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Trevor Michael Bowen

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A new decade, a new chapter.

How little it seems 10 years has been together; I witnessed you beginning your 20’s not knowing where the future would take us… and here we are now 10 years later. As we come up to begin a new chapter; for not only us as a couple, but for ourselves, I wonder if we may experience less of a tidal wave as we have the previous years. Between COVID and your moms passing along with many other obstacles we’ve encountered, I feel we did not enjoy our 20’s as much as we could’ve. Hopefully we can make sure our 30’s go differently.

I wish your mom were still around. She would be proud to be the woman you’ve become.

Happy birthday, Dev. 💕 by @himynamestrevor

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2 months ago

3 months ago I made the decision to quit a habit I’ve inflicted on myself since a young age. At the height of my youthful discomfort I regrettably began smoking in hopes it would take the edge off. Help find some sort of peace or at least knock out the stress for even a moment. For the longest time I thought it would be something I could never change. Little did I know I surprised myself and proved otherwise.
No alternatives. No tricks. Just a pure confident (somewhat impulsive) decision. Difficult at first but now; my cravings have almost completely subsided.
Change has not been easy. For awhile I was worried this would not last. Maybe it was not the absolute best way of going about it but I had no intention of filling in one habit for another or finding something else to depend on. I can safely say I’m through the worst of it, but I am not completely out of the woods. Still plenty of things to adjust with myself.
This is one of the few things I have to be proud of myself for. Other than this small personal achievement; I’m still in the same place as before. There’s so much more I wish to change but I feel I’m not quite ready for. I still have a long line of confidence to gain. I still have plenty of lessons to learn. This is merely baby steps compared to what I want. Progress comes slowly.

Here’s hoping I can reach what I’m looking for out of life soon enough. I’m one step closer to that now in this new found state of mind. by @himynamestrevor

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3 months ago

I was busy last week so I didn’t end up making a clip then… but here we are now!

Had to use my AKG mic though because somehow I broke the other one. This one’s actually meant for studio recording stuff, not much for live capture like this. Will eventually get the clips to a studio quality at some point once I figure out a good way to do it. Till then… apologies if the quality is poor again.

2 months into quitting smoking; I think my vocals have been feeling it the most. Definitely has been an adjustment but I think we’re getting there. Once I figure things out quality wise and get my vocals back to a point where I’m comfortable I’ll make an actual full length cover of something.

(Also excuse me; my timing was off on some of the parts)

Song: Bodysnatcher - King Of The Rats

#bodysnatcher #deathcore #metal #vocalcover #cover by @himynamestrevor

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4 months ago

To some; it comes as no surprise that I’ve done vocals for quite some time. Never had much courage in terms of showing it online consistently… so I’d like to make a change to that.

Welcome to Raw Take Thursdays. Every week I’ll attempt to do some kind of raw take clip. Really it’s for shits n giggles to get me to a point where I feel comfortable enough when I do a proper cover and the release of my own material (finally).

I’m still figuring out the best way to go about this so apologies if the audio quality isn’t the greatest atm. Probably could do better in terms of my stance too but again; not used to this. We’ll see how we can improve on things over time.

Song: Like Moths To Flames - I Don’t Wanna Be Here Anymore

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#likemothstoflames #lmtf #cover #metal #metalcore by @himynamestrevor

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4 months ago

You were full of innocence. You didn’t see the world in a shade of gray. You were not aware of what lied ahead of you. You were undeserving of the cruelty you were given.
You didn’t make things easier for yourself. You refused to fight back. You refused to speak out. You lied to yourself and others. You hid your feelings from the world. You let their words get to you. You let them put their hands on you.

You had no idea this was just the beginning.

#truthbetold by @himynamestrevor

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5 months ago

hello. by @himynamestrevor

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8 months ago