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Rauiesha Randall Lewis

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Today it feels like, My lil heart is broken. 💔
9/23/26 -1yr w/out your “HEY BABY”
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A little girl’s search for love…..
I’m glad I found it, and within my Daddy’s arms. Considering our story, I got to experience love where I wasn’t sure I ever would.

This is where my people pleasing began. I was the last kid, the kid that didn’t belong.

We carry hurt, trauma,and expectations for wrongs to be corrected… But what if you let go of the expectations and just take the love? Take the person as they are and figure out how to move forward.

What if do-overs happen without the pressure? Let’s just get to know one another now and love now.

That’s what I told my parents, with my Dad, I guess the 3rd time’s the charm….

I am a lover girl. I watched so many broken hearts 💔 growing up, and I just wanted to fix them. I wanted to offer love to what seemed loveless.

My plan wasn’t theirs. You never know the pain and trauma that still sits within someone that they didn’t bleed out onto another.
I never thought I’d feel special to you, let alone BE special.

I got to feel special. To look at you and see how you looked at me. Your eyes smiled.

I feel extremely blessed because how many stories turn? How often are people brave enough to let the pain go and be open to the present, healing and loving?

I’ve always been different, and my love packs a punch.

This was always more than my feelings, because what did YOU carry?

Thank you for allowing me to love on you. To offer your heart some comfort. That will always be, for us, an immutable love. 💕

I just wish we had more time. I think that’s what hurts the most. Today is hard. But I got through, Chin up Chest out.

You know what they say, It’s better to have loved than not loved at all….
I thank god for LOVE.

I tried my best to get through these two weeks, but this morning was hard.
Reminders and memories on these devices are beautifully painful. I couldn’t make a joke to save my damn life because there’s nothing funny about not seeing you again.

But you had to be a drama queen and leave me here.

And it’s GHETTO AS HELL, Daddy. It ain’t changed, dawg. 😂

“Love is as love does.”
I love you, Pimpin by @fullyfocusra

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As I’ve gotten older, one thing has become impossible to ignore: everything that’s good in me has roots in you.

I have your heart. Your humor. Your laugh. Your goofiness. Your creativity. Your spirit. Your boldness. Your bravery. Because of you, I learned to walk to the beat of my own drum instead of trying to fit into someone else’s rhythm.

We may not have always gotten it right, but I will always honor the woman who helped shape the woman I became.

I love you, Queen.
Thank you for giving me so much of who I am.
❤️The art

@rosalyn.abney.543 by @fullyfocusra

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2 months ago

Life has a way of reminding us just how precious time, family, and love truly are.

With a heavy heart, I am sharing the passing of my mother-in-law, our beloved Ma Rachel.

After a long and courageous battle with dementia, she is finally at peace.

We invite you to join us as we honor and celebrate a life that touched so many.

Thank you for every prayer, call, text, visit, and act of kindness you’ve shown our family. We appreciate each and every one of you. Please continue to keep us lifted in prayer.

Service details are included in the announcement. 🤍 by @fullyfocusra

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3 months ago

Happy Anniversary, Babe ❤️

We’ve been through a lot together. Some amazing highs, some difficult lows, and plenty of moments where we got on each other’s nerves. But no matter what came our way, we kept working through it. We kept communicating, growing, and choosing each other.

I want you to know how much I appreciate you. You have been the backbone of this family. You’ve held us together, held us accountable, and constantly pushed us to be better. You’ve challenged me to be a better husband, father, brother, leader, and man.

The truth is, you’re the one person who can affect my mood more than anyone else. Your opinion matters to me. Your encouragement lifts me up, and your honesty lets me know when I need to do better. That’s because nobody knows me like you do, and nobody has been in my corner like you have.

When I look at our marriage, our children, and our family, I know that’s nothing but God. His grace has carried us through every season. I’m also incredibly thankful for our village, our family, and our friends who have loved us, supported us, prayed for us, and helped us along this journey. We wouldn’t be where we are without them.

My prayer is that God continues to bless our marriage, our family, and keep us moving in the right direction.

Thank you for loving me, standing by me, and believing in us, even when I made it difficult.

