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Focus on you! Only one who got your back is you, nobody else gonna watch it for you

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No matter how good someone is doing in life, how big of a smile they wear out in public, we all go home with that same empty hole that we wanna fill. Whether that hole is a relationship, a goal, a new job, we all have that hole.
To the eyes of strangers you look like you’ve got it together but from your eyes you’re in shambles. No one will know your struggles or pain like you do, you just gotta finish today and deal with those struggles tomorrow. And if you can’t deal with them tomorrow, let that be the next days issue.
To some, my ideas make me out to seem like I’m rich or wealthy, when I’m indeed not. To some, I seem like a crazy dude that can be wild, but it’s because I crave the attention. To some, I look like a happy guy that has nothing to lose, and when I see myself I see a sad guy that has no vision of where these roads of life take me. To some, I am the quiet guy that doesn’t say much, that’s because I’m focusing on trying to block out the negative thoughts that race through me.
Very few of my friends truly know what I go through and the pain I bare on a day to day basis and though I’ve fought hard for almost 11 years now, some days I feel like I’m losing the battle. Recently I went and thanked some of those friends for being there for me and supporting me in those trying times. I’m not going anywhere but i wanted to make this post and spread some awareness.
As much as a man can act and say he is tough, he has a breaking point. You may not know where and when it is but he does. Every man has a point where they just don’t know if the pain and burden is worth carrying anymore and that is when we start to get scared. If we cannot hold up our own burdens then what good are we as men. This is a common thought I know I’ve had many times and so have others.
Please, if you know any men that have had a rough month, whether they lost a job, had a break up, lost a family member, anything negative that could truly impact them. Just reach out and ask them how they are doing, take them out of their house and give them a hug, show that you care. Don’t have the regret of not asking if they were ok or caring enough before they are gone! by @golden.y32

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3 years ago

@q50kenzo thought he could drive the boat by @golden.y32

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3 years ago

Time to finally let the old girl go I’ve got more important things in life to focus on and a project car is not one of them asking 15k cause it comes with a bunch of extras and parts but looking into all cash offers currently

https://www.facebook.com/share/1EZHjxJ53R/?mibextid=wwXIfr&direct_share_include_copy=1&fb_entity_type=marketplace by @golden.y32

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21 days ago

It’s me again,
Very few of you guys know what’s going one anymore. Well here’s my update for everyone that cares enough to read this….
I’ve really been going through it, like it’s been real fucking rough lately. All I hear from people is “wow you have some terrible luck” or “I swear you have the worst luck of anyone I know.” It’s not like I don’t know that, I’ve known this most if not my whole life. I’ve been blessed in some ways like my loving and amazing family, and in other ways I’ve felt nothing but cursed.
I’ve been battling with mental health issues and SI for the last 13.5 years. And as of late it’s been really hard to keep a smile on my face.
If you ever see me I’ll do my best to force a smile but it is so exhausting to do. I don’t intend on doing anything dumb but I won’t deny that some nights it is very enticing. Just an easy way to get rid of my “bad luck” and all the pains/problems/struggles I deal with. I’m very aware that my problems comparatively to others may not seem that bad, but I deal with those issues and they are bad for me.
I don’t mean to cause any alarm but I know a big step is reaching out as if you know me, im a huge mental health advocate for others. I just needed to say that I really have been struggling lately and some days I’m not sure about tomorrow. I’ve been on a big decline in most aspects of my life and it’s a slippery slope for sure. As if I was sliding down a hill on a sheet of ice and I can’t figure out how to slow down let alone come to a stop.
If you know anyone who has had or currently has mental health issues… please go check on them. Sometimes reaching out can do more than you’d ever imagine. I say that while currently sitting on the sidelines of my road in the wet grass at 2:42am 😅.
Sometimes the bigger someone smiles, the harder they are covering their pain.
Do me a favor, reach out to someone you care about and just be there for them. You may have said it to them 100x by now but make it 101 for me.
Goodnight everyone! by @golden.y32

