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17.1.2026

A year has passed..life moved on but there’s a quiet emptiness that never left. A hole in my heart that nothing & no one can ever truly fill..because that space was always yours 💔

I miss you in the smallest moments..
When I want to ask your opinion
When I need reassurance
When life feels heavy & I just want to hear your voice say that everything will be okay

This past week, my heart felt unsettled, restless, Kakak rasa serba tak kena or as I’d tell my friends ‘jiwa kacau’. Yesterday, after visiting your kubur, I got into the car & everything I had been holding in finally broke. I cried like a child who lost her safe place. Because that’s exactly what you were to me Ayah 😭 

Your youngest cucu, Raaef, hugged me from behind & said, ‘Don’t worry mommy, you have us okay. We’re here for you’ Terus rasa nak melalak kuat2 😭❤️‍🩹

One year without you Ayah..and I’m still learning how to live in a world where you exist only in memories and doa 

‎اللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لَهُ وَارْحَمْهُ وَعَافِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنْهُ

Nanti Kakak & anak2 dtg visit Ayah lagi ok. May Allah reunite all of us in Jannatul Firdaus. Aameen. Love you Ayah 

Doakan Uncle Hussain jugak ya. Thank you ❤️ by @fiena5
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9 months ago
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17/3/2025

Two months since you left us, Ayah. The grief is still overwhelming. You left a gaping hole in our world and it’s not the same anymore. I miss you so much Ayah. I think of all the beautiful moments we had together all the time and it brings comfort and fills my heart with love and gratitude. So, so grateful to Allah that He chose you to be my Ayah, a gift and blessing that I’ll cherish forever…

Rest well Ayah…making and sending countless dua’s your way especially in this blessed month of Ramadhan

Izz: Mommy, this will be our first Ramadhan without Wan
Silence… 
Me: … (in my heart, i know syg, i know..) and I burst into tears without saying a word 💔

We miss you Ayah, we miss you Wan. And we love you Lillahitaala

‎اللهم اغفر له وارحمه و اسكنه في الجنة

Allahummaghfirlahu warhamhu wasakkinhu fil Jannah

Ya Allah, forgive him, have mercy on him and grant him Jannah (the highest Jannah)

Allahuma Aameen ❤️‍🩹 by @fiena5
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2 years ago
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Lana’s SPM Pledge Day in the am & Bacaan Yassin & Solat Hajat for the Iveraxia batch in the pm

I thought I was ready for this day

Turns out… I wasn’t.

The tears came long before she even stepped onto the stage. Maybe because, in that moment, I realized just how quickly time has passed. I looked at her & suddenly, all the years flashed before my eyes

The tiny little girl who once needed us for everything…The teenager we left at boarding school wondering if she’d be okay… And now standing on a stage, making a pledge before one of the biggest milestones of her life 😭

Four years have quietly slipped by yet I know they were filled with lessons, challenges, victories, disappointments, friendships & countless memories that shaped the young person you are today

Lana, you’ve already made us proud long before any exam results. This is simply the final chapter of your school life before a beautiful new beginning. Give it your very best. Always remember your purpose. Stay sincere, trust Allah’s plans & make yourself proud bcoz you owe that yourself

Mommy & Daddy akan sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan Lana & the entire Iveraxia batch

We love you always & forever ❤️

The moment Lana walked onto that stage, Mommy dah sebek, trying so hard to hold back the tears. The second Lana hugged me, I completely lost it 😭

Waved a lil at Daddy & cont 😭

My baby girl, all grown up 🥹

The Iveraxia batch standing together with one promise & one goal. All the best semuaaaa! 

May all your dreams come true Lana 😍

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Always here for you ❤️

Placing our hopes, dreams & prayers in Him. Semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya utk anak2 Iveraxia 🤲🏻

The whole clan showed up for Kakak Lana 😘

And of course, Tok had to be there too. Alhamdulillah, so grateful we could bring Tok along 🥹🥰

Tok & her cucus 😍

Alhamdulillah for this beautiful gathering 

Food sedap!

From single days to Mak2 days.. still growing old together. Gang cengeng? 😂

With the Yassin comm 

You look a bit pale Lana. Get some good rest okie? See you in 3 weeks time, insyaAllah. Take care Kakak! Love you. Hugss by @fiena5
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2 months ago
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Last year we celebrated Father’s Day with a picnic at Kebun Atok. This year, we’re squeezing it in between tuition classes, sports training & everyone’s schedules 😅 Treated Daddy to lunch at Seminyak & desserts at Aftermeal. Yg mana sempat lah ehhh. We’re just happy to have Lana here with us. Alhamdulillah, complete 🥰

Different celebration, same favourite person. No matter where or how we celebrate, we’re grateful for the man at the center of it all ❤️

