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Fuck you. I do what I want. taken in Denver, Colorado by @exso.113

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2 years ago

Soft Spot taken in Las Vegas, Nevada by @exso.113

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a year ago

HELLO My name is Kristi. ❤️ #itsirk by @exso.113

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2 years ago

Seize the day, pull the trigger, drop the blade, and watch the rolling heads #waronpink by @exso.113

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15 hours ago

Happy Birthday to my best friend everrrrrr!
🤍🖤 Its’s Ellie May Day 🖤🤍

She is 14 years old today!! 🥹

Elliot - Smelly Ellie - El Segundo - Els May - Ellieanté - Elliot Tubman - Lumpy May … I can’t think of any other nicknames right now, but she definitely has more 😜 by @exso.113

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4 days ago

Throwback to baddie baldie 💚😉🩷

Happy birthday to me! One thing that will never change is I will stay unapologetically myself. I fight the system, I don’t like anything that’s “normal” and I’ll be punk fucking rock until the end of times. Age is just a number and has never defined who I am, how I dress or how I think. Fuck that nonsense.

I give ZERO FUCKS what anything thinks. I do me, and you do you. ✌🏼❤️😊 STAY WEIRD AS FUCK by @exso.113

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5 days ago

My grandma Lou Ann passed away 12 years ago today. It doesn’t seem like it’s been that long. I miss her a lot.

She was my best friend and confidante. She always helped me no matter what was going on, and she never passed judgement on me. I remember I got soooo fucked up and wasted one night at streets of London that I got picked up by the cops and taken to Denver health detox or some shit. They took away all my belongings so I had no cell phone access. They allowed us to make landline calls while I was stuck there and I only remembered a few numbers, hers was one of them. 303-***-7117 (no one to this day has claimed that number again, I call it sometimes just to see)

She answered every time I called, and while I was totally ashamed of my behavior and actions to get caught up in that situation, she never held it against me. She told me I fucked up, but that I could turn the wrong into a right and to not be too hard on myself. In the end it wasn’t all that bad, I was safe and alive. She said one day you can laugh about it. And you know what, I definitely do laugh about that night. 🤣 That’s the kind of parent figure, grandma, friend and woman she was. I miss her and wish I could call her, times like today she would have been my first phone call. She too fought breast cancer, twice and beat it. And lived to be 88! And that was without the tools we have today. (And no we aren’t blood related, my mom is adopted.. I’m the only person in my family that has had cancer 🥴) She would have helped me through my anxiety and anger like no one else could. She just had the most peaceful and loving presence of anyone I’ve ever known. I know she was with me today and I know she passed right before my birthday, not so that I’d be sad every year but to remind me that she is always with me and literally right by side.

She’s my super angel and I know she won’t let anyone or anything break me. We are bad ass queens 🫅

So tonight I say cheers to my grandma, and if I had a shot of jamo 🥃I’d take one or maybe 5 for her 🤪 In honor of the wonderful woman that she was and still is in my life and that fucked up night I had hahahaha 🖤🖤🖤 taken in Lakewood, Colorado by @exso.113

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6 days ago

When the biopsies came back positive for cancer for the second time, I knew right then and there, these boobs gotta fucking go. I don’t want em anymore!!!

I’m a natural and holistic girl all day, every day. But I don’t have time to mess around with this. Trust me, I’ve done all the things… I’ve done all the research. I’ve explored every angle. (IYKYK. I meannnn have you seen my supplements cabinet and wellness “gear”.. I got a whole damn spa in my house, just need a hyperbaric chamber and I’d be golden lol! - it’s ridiculous honestly 🥴)

For ME, this bi lateral mastectomy is the best choice.

This diagnosis has been the biggest disruption to my life. It’s completely thrown off my flow, my plans, my goals, and my vibe damnit. I’m pretty much at a full pause for the next 12 months. BUT I have to get through this because I have a life I worked so hard for, waiting for me. I want to get back to my health goals, my business goals, my adventures, and living fully.

[Bitch imma travel the fuck out life once this is allll over.]

Today I had to remind myself that I DO want this surgery.

There have been moments where I’ve thought, “I don’t want to do any of this.” And I cry, mostly alone in my car or before I go to sleep. Cause this sucks balls.

BUT what I want even more is this stupid fucking cancer gone.

I want it out of my body. I want my peace back. I want my future back. I’m still just getting started dammit!

I NEED this surgery. I WANT this surgery. And I CAN fucking do this.

Fuck cancer. Let’s fucking go.
I happily accept all well wishes, love, hugs and positive vibes. I promise I will give it right back to you and pay it forward.

A few more dayssssss to go. 🏥👨🏾‍⚕️👨🏻‍⚕️ Imma go ahead and continue crying and try to get some sleep. by @exso.113

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4 months ago

It’s just me against the world 🌎✨ taken in Hollywood by @exso.113

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5 months ago

WeHo 💄🫦🤫💅💸

📸 : @raynaalynnn

#downassbitch #fuck12 #whereyahoodat taken in WeHo, West Hollywood, Ca by @exso.113

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2 months ago

Visited Kurt Cobain’s abandoned Hollywood Hills home today 🥹 🧡🍊🏵️

Imma def gonna go back again and vibe out 😉 taken in Hollywood Hills by @exso.113

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5 months ago

i’m a pretty bad ass bitch. 😤🫰😤

1 week post OP - ups and downs, laughs and cries, rest and recovery, movement and meditation. —————slow down and take it day by day.

I feel safe sharing the experience this time around. And I suppose I don’t have anything to lose but maybe some residual fear?!

Next up. Pathology & Drain Removal.
Currently- No Nipples and Tissue Expanders. Still pretty swollen all over, but this comes and goes in waves. Bruising, super minimal.. especially compared to last surgery [lumpectomy- different surgeon]. 🙄
The tissue expanders are really uncomfortable and they hurt, mostly when my body swells up. by @exso.113

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3 months ago