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Let me be me… but who am I? by @golden.y32

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10 months ago

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@golden.y32 taken in Sevierville, Tennessee by @golden.y32

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a year ago

You can see where my focus was while at Gat this year. Stepping away from cars and just enjoying the views by @golden.y32

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a year ago

Haven’t done one of these in a while….
I’m here to just remind you to let it go and relax. Let it all go. All the stress, anxiety, depression, all of it. Let it all go and just take a deep breath. Trust me im not perfect at it but I am getting better and try to do better at it.
Life is already hard as it is, let’s not go and make it harder on ourselves for no reason. Do me a favor and try to enjoy the little things more often. Look up at the moon and stars at night, look at the sun rays breaking through the clouds on a long stretch of road, a clear sunny sky, even just a friendly smile or wave at the supermarket. There are infinite little things to appreciate and be grateful for everyday and we all as a society need to work on appreciation a little bit more.
Simply put… if the sun is smiling at you, smile back in its glow. Just enjoy where you are and the journey it took you to get there. Appreciate all the lessons you learn in life. Look at the bright sides of things, girl doesn’t text you back… It probably was never meant to be for you two. Your car breaks down and you replace a part… now you know how to fix it in the future.
Everything in life is a lesson you for you to find and learn from. Trust me, I’ve learned a lot of them the past 2 years. For example today I chose not to go with people out and instead stay home and enjoy the sounds of crickets and bird on the porch in a rocking chair. Sometimes you find your peace and you wanna stick to it and that’s ok. Doesn’t make you a bad person for not going, it’s giving yourself what YOU need and that’s what’s important.
I’ve hit a point in my life recently where I’m discovering more about myself again and I’m grateful for it. I’m slowly understanding more and more on what I think my “peace” is and how I can find it. Set a couple goals for myself in life and gonna try and find some more to add on.
For if not accomplishing a goal in life what are we truly doing?
I just want you all to remember to be grateful for everything you’ve learned and accomplished. Don’t just be grateful for the materialistic things, be grateful for the you journey you’ve walked 🫶 by @golden.y32

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So close to being back on the road I can almost taste it, wait I think that’s the leaking power steering I taste 🤔 by @golden.y32

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a year ago

Hey you…
I know you’re going through something hard in life rn. And if I’m going to be honest with you, we all are. Everyone in this world is facing a hardship in their life that you are unaware of.
I’m sure that if you went up to them and asked how they were doing, and didn’t take “I’m fine” or “okay” for an answer they would really appreciate it. Most of the time, we just accept the initial answer and let the true intention pass. Sometimes that person needs to be pushed to really express their struggles. I also know sometimes all someone needs is a big long hug and for someone to tell them they are there for you.
I’m not saying force someone to open up but instead, I ask you to really listen and be someone’s ear. As silly as it sounds it could saves someone’s life. Sometimes all someone needs is a quick joke or a brief hangout to change their entire perspective on life in that moment.
We all have stuff that holds us back and drags us down so let’s help our friends get out of those dark spots and onto bigger and better things.
I know some of you guys already know, but for those who don’t my DMs are always open and I’m almost always checking my phone (addiction 😅) so if you need someone to talk to I’m right here and ready.
Like I always say, I’d rather you cry on my shoulder than me cry at your grave ❤️ by @golden.y32

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2 years ago

1 year with the big girl and I can’t believe how fast it’s gone. Met a bunch of people, went to a couple shows, and made a lot of new friends and family because of this car!

I know I basically just got this car and slowly have been doing work but just trust. This car is gonna be an ultimate neck breaker and eye catcher soon.

I wanna give a huge shout out to my friends who have helped me getting this far, and the ones who are gonna help me progress in the build!

Can’t wait to show you guys what this car is capable of and all the work going in this season.

Can’t wait for the seasons to come! by @golden.y32

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3 years ago

Woke up this morning and decided to ball out 🥱
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#cedric #golden #ballout #static #carphotography #photography #cars by @golden.y32

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