Happy Father’s Day to the most devoted dad, husband, son & all around good human. Thank YOU for your sacrifices & for everything that you do for the kids & me. We appreciate you & we love you beyond words! Happy Father’s Day, Daddyyy honeyyyyy 😘 by @fiena5
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3 months ago
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Low key Eid Al Adha celebration for us this year. This was literally the only proper Raya photo we took 😁

Hope it’s not too late to wish everyone Eid Al Adha Mubarak. May Allah accept all our sacrifices and good deeds ❤️

We were supposed to balik Kedah & celebrate Raya there like we always do & also pegi short vacay but the day after Raya, Lana dah start tuition classes & workshops, so our plans changed a little. Talk about sacrifices..I guess this was one of them this year 🥹 very apt with Hari Raya Korban 

Alhamdulillah, the boys were very understanding. Cumanya Mommy mmg on duty every day lah… movies, bowling, driving range, laser battle, escape rooms & almost every indoor parks in KL 🤣 Not forgetting the countless visits to baking supplies shop bcoz Kakak Lana wanted to bake Dubai chewy cookies & soft cookies. Her kind of therapy 😅 Penat ehhh. Im sure semua Moms can relate. Apapun asalkan semua bahagia. Happy kids, happy Mom kannn 🥰

Though I did tell le hubs I need another hols for myself just to recover from this ‘hols’ 😂 coz all my energy went into keeping up with theirs 🫠 Esok nak pi massattttt by @fiena5
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4 months ago
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Wouldn’t want to arrive later than her, do we? by @fiena5
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5 months ago
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The past few weeks have been a whirlwind. I was busy coordinating things for Lana’s final Sports Day. Her last one, so of course I gave it my all. Came a day early, checked in, then straight to school to deliver items for Sports Day. We reached just in time to catch her training for MSSD netball & then straight to 4x100 relay. No breaks in between. Crayyyy. Mommy & Daddy yg penat tgkkk ehh 🫠 Ok maybe Mommy je coz you def takes after Daddy yg super active. Bak kata Daddy, Mommy diff breed. Lol

On Sports Day, I came early again to handle F&B & Alhamdulillah, hopefully everything turned out great 🥹 Thank you jgk other Moms for your contribution & yg tlg prior and on the day itself. Appreciate your efforts & time sgt2. My phone was ringing non stop that day… vendors, deliveries, everything at once. Tengah nak snap Lana on the podium pun, akak Lalamove Marrybrown call. Adoiiii… had to cancel incoming calls a few times 😆 And in between all that, of course jadik cheerleaders for Hussein under the scorching hot sun. Takkan tidekkkk. Love how high spirited the Hussein parents were!! But thank God I stayed hydrated, so no husky sexy voice after 🤣

And Lana… MasyaAllah 🥹 podium finishes for discus, shot put & 4x100!! Congrats sayang!! 🔥 To top it all off, Hussein House emerged CHAMPION after soooo many years 🥇 Wohooo! Congrats Hussein/foxies!! Beyond happy for all of you!!

So, soooo proud of you Kakak, Hussein Big 7s & foxies. You guys did it!! I know how hard you’ve been training, even during Raya. Your dedication is on another level!!

And to all parents, especially Zue & other Big 7 parents and Cik Port, thank you for showing up, for giving your time, tenaga & heart. This win is ours too. Love you Kakak & love Hussein forever 🥹🦊🧡🩶🖤

All the best for your MSSD netball today! May He ease 🤲🏻 by @fiena5
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5 months ago
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Oyen but this one veryyyy tame.. jarang2 notti 😽🍊🧡

Bayang & Alun from @suekasueka Sueka angattttt ✨ by @fiena5
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6 months ago
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Alaaaah macam tak biasaaaa..iykyk 😆😂

Thanks for having us at your beautiful new abode, Kak Liza 😘❤️ by @fiena5
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6 months ago
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When I used to change her diapers… now we’re twinning like besties 🥹 Same baju, same vibe…just different sizes. Hers is XS, mine hmmm Alhamdulillah can zip up janji muat kinda size 😂 And oh Lana styled my tudung here.. wait, who’s the Mom again? 😭 
Love you my forever babyyy L 🧡

Suri @innaiandco 🧡✨ by @fiena5
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6 months ago
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Alhamdulillah for my Eid soulmate 💜
Jodoh lebaran + melebar together as a bonus 😆

Now praying my children will meet theirs too when the time comes..the good, beriman with great akhlak, responsible, hardworking, loving, hands-on and the list goes on.. yes, I have a whole checklist 😂 But now kecik lagi, focus on studies dulu naaaa ☺️😚 by @fiena5
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6 months ago
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Keeping it classic with a touch of vintage charm ✨

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri from my family to yours.
Maaf Zahir & Batin. May Allah accept all our prayers and ibadah and may this Syawal bring love, barakah & extra sweet moments with your family. Aameen 🕌

Enjoy Eid with your loved ones! 💜🩷 by @fiena5
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6 months ago
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