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Isaiah 41:10 ✝️
Finding the joy in my journey
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My toxic trait is I want to go from beginner level to level three in two business days and once I hyper fixate, there’s no stopping me. I have no patience. #airsplits #adhdisagift taken in Claremont, California by @iamgardyv

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This somes up intro to pole/aerial #pole #aerial #trampeze #silk #lyra @thestageglobal by @iamgardyv

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3 months ago

Looking back at college dance pics and high school cheer pics motivating myself to get back at stretching :D Only been stretching for 2 days since 2012 n I already got my splits back <3 next stop is my scorpion and heel stretch ^.^ #cheer #ballet #tapdance by @iamgardyv

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10 years ago

Kleo…. It feels like only a blink ago I was able to carry you heheh so glad I spend my day with this pre teen.
Children have a way of changing how time feels.
They are the most curious, forgiving, and wholehearted people. Even on the days when I fell short or my patience wasn’t perfect, they still choose to love so freely. There is something incredibly humbling about that.
I’m so grateful to have the privilege of witnessing the world through their eyes. They remind me to slow down, ask questions, find wonder in ordinary moments, and be fully present. Time seems to move differently when children are involved and I think that’s one of life’s greatest gifts.
Today, I’m especially thankful for every child who has brought joy, perspective, and unconditional love into my life. 🤍 #jhay #jeremiah #kleo #zane by @iamgardyv

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13 days ago

Today was a beautiful reunion with my Deeper Still family. 🤍
Deeper Still is a faith-based healing ministry for women and men grieving the loss of a child through abortion. Today we gathered at the Garden of Life to plant something in honor of our babies in heaven.
When it was my turn, I was randomly handed a Gardenia to plant. Out of all the flowers, I was given a Gardenia the same as my name. It felt like such a gentle reminder that God sees me, even in my grief.
My journey has been complicated. I’ve experienced three abortions. The first two happened before my son was born, during a season of my life filled with heavy drinking and escaping from my pain. This last loss the loss of my son, Zion was different. I had to face my grief, guilt, and heartbreak completely sober on my b day next month I’ll be 3 yrs sober. There was nothing to numb it, no escape, just the painful work of healing one day at a time.
I’ve also chosen to abstain from sex as part of my healing journey. 🥴 Some days I honestly don’t know how I’m doing life. 😅 that’s the toughest battle for me but I do know this: if it weren’t for Deeper Still and another faith-based healing program called Forgiven and Set Free/Refuge, I would not be where I am today. I come a long way. Healing doesn’t erase the past, and it doesn’t mean I’m perfect. I still have hard days especially on ovulation week 🥴 lol I still face temptation. But today I can honestly say I’m proud of how far God has brought me.
If you’ve experienced an abortion and carry grief, shame, or regret, please know you don’t have to carry it alone. There is hope, healing, and grace. If you ever want someone to talk to or would like information about these programs, my inbox is always open. Deeper Still has ministries across the country, and Refuge in Chino was truly life-changing for me.
Today, I planted a Gardenia in honor of my babies. 🌿🤍 They will always be loved, always be remembered, and they will forever have a place in my heart. #gardenoflife #grief #abortion #godisgood #deeperstill by @iamgardyv

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14 days ago

🧿✝️🧿✝️🧿🫶❤️🤍🤍🇺🇸🧿Red, white, and coastal blue. Happy Fourth of July! ❤️🤍💙

Best Party in HB @sealegsatthebeach thanks to the beautiful @aliciasealegs and @prjktgroup seeing @shwayze @commonkings @uncle_lui @bigrome_ @junyerking @8ky @kalvinloves 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 and on July 5th got to see @krookedtreezofficial

Cheers to freedom, faith, and finding joy in every season. ❤️🤍💙

#4thofjuly #BeachVibes #OneLife #DoctorLife 🇺🇸❤️🇺🇸🫶

Footage 🎥 from @sqrl_collab @jojomojocreative @cmplty_orgnl

#FourthOfJuly USA SummerVibes HarborViews LiveMusic ❤️🤍💙🎇❤️💙🤍🎇🧨🇺🇸🫶🫶🔥🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸😘 taken in Sea Legs at the Beach by @iamgardyv

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Y aunque la vida me cueste 🇲🇽 no te dejare de quererte ❤️ #mexico🇲🇽 #heartbreak 💔 by @iamgardyv

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20 days ago

Dating in your 30s is wild.
Option 1: Attractive, successful guy… turns out you’re being interviewed for the position of side chick because he forgot to mention the wife.
Option 2: Obsessed with how you look, but couldn’t financially maintain one week of the skincare, gym memberships, hair appointments, and general chaos required to keep me looking this expensive.
Option 3: The sweetest man you’ve ever met… and unfortunately my physical attraction never got the memo.
Option 4: The rare unicorn who checks all the boxes, makes you think the feelings are mutual, restores your faith in dating… and then suddenly reveals a personality plot twist halfway through the season.

At this point I’m convinced dating is less about finding love and more about surviving character development.
#datinginyour30s by @iamgardyv

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A joke should leave everyone laughing not someone losing their dignity. If it hurts and gets dismissed as humor it may just be an insult disguise as a joke. #protectyourenergy #dontgetinfluenced by @iamgardyv

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2 months ago

Some days I want to be Proverbs 31 woman.
Some days I want to be a revengeful Medusa.
Today, I am choosing healing……… by @iamgardyv

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5 months ago

31st b day month has been unforgettable vacay outfits by @sophiimichii amazing deals! ps read diary of an exercise addict and also read rational recovery. I can now say I’m not addicted to exercise But I do find myself trying to find dopamine in different ways so I am definitely trying to find a balance and healthier middle ground still! by @iamgardyv

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I’m not a perfect parent. There are days I know my son can see when I’m burnt out he’s smart like that. His vocabulary has been advanced since kindergarten, and he’s been on principal’s honor roll from the start and now in (GIFTED) He had to grow up fast, and sometimes I feel like he’s more emotionally intelligent than both his parents xD. We teach each other different things every day. And even with all my mistakes, if this is my only chance at parenthood, I’m beyond grateful that God chose to gift me Zane as my son. by @iamgardyv

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