I love you, Babe. Happy 22nd Anniversary. 6/12/04 and counting! by @fullyfocusra

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4 months ago

The treat is its authentic! And I would never want to be anyone else….. I’m not for everyone, but trust you’ll love it here ✨😘 by @fullyfocusra

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4 months ago

Me and mine against you and yours.

Watching these girls grow into women while still letting me be Mom is a gift I’ll never take for granted.
Before anything else, I’m their mother. And if I did one thing right in this life, it was loving these girls with everything I had.

Big MaMa & Her Cubs 🐾

@makayla.rashae @mariahharmani by @fullyfocusra

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4 months ago

6•3•81 I’m The Birthday!

40 I faked it, 41 is a blur, 42 was good but I don’t know if I was auditioning, being or surviving.
43 was a lot, and the wrecking ball 44 sorta broke me!

But God!

I made 45 ✨

And I know we always say this…..
But, this birthday feels different.
Not because everything is perfect. Not because all my prayers have been answered. Not because I’ve arrived.
It feels different because I finally see her.
The woman I’ve been fighting for. Praying for.
I’m still walking through challenges. Some of them are HEAVY. But my posture is different now.
I trust God differently. I see myself differently. I carry myself differently.
Somewhere along the way, I stopped wanting to just BE HER, and I started to get to know her, learn her.
I found that the light in me is getting harder to ignore.
For years, I gave so much of myself to everyone else, watering down parts of myself to feel something. I attempted to be perfect, but what the hell is that?
This season feels like God is calling me back to myself.
Not the wounded version. Not the survival version.
The version He created from the beginning.
45 isn’t about arriving. I never went anywhere.
It’s about finally believing I’m worth becoming who I was created to be.
And I think that’s beautiful. 🤍

xoxo,
Ra 💋

📸 @iamnikiia by @fullyfocusra

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4 months ago

Being a mother is more than giving birth.
It’s being a provider, a protector, a nurturer.
It’s extending love in ways that shape lives forever.

When I reflect on the women I’ve crossed paths with in my lifetime, I know I have always been divinely protected—covered by God through His angels.

I just want to say thank you to my extended families—the ones stitched into my heart.

I’ve been doing deep inner work, challenging myself to walk fully into my purpose and my becoming. And part of that is truly understanding who I am, where I’ve been, who I was, and who has poured into the woman I’m becoming.

I challenged myself to write 45 letters to 45 women… and it made me pause. It made me create space to honor the women who helped raise little Ra along the way.

Too many to name—but all remembered.
The Armstead women. The Waller women. And lord bless all of my Aunties 🤍🤍 And so many more I will name one day in my book.

Seriously, I have a village of aunties-in-love, and I am deeply blessed because of it. These women have helped molded me.

And my sisters….. my soul mates, you have held me up! Thank you 🤍

To my mother—my first home, my first teacher, my foundation…. My Heart!
Our journey shaped me in ways I’m still understanding, but your imprint lives in my strength, my voice, and my becoming.
Thank you for loving me in the ways you knew how—I carry you with me in everything I rise into.

To those carrying Mother’s Day differently this year…
those grieving, missing, longing, healing, or learning how to navigate life without their mother or grandmother — I’m sending you so much love today and always. 🤍

May you feel comfort in the memories, strength in the lessons, and peace in knowing that love like theirs never truly leaves us.

Forever grateful. Forever family. 🤍

This was a long read, but my heart was full.
If you read to the end, that’s LOVE • bless your heart 🤍 by @fullyfocusra

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5 months ago

my irreplaceable 🍑

I miss my 1️⃣9️⃣4️⃣2️⃣ • Georgia Peach • 5.7.42
Happy birthday NaNa by @fullyfocusra

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Reserved in my reflection.
Grounded in my growth.
Moving with intention, not noise.

Still… but finding my rhythm.

This is my proof of life.

xoxo,
Ra 💋 by @fullyfocusra

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😂 we really went from sundresses to scattered, smothered, and covered real quick!!! by @fullyfocusra

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6 months ago

Omertà 45: Strictly Business! Never go against the family♠️#mobwives #moll #FOE #thefamiglia #birthdayvibes 🎥 @9vizualz by @fullyfocusra

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