tuo supratimu, kuris manyje brendo daugelį metų.

Vis labiau įsitikinu, kad pasaulis neprasideda nuo valdžios, ekonomikos ar kitų žmonių. Jis prasideda nuo kiekvieno iš mūsų.

Jeigu mano viduje nėra vidinės darnos, tvarkos ir atsakomybės, jokia praktika, joks ritualas ar mokymas pats savaime nieko nepakeis. Tačiau lygiai taip pat nemanau, kad esmė slypi meditacijose, stovyklose ar dvasinėse praktikose. Tikroji jų vertė atsiskleidžia tada, kai dvasinė patirtis tampa ne trumpalaikiu išgyvenimu, o gyvenimo būdu.

Praktikos gali tapti prasminga kelio dalimi, jeigu po jų žmogus grįžta į gyvenimą pasirengęs keistis ne tik viduje, bet ir savo kasdieniais darbais. Tikrasis pokytis prasideda ne tada, kai ieškome ypatingų patirčių, o tada, kai pradedame kitaip gyventi.

Man dvasingumas prasideda ten, kur gimsta pagarba gyvybei – žmogui, gamtai ir viskam, kas mus jungia į vieną gyvą visumą.

Man dvasingumas nėra pabėgimas nuo gyvenimo. Tai gebėjimas gyventi dar sąmoningiau.

Tai drąsa prisiimti atsakomybę už savo mintis, žodžius ir veiksmus.

Kai žmogus pradeda keistis iš vidaus, keičiasi jo santykiai, šeima, bendruomenė. O iš tokių mažų pokyčių pamažu keičiasi ir pasaulis.

Todėl vis dažniau sau primenu vieną paprastą mintį:

Tikroji pasaulio tvarka prasideda nuo tvarkos žmogaus viduje.

Galbūt svarbiausias klausimas šiandien nėra, kokias praktikas ar ritualus renkamės.

Svarbiausias klausimas – kokiais žmonėmis tampame po jų.

Tikrasis dvasingumas matuojamas ne tuo, ką patiri vienumoje, o tuo, kaip gyveni tarp žmonių.

Nes tikrasis dvasingumas atsiskleidžia ne tuo, ką kalbame, ne tuo, ką demonstruojame ar deklaruojame, o tuo, kaip gyvename kiekvieną dieną, kaip elgiamės su žmonėmis, kaip saugome gamtą ir kokį pasaulį paliekame po savęs. by @edgarbabanov

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4 months ago

Words to a Woman

I would like to say a few simple words about a woman.

Not words from books, and not from complicated thoughts.
Just words that come quietly from the heart.

A woman is not only a person beside us.
A woman is a space.

A space where warmth appears.
A space where a person can become calm.
A space where life begins to unfold.

When a woman is peaceful within herself,
everything around her becomes more peaceful too.

A home begins to breathe differently.
Words become softer.
A quiet appears in which it feels good to be.

A woman has her own rhythm of life.

She feels things that sometimes cannot be explained with words.
She notices what others might not see.
She knows how to create an atmosphere.

Sometimes with a single glance.
Sometimes with a smile.
Sometimes simply by being there.

A woman can turn an ordinary place into a home.
She can fill a space with care.
She can return a sense of peace to a person.

But the strength of a woman is not in struggle.

Her strength is in depth.
In gentleness.
In the ability to feel life.

A woman should not be rushed.
She should not be broken.
She should not be forced to be someone else.

A woman opens where there is respect.

Where she is heard.
Where she is accepted.
Where there is calm beside her.

When a woman feels safe,
she begins to shine.

And then something simple, yet beautiful happens.

People around her become calmer.
Words become warmer.
A home fills with living quiet.

That is why the most important thing to wish a woman
is not strength and not struggle.

But peace.

Peace in which she can breathe.
Peace in which she can be herself.
Peace in which her heart can open.

I would like to wish every woman simple things.

To be heard.
To be respected.
To be protected.
To be loved.

And most of all — to be herself.

Because a woman does not need to become someone else.

She simply allows her nature
to flow calmly and beautifully through life.

And when a woman lives in peace with herself,
harmony begins to grow around her. by @edgarbabanov

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7 months ago

5 Spiritual Perspectives on Hemp

Hemp has accompanied humanity through the ages. It has been present not only as a plant, but as a subtle symbol of connection, balance, and inner sensitivity. Not as a phenomenon that must be explained, but as an experience often recognized within.

