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Writer, Speaker, Deputy Editor at @christianitymag
My new memoir ‘All The Times You Were Not There’ available now
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In 1980s East London, there was one rule you never broke: you never abandon your family.

Emma Fowle’s father did.

From powerlifting and illegal raves to debt collecting, fraud and addiction, All the Times You Were Not There tells the raw story of a childhood shaped by chaos and the decades it took to untangle the questions he left behind.

But this isn’t just a story about broken promises.
It’s a story about survival, forgiveness and unexpected grace.

Honest, gritty and deeply hopeful, this powerful memoir shows how faith can transform even the most fractured family story.

Order now at spckpublishing.co.uk 📖✨ by @emmajfowle
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5 months ago
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The start of a new year seems like a good time to say ‘Hi!’ again.

To anyone who is new here, my name is Emma. 

I’m a journalist, broadcaster and editor who likes to think, speak and write about deep things. I love an interesting conversation, and am never happier than when nattering away about the stuff that really matters.

I’ve written for national newspapers and magazines. I’ve run PR for a festival, and hosted and spoken on its main stages. I am deputy editor of Premier Christianity magazine, present a podcast and chat regularly on Premier’s radio stations, covering news and current affairs mostly. 

I’ve loved Jesus since I was a small child, but my faith journey hasn’t always been straight forward. My family were not church goers and, when I was 12, my dad (a world powerlifting champion, don’t you know) left us for the first time.

My teenage years were a mess of repeated re-abandonments, the result of an addiction to steroids and cocaine that we didn’t know he carried. An affair, debt, fighting for a living on the mean streets of East London - you name it, he did it.

If you’d like to know more, my first book, All the Times You Were Not There, is out now It’s an honest exploration of growing up in the 80’s in an East End Essex family, of elite sport and drug addiction, of raves, redemption and the scars nobody sees. Comment 'book' below and I'll send you a sample chapter or two!

I preach and teach regularly, mainly at my local church, and love to share my story. Shoot me a DM if you’d like to chat. I’d love to hear from you. by @emmajfowle
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7 months ago
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So this was a super fun night.

For one gig only I got to be the weight lifting part of the duo and join the @tough_talk crew!

And the best part? Sharing our story together with my old man @arthurwhite884 and a room full of teenagers.

When I was their age, I didn’t know what to believe or whether there was any hope out there. I wasn’t sure anyone cared or how my busted up family could ever be put back together again. Then, Jesus did the impossible.

30 years later, here we all are.

Oh, and yeah. That’s 100kg on that bar 

Thanks for having us @creationfestuk by @emmajfowle
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2 years ago
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Cannot wait to have the legendary @emmajfowle closing out Creation Fest 2026!

Emma is the deputy editor of Premier Christianity magazine, co host of The Profile podcast and author of All The Times You Were Not There, a memoir of family, failure and faith from London’s East End. She regularly preaches at Connect Church, Wadebridge, as well as events and conferences across the country. She loves to share the inspiring story of what God has done in her life.

We are beyond excited to have Emma with us on the Main Stage on the Sunday night of the last ever Creation Fest as we know it. This is not one to miss 🧡 by @emmajfowle
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But how did you forgive exactly?

It’s the single most common question people have asked me since I put my life story out there into the world.

“I can only say it was a miraculous, gracious gift” has been my honest, slightly bewildered answer for the best part of 30 years. It’s not untrue, but is there more I could say? Better words that would help to describe how my family and I were fully reconciled? Words that don’t diminish the pain or the harm done to us, but that offer something more to those who ask the question, often from their own places of pain.

These thoughts, and many many more, whirled around my head as I rode the train to London, engrossed in a book that I hadn’t expected to move me quite so much.

I stood in a garden at lunchtime, speaking with a BBC producer about sharing my story on a radio show. “We’d like to focus on the forgiveness and reconciliation angle”, she said. “Honestly, we haven’t found any other hopeful stories.”

Hours later, I sat down with @amyorrewing to talk about her book. Why she decided to write it. Why it is important now, in a world that is tearing itself apart, more anxious that ever, so desperate for hope, for a better story.

Forgiveness is proven to be good for your actual physical health. It doesn’t mean saying that what happened to you doesn’t matter. It does mean that, embedded in the very fabric of the Christian faith is a mechanism for dealing with hurt and pain, accepting and releasing forgiveness and living in the beautiful hope of new life.

It’s a fiercely intelligent, compassionate and hopeful read. If that sounds like your bag, ask your local bookseller to order you a copy now. by @emmajfowle
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Do you have to be worthy to follow Jesus?⁠
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Lewis speaks on his journey of discovering faith, with the help of his friend Jay, and the Alpha course. For the full interview, click the link in our bio 🔗 by @emmajfowle
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10 days ago
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My latest London trips have been a lot - especially in the hottest few weeks I can remember in the city!

Recording episodes of The Profile podcast with @amyorrewing and @christians_in_sport 

Staff summer gatherings, worshipping and working and watching football together

Hanging out with my daughter and her friends, introducing her to the streets where I lived and stumbling across late night jazz bars

Press nights in cathedrals and beautiful music and moving images that stir the soul.

Books that cut deep and summer nights that remind me all is golden

Thankful for all of the conversations, and all the ways they stretch me by @emmajfowle
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11 days ago
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Author @emmajfowle has shared about her own childhood experience of growing up with a father who was a world champion powerlifter, but who was also a drug addict who exposed his family to many other risks. Have a listen to how God redeemed their story…

You can catch up to Talking Point with Vicky Gibbens in full on the UCB Player app 🔗 by @emmajfowle
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11 days ago
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I love telling stories. And the July edition of @christianitymag contains some of my absolute favourites:

- the whole family who unexpectedly found faith in Jesus through visiting a church on holiday, reading the Bible, debating with friends, CrossFit and a series of divine appointments. @lolaprangle did a phenomenal job with this feature.

- The young man who found faith online after his grandad died - and convinced his atheist best friend to come to church so he could film it for social media. @jaypainterr and @lewisrebaudo it was a joy to interview you.

- the man who was gifted a camera at @creationfestuk aged 14 - and now works for some of the best brands in the world. What a story @emmanuelthephotographer 

- and finally: the radio presenter who hosts dinners with Jesus and invites others to explore faith like no one I know. @swarzyshire thank you for inviting me to your table.

Read all this and more - @petehughes  interview anyone? - in this month’s mag. It’s an absolute corker, I promise you. by @emmajfowle
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🍋🍦Searching for a refreshing read in this summer heat? SPCK have got you covered with five book & gelato pairings ☀️ 

🍫🧊 Find your summer reading scoop at spckpublishing.co.uk!

🍨🍓 What’s on your TBR this summer? Tell us in the comments! by @emmajfowle
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It was a wild and windy jaunt up the east coast to see friends, check out art galleries, eat oysters and speak at a literary festival.

Margate
Brighton
Rye
Whitstable
Broadstairs
Dungeness 
Great Missenden

First campervan outing
First holiday without kids - until the last day, anyway, when we picked up Kate and came home to Cornwall 😍
First literary festival - thanks @standrewsbookshop for having me! by @emmajfowle
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Arsenal’s growing contingent of Christian players have been praying and reading the Bible together throughout the season. Now, following their Premiership title win, they’ve taken to social media to give God glory. Here’s what we know about the faith of Timber, Saka, Gabriel, Eze, Madueke and more
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@bukayosaka87 @_gabrielmagalhaes @gabriel.martinelli @eze @jurrientimber @crismosquera4 @pierohincapie @arsenal taken in Emirates Stadium by @emmajfowle
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