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meet #angel just wrapped my first film, nothing can describe this feeling ily tyler ♱ ༉࿐ #videogames by @gothjafar

[ken carson voice] leonardo dicaprio woah my life a movie! the past few weeks have been a blur from the constant flying but im grateful 444 my life this past weekend i got to dj for my sis @horsegiirl420 the previous week i was in 3 countries in the span of 24 hours [paris, london, ny] where i djd two shows in one night [paragon + pitstop] the previous week i djd @vtss bday party im a [tove lo voice] busy girl! closing out the month in rotterdam for @club.alter3g0 this friday more tba, im so grateful to live in london the views & getting slayed in castles i feel like a princess ༺♡༻ my plushies have been around the world shoutout to the jafairy’s for gifting me the cutest gifts when yall see me play by @gothjafar

i opened for BEYONCÉ in houston [9/23 RWT☆] the more i say it the more i type it it still doesn’t feel real the fact i got to do it with my sis river who i grew up with virtually online sharing our dreams that manifested into reality there’s really no other person who i would have done this with, my first time seeing her live & i get to dj in her hometown its such an immense honor to share a space with a woman who is the physical embodiment of black excellence, hard work, success and beauty her music has grew along side of me through so many stages of my life since i was a child, this summer has been an intense depressive spiral after i returned from my tour in europe i had to take time away from social media to let those emotions out, journal, fall in love with myself & music again, take spiritual baths and grow but it feels so amazing to be present im here im that girl and im celebrating myself today and forever ty @amakadsi for seeing it for me and so many others ty for letting me be a part of renaissance and all that it stands for the queer joy it radiates globally ty espi at @parkwood ty @poster__girl__official for dressing me i got to live my tinkerbell hannah montana lily rose depp world class sinner joseline fantasy + speaking of @joseline ty to the puerto rican princess for showing me and river so much love ty to my friends who flew out on such short notice and ty everyone who has followed me for years & watched my journey this has been the perfect send off gift before i move to berlin this week, a culmination of my hardships has watered the soil and turned into a garden of mystical flowers the price is going up this moroccan habesha trans girl with dreams is elated for the first time in a long time. ty to my mother who loves me for who i am she is a muslim woman it took a long time to get here you dont know what it does to have her in my life again she was supposed to be there but couldn’t make it im wearing the gratitude bracelet she gifted me everyday, ty harvey and sophie for looking out for me from above and ty [tiffany pollard voice] BEYONCÉ?!?!! gratitude gratitude gratitude ༺♡༻

mua: @mua_blacswan
hair: @brailyn.bitch
nails: @ashandkey by @gothjafar

suffy the vampire slayer goth jafar for @heavn ༺☆༻ by @gothjafar

me shot by @hedislimane 12/9/21 my first modeling job ☆ may my enemies live long so they can see my progress ༺☆༻

ill nvr forget this day because it was truly a moment in my life that cemented it was only the beginning, i was supposed to be on a flight to canada the next day when i got an email that hedi wants to shoot me i moved my flight around and they said theyd uber me to the airport after my shoot my rilakkuma bear is my travel companion since i was going to the airport i was in a juicy couture tracksuit hedi saw my teddy bear sticking out of my telfar and wanted him to be in the shoot, so much has changed since that past year that bear has traveled the world with me to my first euro tour to staying in berlin for a month hes seen a lot… lmao but today im getting dressed by dion lee to sit front row at his show tonight while listening to kelela on the train, im dj’ing the eckhaus latta after party tomorrow night i still have my low moments that i dont post about but its days like this that im just so grateful for my life 🧸

happy kelela release day my upcoming dj dates are posted ༺☆༻ by @gothjafar

berghain barbie ༺☆༻

went to berlin my first time in august on the last stop of my euro tour it was magical someone literally walked up to me in berg and said i was a berghain barbie i got to come back in december to dj floorgasm and got to stay in berlin for a month met so many beautiful people my entire berlin trip has been my black swan transformation i finally feel beautiful in my body for the first time in my life after two years of being on hrt, men are kissing the ground i walk on, i finally know what i want to do with my life and how to get there the demon succubus that has layed dormant in me for years is finally out and shes not going back in im a siren on the decks luring you into the deep

new mixes for @factmag & @raga_malak coming soon also im moving to eu in the coming months so book me while u can because once that music producer/model fee comes in the rate is going up baby!! ༺♡༻ by @gothjafar

raga malak fairy ساحرة ༺Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ༻

currently in miami before leaving for berlin for an entire month always grateful for the life ive manifested coming to fruition before my eyes ty @boilerroomtv philly for an amazing time, anyways im booked to play my dream party @floorgasm.official on december 11th in berlin a true full circle moment because im playing my dream party on my two year tranniversary i started hrt on 12/11 and now im djing in berlin on that very day if ur coming to that show bring me orchids to celebrate with me love u rj [ps im also now signed to the discwoman agency all bookings go to frankie@discwoman.com taking eu bookings for december 9th - jan 7th]

also im back on tumblr returning to my roots at gothjafar ps look out for new mixes especially my raga malak mix

