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Thank you to my favorite person on the planet, @keganbeister , my bestest friends @jonbruzon_404 and @reg.krzy , and incredible musicians @boundariesct , @theamityaffliction , and @augustburnsred for the best birthday yet šŸ–¤šŸ¤˜šŸ» taken in House of Blues Orlando by @hmariemll
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6 months ago
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A very late 2025 Recap:

For a lot of last year, after what happened to my mom, I felt a sense of guilt. The first few weeks after her stroke, I felt guilty if something made me smile. For those few months following, laughing and having fun felt wrong. I felt like it was unfair, that I shouldn’t be able to have fun, because if I was it meant I wasn’t taking good enough care of my family. 

But what so many people told me, was that I needed to take care of myself first in order to be able to take care of other people. I didn’t want to, for a while. I wanted to be there every moment for my mother, because I believed if I wasn’t, it meant I was failing her. But that very quickly left me exhausted, ridden with anxiety, and depressed. I became ill, and couldn’t kick what started as a simple cold for months. 

I started trying to go out and do the things I used to love, but every moment I was thinking of my mom. I kept telling myself that I should be by her side instead. As time went on, I learned to let the doctors and nurses and aides take care of her daily needs, and I could continue to live my own life, while still helping her through her recovery in the ways that only I could do as her daughter. 

I still feel the guilt, sometimes. I still have the thought enter my mind that anything I do for myself is selfish. And writing this, I honestly don’t know how true that is. One of the reasons it’s taken me so long to share my life following her stroke is because of that guilt. But I am trying to overcome it, as I have so many other things before. 

Here’s pictures of my favorite moments from this past year. by @hmariemll
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6 months ago
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🩷springšŸ’›concert🩵recapšŸ–¤

Pierce the Veil and Sleeping with Sirens were so good they blew the roof off (totally wasn’t the hurricane)🤘

Rocco’s a rOCK 🪨 and grentperez did not do a backflip šŸ˜” 

Mehro and The Walters were wonderfully chaotic in completely different ways, and half-alive made me feel fully alive (ba-dum-ts). No but seriously, I looked forward to seeing them for so long, nostalgia and anticipation combined in the same breath. 

3 concerts down so far this year, lots more to go. Someone should probably take away my Ticketmaster account. by @hmariemll
8
a year ago
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Life lessons learned in March: 
1. Bowling is not one of my talents 
2. I now know what a lucky day tastes like taken in DeLand, Florida by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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Always going somewhere 

St. Pete day trip (so much walking and laughing), flying to Boston to see an old close friend (no pictures were taken in Boston, oops), cross-state road trip to Fort Pierce to celebrate my mom’s birthday (hope it was the best one yet!), and almost driving into the bay by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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Life lately 🩶 always so profoundly grateful for time with incredible friends and adventures to new places by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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2024 outtakes, but also some of my favorite moments of the year šŸ–¤ This year was full of so many twists and turns that at times left me dizzy, motion sick, and wanting off the ride. But then there were other moments that were so exhilarating and exciting that I wished they would never end. I’m so grateful for it all, because I know that it all led me to where I’m meant to be right now. 

P.S. Just a friendly reminder, make sure your Live Photo is on šŸ«¶šŸ» by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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Denver dump! taken in Denver, Colorado by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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ā€œAll that we see or seem is but a dream within a dreamā€ -e.a.p. šŸ–¤

šŸ“·: @jonah.dujanovic , aka the bossiest photographer of all time by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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what a witchin’ weekend šŸ–¤ it’s always so much fun hanging out with this rowdy bunch, which isn’t nearly often enough. The first Friendoween of many, and there’s more photos to come 🤭 taken in Sarasota Medieval Fair by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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”Miami con mis amigos! 

I missed these lovely people so much and I feel so blessed that we were able to reunite after over two years of being apart. I wish it could’ve lasted longer, but we had lots of fun and I can’t wait for next time šŸ«¶šŸ» Ā”Dale! taken in Miami, Florida by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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Ā”Feliz 86 cumpleaños, Abu! Gracias a Dios por otro año de vida y más tiempo y recuerdos con la familia šŸ’™ taken in BESO by @hmariemll
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2 years ago
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