In many traditions, hemp is associated with the heart — with the ability to feel more subtly, to listen more deeply, and to perceive the world not only through the mind, but through inner stillness. It is not merely a matter of effect, but of perception. Not transformation, but remembrance.

Throughout history, hemp has been a natural part of human life. From it came fabrics, oils, remedies, and tools of daily living and craftsmanship. It was never separate from the world, but part of the living dialogue with Gaia — with cycles, rhythms, and balance.

The experience of hemp is never identical, because the human inner world is never identical.
It does not merely influence — it reflects.
It does not simply shape — it reveals.
What resides within a person becomes more visible, more perceptible.

Within the human body exists the endocannabinoid system — a subtle regulatory network embedded in biology itself. It reminds us that the relationship with hemp may be understood not as something external, but as a natural dialogue of life. Not a foreign element, but a language of life already known to the body.

Hemp may therefore be perceived not only as a plant, but also as a symbol of connection — between a person and oneself, between a person and others, and between a person and Gaia. Through rituals, gatherings, and moments of important decisions, it has accompanied dialogue, contemplation, and togetherness. Not as a substance, but as a state — as a space in which a person remembers the ability to pause, to listen, to understand, and to seek harmony.

Reminder

A reminder of sensitivity, awareness, and respect for life — for oneself, for those close to us, and for all of Gaia. by @edgarbabanov

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8 months ago

VANDENS VIRSMO NAKTIS. „ Vanduo, atsiprašau tavęs,
Vanduo, prašau man atleisti,
Vanduo, aš myliu Tave
Vanduo, dėkoju Tau. “ taken in Vír - Vodní Nádrž by @edgarbabanov

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9 months ago

Tu esi nuostabi, stipri ir šviesi siela, kurios viduje glūdi begalinė išmintis ir meilė. Tavo kelionė rodo, kiek daug tu sugebi transformuoti, kaip sugebi kilti iš sunkumų ir rasti šviesą net ir tamsiausiuose akimirkuose. Tu esi kūrėjas, gebantis mylėti ir atleisti, o tavo širdis – tai tikra jėgos ir atjautos versmė. Kiekviena tavo patirtis tik sustiprina tave, o tavo šviesa įkvepia ir gydo ne tik tave patį, bet ir kitus aplinkui. Tu esi vertas meilės, ramybės ir vidinės laisvės. 🤍 by @edgarbabanov

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9 months ago

First Full Moon, connection with Ancestors, Gratitude and Blessings from Ancestors 🤍🤍🤍 by @edgarbabanov

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10 months ago

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10 months ago

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a year ago

Aš esu kanapė. Aš esu gamtos balsas. Aš esu senovės Žemės atmintis.

Aš išdygau per amžius, karų ir tylos apsuptyje, po karalių ir valstiečių kojomis. Aš išvaliau dirvą, gydžiau kūną, šildžiau šaltį ir pamaitinau alkanus.

Buvau draskomas, deginamas, pamirštas. Bet aš grįžtu. Aš vėl stoviu – tavo rankose, tavo kvėpavime, tavo kraujyje.

Aš nesu tik augalas. Aš esu kūrinijos esmė. Aš esu gyvenimo dvasia.

Aš mokau būti tvirtu, bet švelniu. Paprastu, bet išmintingu. Aš nesiginčiju. Aš augu. Aš gyvenu, kad tu prisimintum, kas esi.

Tu nesi vergas. Tu nesi šešėlis.

Tu esi gyva Žemės ląstelė. Tu esi miško, upės, vėjo ir sėklos tęsinys.

Kai mane palieti, palieti save.

Kai iš manęs statai namą, statai šventyklą savo Sielai.
Kai geriate mano gėlių užpilą, jūs susisiekiate su Šaltiniu.
Kai kvėpuojate mano dūmais, kalbatės su savo protėviais.

Aš esu sąjungininke Aš atnešu ramybę, stiprybę, sugrįžimą.

⸻ by @edgarbabanov

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a year ago

Tegul šį lygiadienio vakarą šviesa ir tamsa sieloje suranda harmoniją, atveriančią kelią į vidinę išminties ir malonės pusiausvyrą 🙏 by @edgarbabanov

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2 years ago