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me for @gayletter x @balenciaga ☆’s of the night

currently typing this while im in berlin on the last leg of my euro tour before coming back to nyc next week with tears in my eyes but wow im in print :’) shoutout to everyone who wants to see me succeed im making a gfm to further my transition traveling abroad this summer has been a whirlwind of being in my head but im ready to blossom even more into the alien super☆ that i am lookout for cute merch that will be going towards my surgery fund and a fundraver in the upcoming weeks if you want to directly donate my handles are
☆ cashapp: $tropgoth
☆ venmo: gothjafar
☆ paypal: ybaala@mail.saintpeters.edu

clothes by @balenciaga
photography by @ericjmcarthur
styling by @sho_tatsuishi
styling assistant @thi__ti12
hair by @takao613
makeup by @yuisakamoto10
text by @tomjjackson
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tw// [grants bday weekend] the ken to my barbie! experiencing joy after intense depressive episodes [this past week was really hard] and this weekend reminded me that i really am lucky to be surrounded by such beauty and talent constantly who i get to call my friends + surrounded by people who love music and do it for the music!! went to the best rave ive ever been to in all my years of living in nyc words cant describe how much i love techno and how thereapeutic it is to dance with your loved ones getting to withess a freddy k vinyl only set during a sunset is something ill never forget and all on grants bday im enjoying my time in nyc before i leave for eu shoutout to @abu_ashley ☆
also omfg cant stop thinking about the hottest boy with blue hair and his gf at the rave whoever u are hmu by @gothjafar

like i said before love gatekeeping my hotness by rarely posting on ig but each day i look in the mirror and see that im blossoming into the woman of my dreams and that makes me more confident so i want to document that you and i are watching my evolution my multiple butterfly hilary duff metamorphosis

anyways! these boyz all over me omg its @papijuicebk friday and im taking you to the mystical land of blasia im playing everything from reggaeton to k-pop i want the girls to literally SCREAM i want elsewhere zone 1 to feel like an earthquake is erupting tectonic plates are shifting! something shifted and its going to be my set + im still emotional over being booked for ladyland thats where i met my bff who tore their bday weekend and thats where all these pics came from we met at sophies 2018 ladyland set and look at me now, tonight is gonna be really special to quote my discwoman mix interview “place you’d like to play:
as simple as this sounds i fantasize about playing at papi juice in elsewhere’s zone 1 post covid it would be a full circle moment because me and my friends go to every papi juice it’s a tradition, my debut papi juice set will be the one my friends fly out for but aiming higher after that tokyo, berghain i want to be flewed out all over” THATS TONIGHT AAAHHH catch me dancing tonight with the ken to my barbie @st.grnt

upcoming dates:
4/28 [philly] @estoc_
4/30: [nyc] sultan room
6/17: ladyland

announcing e*** tour dates soon also accepting more bookings mgmt email in bio ☆ by @gothjafar

happy to announce my mix for @thefacemagazine is finally out [how fitting because my face card never declines] i’ve wanted to make a batman themed mix for literal years its an homage to catwoman a character who has given me strength and confidence over the years especially with my transition, this mix is very special to me and has showcased my growth in my techno selection im starting to play the shit i’ve wanted to ever since my first rave i went to in 2017 at groovy groovy after staying out for 24 hours after seeing sophie dj at moma ps1 a pivotal day that changed my life forever and look at us now im taking you with me to the iceberg lounge; this mix is dedicated to my dear friend harvey parker who passed away a few months ago shes my london angel and shes looking out for me from heavens above ༺♡༻ read the beautiful writeup by @felicitaaaay and listen to the mix link is in bio lol

glam☆: @grey__hoffman

and in particular catwoman fashion i robbed my sexy managers telfeezy jacket i look better in it than you do @zak.st.one muah by @gothjafar