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Eda 🦋

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relearning life in my 30s ✨
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PS: If you’re wondering what happened to my face, my hair, my glow… it’s BURNOUT.

Mental health really affects every part of you. I didn’t even realize how much of myself I had lost until I looked back at these videos.

Still healing. Still finding myself again. 🍀🫂

#mentalhealth #healingjourney #selflove #glowup #burnoutrecovery by @goldlight_7

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No AD | Self - purchased ✨ @nyxcosmetics_de ❤️

#lipliner #makeup #lipcombo #nyxcosmetics #beautytips by @goldlight_7

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Please read this:

I was never the thin girl. Never the invisible one. Never the “normal” one.

I was always the girl who felt like too much. Too visible, too big, too present.

And at some point, my past and my mental health caught up with me so badly that everything inside me fell apart.

Do you know that feeling when you finish a puzzle and then accidentally drop it, and suddenly every piece is on the floor again? And you just want to cry because you know you have to start all over?

That is exactly how I feel right now.

Except it doesn’t feel like a thousand pieces. It feels like hundreds of thousands.

This vacation was something I needed mentally. I needed quiet. I needed the sea. I needed the beach. I wanted to film so many videos for you, outfits, makeup, moments, everything.

But every single day, I felt ugly.

I’m not going to sit here and pretend everything was perfect. I hated my body. I hated my face. I hated seeing myself. And still, somehow, I had beautiful moments.

I laughed with my friend about the smallest things. She made things feel lighter while my mind turned everything into something huge. She saw me in a kinder way than I could see myself.

And I think that’s what I want to say.

This is not just about weight. Yes, I know I need to take care of myself again. I know I don’t feel healthy right now. But I have hated my body even when it was smaller. I was never enough in my own eyes.

So maybe the real problem was never just my body.

This video is for every girl who gives too much space to self-hate. For every girl who can’t allow herself to be seen with kind eyes. For every girl waiting to finally feel beautiful before she allows herself to live.

Please don’t wait.

People will always talk. But this is your life. And one day, it will be over.

So laugh anyway. Go anyway. Wear the outfit anyway. Take the picture anyway. Let someone love you through the parts you are still learning how to accept.

I didn’t let myself go.

I lost myself.

And now I’m trying to find myself again.

#bodypositivity #mentalhealth #overweight #selflove #healingjourney

Body Image | self acceptance | mental health | Healing Journey | finding by @goldlight_7

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Almost 34 and this soft glam just feels like me. ✨
Products are self-bought. No ad.

#grwmmakeup #makeuptutorial #beautytips #glowymakeup #softglam

makeup over 30, soft glam makeup, everyday makeup, glowy makeup, natural glam, GRWM makeup, beauty over 30, makeup routine, self bought makeup, real skin makeup by @goldlight_7

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Vacation mode, girls’ night glam 🌴💋 Getting ready is half the fun! All products used were purchased by me 🌸

Prodcuts:
@pradabeauty foundation
@kosas concealer
@essence_cosmetics correct + conceal in 10
@charlottetilbury airbrush flawless finish powder
@essence.cosmetics.germany cream bronzer + @makeuprevolution skin silk stick bronzer
@hauslabs in glassy pomelo + bio radiant gel powder highlighter in raw amber
@maybelline_de lash sensational mascara
@dior backstage eye palette in cool neutrals
@bobbibrown eyeshadow (LE)
@kikomilano lipliner in 533
@benefitgermany benetint in dark cherry
@lorealparis plump ambition lip oil in 650 + brow lamination

#naturalmakeup #VacationMakeup #glowymakeup #HolidayGlam #MakeupLook

vacation makeup, girls’ night, GRWM, holiday glam, makeup routine, evening makeup, beauty creator, makeup inspiration, makeup look, get ready with me by @goldlight_7

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Maybe she is proud of me, but also a little angry that I’m not enjoying my life because I’m still trying to fit into a society I was never made to fit into.

I’m not clay. I can’t keep molding myself into someone I’m not.

I think she wants me to let go a little more and finally enjoy this short life. 💗🌸

#healingjourney #innerchild #selfworthjourney #mentalhealth #selflove

inner child healing, body acceptance, self-worth journey, mental health journey, therapy journey, plus-size confidence, healing your relationship with food, fashion as self-expression, makeup as self-expression, living before weight loss by @goldlight_7

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Ad | All products purchased with my own money!
Natural makeup, a soft glow and warm autumn tones… honestly, my perfect combination. 🍂✨

#autumn #naturalmakeuplook #glowymakeup #autumnmakeup #beautytips by @goldlight_7

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I still miss the Eda I used to be. She felt like me.
But I’m getting to know this Eda, too. And I’m starting to want to experience life again. 🍀🫂

#healingjourney #mentalhealth #burnoutrecovery #depression #glowup by @goldlight_7

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Have you tried any of these? | Advertisement | I bought all the others myself. No paid partnership. ✨

@lancomeofficial Idole ultra wear Serum concealer
@hudabeauty loose powder in cherry blossom cake
@maybelline_de lash sensational mascara
@catrice.cosmetics.germany soft glam baked blush in 010
@essence.cosmetics.germany highlighting drops
@laka.official lip tint
@merit lip oil in slick
@flormarturkiye weightless hd lipstick in intense blush

#makeup #makeupfavorites #glowymakeuplook #musthavemakeup #makeuptips by @goldlight_7

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Do you know that feeling when your closet has every size in it except the one you actually wear right now?

I kept telling myself I’d buy clothes I really liked once I lost weight. Until then, I wore things that didn’t feel like me. Almost like I was punishing myself for not being smaller.

I’ve been so many different sizes, and honestly, I wasn’t happy in any of them. I always thought the next number would be the one that finally made me happy. Meanwhile, I was missing out on my own life.

I still want to take care of my health. I just don’t want to wait until I look different to enjoy days like this. 🍀🫂

#selflove #bodypositivity #weightloss #confidence #healingjourney

body confidence, body image, plus size fashion, wearing the dress, dressing for my current size, self love journey, healing my relationship with my body, life beyond weight loss, stop waiting to live, enjoying life at any size by @goldlight_7

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