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📸 @digitaldezi 📸
Gone wit da’wind 🗺 💨
#TenneyMaeGranddaughter
#stl #BLM #SOS #LLJON #ZeroWorld
@sistersonsk8tes 🛼

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#explorepage✨ by @heydesiraee

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5 months ago

I swear I would give my last breathe just for one more conversation, a hug, a laugh, or time.. anything for this bond. I suffer so much in silence when it comes to you because I still dont know how to process this …. so many days just keep going by… and no phone calls… only replays of voice messages and videos.. thats the only way to hear you these days. Too many days with out you. Wtf is forever bro…. im still so mad, so hurt, so confused why why why did cancer choose you??? Why couldnt you live to see 70 … why do old racist farts get to live longer than this sweet, crazy, funny, amazing grandma…. my everything is gone, and I walk around like im fine bruh im not. I just keep living this life. She will never meet my kids or cheer me on at my wedding… she will never see me graduate college… at least in the physical sense…. its still unfair. I know you had sooo much more life to give…. i need you, I need my girl i need the one i can call and let it all out and we end up laughing and talking for hoursssss 💔 man … I’ll never forget the last time you looked me in my eyes. I felt you gmama. I still do. Just up late crying my eyes out over you. And felt the strength to go look at these and actually post you. Posting makes it so much more real. I been avoiding it. There is so much I could post …Here she is.. my golden girl, my betty boop
I miss you my beautiful Girlfriend, to the moon and back 💜…
04/04/57-04/20/23
My 4/20’s will never b the same.
#TenneyMaeGrandDaughter by @heydesiraee

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3 years ago

Forever in our hearts Queen Virginia 💜👑🕊️

#BBTBATBIJ taken in St. Louis, Missouri by @heydesiraee

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4 years ago

Got to watch the sunrise with my girl 💜

Here it comes Dezi’s “im so grateful” speech… but I AM!! 🫶🏽😂

To be able to blast off go to another country and have a blast?? shoottt THANK YOU GOD, thank you to my ancestors, thank you to my gmama, and thank you to my fallen soldiers.

Ahh sunrises…. I choose these over sunsets. To me these represent new beginnings, a new day, another chance, a fresh start. Something a lot of people do not get.

Just keep going. 🫡 taken in Cancun, Mexico by @heydesiraee

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2 months ago

Osheeit 🛥️🌊

#Cancun #RandyCrew #catamán taken in Isla Mujeres, Mexico by @heydesiraee

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2 months ago

Ocean breeze, palms trees 🌴

Dress: @browngworltworls 💚 HAND MADE

#Cancun #Badgyal #lilting taken in Costa Mujeres by @heydesiraee

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2 months ago

forest dump. by @heydesiraee

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4 months ago

🔥💪🏾👏‼️ #skatetherapy #stlballroom #slowskate #partnerskate #skillsonwheels28

Skaters: @paris_cee and @heydesiraee

Video by @keliyah777 by @heydesiraee

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6 months ago

Happy Heavenly birthday to my bestie, my girlfren, my betty boop, gmama, grandma. The best friend I ever had.

I miss so much about you but one thing I miss most is our conversations. I knew this day would come, I remember when I would catch myself a bit annoyed or “a not right now” when she called, hell she called me almost every day but I knew… I knew I would miss it all.

Im thankful for the time spent with you as not only my grandma but my best friend. I love you to the moon and back.

3 yrs…… this hurt will never fade. I will continue to make you proud. Thank you for everything Tenney Mae !!!!! 💜😭💔

#FUCKCANCER #fuckbigpharma💉💊 by @heydesiraee

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6 months ago

🪂 CRAZIEST THING I’VE EVER DONE!!!!!
and before you ask YES I’LL DO IT AGAIN 🤯🪂
#SkyDivestl #Skydiving #bucketlist #batshitcrazy #DeziOUTSIDE

Question is would you go sky diving??? taken in St. Louis, Missouri by @heydesiraee

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7 months ago

So I did a thing today 🙂…..
#skydiving #stl #flying #wtf by @heydesiraee

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7 months ago

I’m putting ya dineee 🩷 Im putting ya onnn 🖤
@themonaleo
#28DaysOfDezi taken in St. Louis, Missouri by @heydesiraee

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8 months ago